Htc Alarms - Fade-in

Silent grieve Suffocates the rumor Feel my breathing Speed up at the thought of you My inner voice Seems to want me dead Only choice Manage down the trail I've lead Never far away away i always see you When it all goes dark you light my way through Never fade I know you think you're someone i forgot Never fade I'm everything you really think I'm not Never fade I know you think you're someone I forgot Never fade Growing cold Try to numb my feeling Lose control All my friends are leaving Paid the price For all the lies I used to live Sacrifice For all the love I tried to give Never far away i always see you When it all goes dark you light my way through Never fade I know you think you're someone I forgot Never fade I'm everything you really think I'm not Never fade I know you think you're someone I forgot Never fade Never fade I know you think you're someone I forgot Never fade I'm everything you really think I'm not Never fade I know you think you're someone I forgot Never fade I'm everything you really think I'm not Never fade Never fade Never fade

Get on the rollercoaster The fair's in town today Y'gotta be bad-enough to beat the brave So get on the helter skelter Bowl into the fray Y'gotta be bad-enough to beat the brave You fade in-out You fade in-out Without a doubt I don't see no shine Today is just a daydream Tomorrow we'll be castaway Coming in-out of nowhere Singin' rhapsody Y'gotta be bad-enough to wanna be Sitting upside a high chair With the devils refugee Is gonna be blinded by the light That follows me She fade in-out She fade in-out Without a doubt I don't see no shine Today is just a daydream Tomorrow she'll be castaway

Lying here blank I'm an object Subject to all of my foes And out of all those who would profit Could be the worst one I know Stare at the darkness Comforter covers my colds I'm barely even conscious Even as consciousness grows I ain't tryna get up without no love and with no Mack Been a number years now since I been on track to get off track You can see it in my eyes every morning at the butt crack a dawn Curled back stretching toward the sky rub crust from my eye yawning Same Same damn shit same fuckin way Momma done taught us to make a meal that way We used to roll up in the woods Lumberjacks with all da good good mantra Out of the silence the tic and the tock Flashing red violent screams from the clock It's a warning Every morning Something inside me said wake yo ass up Something else telling me question myself In the morning Every morning Every morning it's a struggle tween me and my own demons Half asleep but woke enough to divide time from the seasons Quit you yapping ain't no relaxing amongst all a you all bitching Shrill screams crush my dreams but which of deem is da fiction Lying here sunk down deep in this bed that I sleep in Nightmare's frightening affairs got me gasping for breathing In a sense ho yeah I'm to blame I belong to my freedoms But at the same time Your a physical manifestation of a sequence of events which Pre-existed every decision ever envisioned within the precincts of this prison Bitch enough with the Who's to say even if I could I'd crawl back up out this depression Time served behind these bars won't void a lick of my sentence So why bother closing my eyes wrapped up in my wishful pretending If I can't rewriting the ending If these hands can't even bend it In the Bush We was getting high cruising 9 and mother fucking 20 OE on the slip and slide You're in the bush now Pussy Ring the alarm Ring the alarm Down for the count In with the drama Bounce to da ounce Swinging my arms Wound up and out Set me to sound off You all for da clout Mall bout da power Bitch I'm about To scream out in horror Out of the silence the tic and the tock Flashing red violent screams from the clock It's a warning Every morning Something inside me said wake yo ass up Something else telling me question myself In the morning Every morning You waking me up You take up all my time You've shaken my love You wave and pass me by It's never enough You take and take what's mine Ain't giving no fucks It's the nature of your mind

Just the other day I looked at my father It was the first time I saw he'd grown old Canyons through his skin and the rivers that made them Carve the stories I was told He said, "Son, I have watched you fade in You will watch me fade out When the grip leaves my hand I know you won't let me down Go and find your way Leave me in your wake Always push through the pain And don't run away from change Never settle Make your Mark Hold your head up Follow your heart" Just the other day I stared at the ocean With every new wave another must go One day you'll remember us laughing One day you'll remember my passion One day you'll have one of your own I say, "Son, I have watched you fade in You will watch me fade out When the grip leaves my hand I know you won't let me down Go and find your way Leave me in your wake Always push through the pain And don't run away from change Never settle Make your Mark Hold your head up Follow your heart We all get lost sometimes trying to find what we're Looking for I have watched you fade in You will watch me fade out When the grip leaves my hand I know you won't let me down Go and find your way Leave me in your wake Always push through the pain And don't run away from change Never settle Make your Mark Hold your head up Follow your heart When the morning comes and takes me I promise I have taught you everything that you need In the night you'll dream of so many things But find the ones that bring you life and you'll find Me That's where you'll find me