How To Disappear Completely - Ane Brun

That there, that's not me I go where I please I walk through walls I float down the Liffey I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here I'm not here In a little while I'll be gone The moment's already passed Yeah, it's gone And I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here I'm not here Strobe lights And blown speakers Fireworks And hurricanes I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here I'm not here, here Ah, ah

Go! To unexplain the unforgivable Drain all the blood and give the kids a show By streetlight, this dark night, a séance down below There's things that I have done You never should ever know And without you is how I disappear And live my life alone, forever now And without you is how I disappear And live my life alone, forever now Who walks among the famous living dead Drowns all the boys and girls inside your bed And if you could talk to me, tell me if it's so That all the good girls go to Heaven Well, Heaven knows That without you is how I disappear And live my life alone, forever now And without you is how I disappear And live my life alone, forever now Can you hear me cry out to you? Words I thought I'd choke on, figure out I'm really not so with you anymore, I'm just a ghost So, I can't hurt you anymore So, I can't hurt you anymore And now You wanna see how far down I can sink Let me go, fuck So, you can Well, now, so you can I'm so far away from you Well, now, so you can And without you is how I disappear And without you is how I disappear (Whoa-oh, whoa-oh, whoa-oh, whoa-oh) and without you is how I disappear (Whoa-oh, whoa-oh, whoa) and without you Forever, forever now

Look at me now, I've got no religion Look at me now, I'm so vacant Look at me now, I was a virgin Look at me now, grew up to be a whore And I want it I believe it I'm a million different things And not one you know Hey, and our mommies are lost now Hey, daddy's someone else Hey, and we love the abuse Because it makes us feel like we are needed Now, but I know I wanna disappear Disappear I wanna disappear Disappear, baby I wanna die young and sell my soul Use up all your drugs and make me come Yesterday man, I was a nihilist Now today I'm just too fucking bored And I want it I believe it And I want it By the time I'm old enough I won't know anything at all Hey and our mommies are lost now Hey, daddy's someone else Hey, and we love the abuse Because it makes us feel like we are needed Now, but I know I wanna disappear Disappear I wanna disappear, baby Disappear Hey and our mommies are lost now Hey, daddy's someone else Hey, and we love the abuse Because it makes us feel like we are needed Now, but I know I wanna disappear

I see doors in every direction I see them all wide open As I go near they won't close on me Won't close on me They won't close on me I look in every direction Finding my own way out As I go near they won't close on me They won't close on me They won't close on me Everything is possible Even when the sun don't shine 'Cause I know how to walk right through How to walk right through How to walk right through I walk in the rain My shoes fill up with water With every step I get more wet I get more wet I get more wet Step one, step Step two, step Step three, step Step four, step! I can howl down a marching band My voice flies above the sound Flying over the beat of the drums The beat of the drums The beat of the drums I see doors in every direction I see them all wide open As I go near I just walk right through I just walk right through Just walk right through Step one, step Steo two, step Step three, step Step four, step! Step one, step Steo two, step Step three, step Step four, step!

I see Only bright open fields behind you The sunlight shimmers off the crown of your head You look at me with a soft face And I Throw myself into the open air Every particle will catch me there Like in a dream I trust in this In you, in yes In you, in yes In you, in yes In you, in yes In you, in yes In you, in yes And I I can sense your hand in mine Intertwined, I remember you Holding on It runs right through I trust in this In you, in yes In you, in yes In you, in yes In you, in yes In you, in yes In you, in yes I trust in yes And I Throw myself into the open air Every particle will catch me there Like in a dream I trust in this In you, in yes In you, in yes In you, in yes I trust in yes (You, you)

You'll never be more than a lover You will always be the hide-out You've tried it over and over But you will always be the hide-out The hide-out You explain it all to yourself You know it very well You just need the little you take 'Cause he's not deceiving He's just suffering And you can't see yourself leaving You went to see him, so hungry Picked up the crumbs and let him feed you You want him to need you, don't you? He wants your warm hands to heal him You can't heal him You explain it all to yourself You know it very well You just need the little you take 'Cause he's not deceiving He's just suffering And you can't see yourself leaving He tries to fit you in Between his conscious lies and his denials I've been there, my friend Dressed up in my best chameleon skin You explain it all to yourself You know it very well You just need the little you take 'Cause he's not deceiving He's just suffering And you can't see yourself leaving A starving (I want in) Operator (I want in) Connecting (I want in) A starving (I want in) Operator (I want in) Connecting (I want in) A starving (I want in) Operator (I want in) Connecting (I want in) A starving (I want in) Operator (I want in) Connecting (I want in) (I want in)