How's It Going To Be - Third Eye Blind

I'm only pretty sure That I can't take anymore Before you take a swing I wonder what are we fighting for When I say out loud I wanna get out of this I wonder is there anything I'm gonna miss I wonder how it's going to be When you don't know me How's it going to be When you're sure I'm not there How's it going to be When there's no one there to talk to Between you and me 'Cause I don't care How's it going to be How's it going to be Where we used to laugh There's a shouting match Sharp as a thumbnail scratch A silence I can't ignore Like the hammock by the doorway We spent time in, swings empty I don't see lightning like last fall When it was always about to hit me I wonder how's it going to be When it goes down How's it going to be When you're not around How's it going to be When you found out there was nothing Between you and me 'Cause I don't care How's it going to be How's it going to be When you don't know me anymore And how's it going to be Wanna get myself back in again The soft dive of oblivion I wanna taste the salt of your skin The soft dive of oblivion, oblivion How's it going to be When you don't know me anymore How's it going to be How's it going to be How's it going to be

How's it supposed to feel? (To feel...) How's it supposed to feel? (To feel...) Never break Always fight Never quit Do it right Play the game Win at life Have no shame There's no time Feel the pain Live the grind I can change In my mind Pick a lane Commit and climb The only way To win at life I never miss, that's fact Taking big swings, bitch, hand me the bat Put me in the ring, you'll go out in a bag 'Cause I sing what I mean and I bring it to the mat Like, ain't got time to kill, I got time to fill I took the red pill I know life's short so I wanna live real, but How's it supposed to feel? (To feel...) How's it supposed to feel? (To feel...) How's it supposed to feel? (To feel...) How's it supposed to feel? (To feel...) How's it supposed to feel? (To feel...) They wanna say my name but they holding back They wanna say they hate but they know it's cap I ain't play no games, I just do, that's fact And I don't feel no shame, it's a mood you lack I go crazy, nah bitch, I ain't lazy Track after track, I work on this shit daily Pass me the jack, writers fuel got me hazy 'Bout to unpack all these dreams I've been chasing I got visions in my head Like memories after death To be a legend instead Of something you can forget I'm living up every breath I'd rather lead than be led I'll fill the seats as I spread With every word that I've said (To feel...) How's it supposed to feel? (To feel...) How's it supposed to feel? (To feel...) How's it supposed to feel? (To feel...)

When success is on your mind But true direction is missing You know the Gods have lied but you're still smitten By the stars in your eyes I can tell you know where you are Smile sweetly and you'll be forgiven You're almost free, almost free to come and go Bed setting room for ambitious prisoner Walk away, don't take no for an answer Turn a blind eye to it all Let sleeping dogs lie Down in Queensway Like a bulldozer chasing butterflies Down sad English streets you wander Over sleeping bodies you step lightly All the snow on the ground Lets you pass by without a sound One last look before you disappear Walk away, don't take no for an answer Turn a blind eye to it all Let sleeping dogs lie Down in Queensway Walk away, don't take no for an answer Turn a blind eye to it all Let sleeping dogs lie Down in Queensway

I'm on a train, but there's no one at the helm And there's a demon in my brain Who starts to overwhelm whelm whelm whelm whelm And there it goes, my last chance for peace You lay me down, but I get no release And I say I, I try to keep awake I try to swim beneath I try to keep awake But I, I can feel this narcolepsy slide Into another nightmare And there's a demon in my head who starts to play A nightmare tape loop of what went wrong yesterday And I hold my breath till it's more than I can take And I close my eyes and dream that I'm awake I try to keep awake I try to keep awake I try to keep awake But I, I can feel this narcolepsy slide Into another nightmare I read dead Russian authors volumes at a time I write everything down except what's on my mind Cause my greatest fear is that sucking sound And then I know that I'll never get back out And there's a bone in my hand that connects to a drink In a crowded room where the glasses clink And I'll buy you a beer and we'll drink it deep Because that keeps me from falling asleep I said How'd you like to be alone and drowning How'd you like to be alone and drowning How'd you like to be alone and drowning How'd you like to be alone and drowning Still I find this narcolepsy slide slide Into another nightmare Keep awake, keep awake, keep awake And I can feel this narcolepsy slide

Everything is quiet since you're not around And I live in the numbness now In the background I do the things we did before I walk Haight Street to the store And they say where's that crazy girl You don't get drunk on red wine and fight no more I don't see you anymore since the hospital The plans I make still have you in them Cause you come swimming into view And I'm hanging on your words Like I always used to do The words they use so lightly I only feel for you I only know because I carry you around In the background I'm in the background Words they come and memories all repeat I lift your head while they change the hospital sheets And I would never lie to you no I would never lie to you no I felt you long after we were through, we were through The plans I make still have you in them Cause you come swimming into view And I'm hanging on your words Like I always used to do The words they use so lightly I only feel for you I only know because I carry you around In the background Cause I felt you long after we were through Well you come swimming into view And I'm hanging on your words Like I always used to do The words they use so lightly I only feel to you I only know because I'm way I'm way in the background I'm in the background

Horny and burned out now is how it always ends for me, yeah Chemicals wear me down in your summertime bacchanalian I saw you go faster than the morning comes She walks away like a lady It's always the fallen ones I think are always going to save me I saw you go faster Whoa, I wanna get off one time and not apologize Whoa, you've gotta steal the time of a life that's passing by In bed she flexes her knees to try and abate the feeling She mouths the words please to the poster on the ceiling I saw you go faster right in front of me She stares at him so madly She's got the nerve to say She wants to fuck that boy so badly I saw you go faster Whoa, I want to get off one time and not apologize Whoa, You got to steal the time of a life that's passing by Whoa, I want to get off one time and look you in the eyes Whoa, I want to get off one time, get off one time I was hoping you would be waiting there for me lately I was hoping you'd be waiting for me I was hoping you'd be waiting there for me lately I was hoping you would be waiting there for me I was hoping you would be waiting there for me lately But you're not the kind who would be waiting, not for anybody You're not the kind who would be waiting there for anybody Not even me Oooh, Just one time Oooh, I could go off right now (Whoa, I wanna get off) Whoa, I want to get off one time and not apologize Whoa, You've gotta steal the time of a life that's passing by Not for sale Not for sale Not for sale Buh bye buh bye Buh bye buh bye