How I'm Feeling Now (Orchestral Version) - Lewis Capaldi

Will you forgive me if I'm coming off a little bit obtuse? Well it's been a minute now, since I have had to tell the truth I know, I can I won't Suppose I thought that by this moment I would have it figured out But instead, I tend to spend my days consumed by seeds of doubt I know, I can I won't Oh, darlin' it goes on and on, and on Always forever 'til I'm barely holdin' on End of my tether, and I know it won't be long It won't be long 'til it's gone So here's to my beautiful life That seems to leave me so unsatisfied No sense of self, but self-obsessed I'm always trapped inside my fucking head On and on and on, on and on and on On and on and on, on and on and on Said, "Thought I'd be happier somehow If you were wondering how I'm feeling now" I try to tell myself my best days are the ones that lie ahead But I'm always looking back on things I wish I'd never said I know, I can I won't Oh, darlin' it goes on and on, and on Always forever 'til I'm barely holdin' on End of my tether, and I know it won't be long It won't be long 'til it's gone So here's to my beautiful life That seems to leave me so unsatisfied No sense of self, but self-obsessed I'm always trapped inside my fucking head On and on and on, on and on and on On and on and on, on and on and on Said, "Thought I'd be happier somehow If you were wondering how I'm feeling now" I won't lie, I'm a mess, yeah But I'll get there, and no I won't lie, I'm a mess, yeah But I'll get there So here's to my beautiful life It seems to leave me so unsatisfied No sense of self, but self-obsessed I'm always trapped inside my fucking head On and on and on, on and on and on On and on and on, on and on and on Said, "Thought I'd be happier somehow If you were wondering how I'm feeling now"

Overthinking What's the meaning of it all? One day I'll find out What used to matter Doesn't really matter anymore Seems like I have changed Where are we going? I don't wanna be here anymore I don't like the rain Hypocrites and opposites Seems like they're the same But I wanna go back If you could get in my brain It would be easier to say How I'm feeling right now, feeling 'Cause there's too much to say And I know I'll be okay Just how I'm feeling right now, I'm feeling And it'd be such a shame To store it all away And not unpack this baggage you left me And I know I'll get through it But I don't know how It's just how I'm feeling right now Feeling right now Overthinking What's the meaning of it all? One day I'll find out Overthinking What's the meaning of it all? One day I'll find out

For every second you've been talking I've been trying to count the lines around your face 'Cause I don't know if I'll ever be this close again I feel like I'm just wasting time Before you pull the trigger It's the drawing of the line It's my ghost you're gonna give up Got your made up mind It hurts to see you're alright When I'm not alright So if you're calling it a night Oh, please have, have mercy Have mercy on me, you're breaking my heart Oh please have, have mercy Have mercy on me, I'm falling apart Have mercy, my heart I felt you slip away so slowly I lost my grip a little more each time we touched I've got no hope I guess I'll never get it back again Yeah-yeah-yeah Felt like I was just wasting time Before you pulled the trigger It's the drawing of the line It's my ghost you're going to give up Got your made up mind It hurts to see you're alright When I'm not alright So if you're calling it a night Oh, please have, have mercy Have mercy on me, you're breaking my heart Oh, please have, have mercy Have mercy on me, I'm falling apart And I just don't know how we got So wrong, for so long Oh, please have, have mercy Have mercy on me, mercy my heart Somehow I can't let go But I know I've been holding on too long Somehow I can't let go But I know I've been holding on too long Oh Oh, please have, have mercy Have mercy on me, you're breaking my heart Oh, please have, have mercy Have mercy on me, I'm falling apart And I just don't know how we got So wrong, for so long Oh please have, have mercy Have mercy on me, mercy my heart Have mercy my heart

Out of focus, didn't take a second to notice Now we're separated by oceans, vast Couldn't make this last I wish I'd have stayed 'Cause love can find a way to make your feet run heavy Make your heart unsteady Then it breaks, so I'm prayin' that you're feelin' the same You know I spent some time in Hollywood tryna find Something to get the thought of you and I off my mind So tell me honey, oh, when you're just a step away from fallin' apart Do you ever feel like goin' back to the start? And all the streetlights illuminate what home used to feel like And when I get to thinkin', can't sleep at night No, I don't feel right I wish I'd have stayed 'Cause love can find a way to make your feet run heavy Make your heart unsteady Then it breaks, so I'm prayin' that you're feelin' the same You know I spent some time in Hollywood tryna find Something to get the thought of you and I off my mind So tell me honey, oh, when you're just a step away from fallin' apart Do you ever feel like goin' back to the start? Oh, and you know I would if I could Maybe I spend more time in Hollywood than I should So tell me honey, oh, when you're just a step away from fallin' apart Do you ever feel like goin' back to the start? If you can hear me, does it really have to end? I feel you close, although you're eight hours ahead If we can pick it up, just tell me where and when We'll go back to the start again If you can hear me, does it really have to end? I feel you close, although you're eight hours ahead If we can pick it up, just tell me where and when We'll go back to the start again You know I spent some time in Hollywood tryna find (If you can hear me, does it really have to end?) Something to get the thought of you and I off my mind (I feel you close, although you're eight hours ahead) So tell me honey, oh, when you're just a step away from fallin' apart (If we can pick it up, just tell me where and when) Do you ever feel like goin' back? You know I spent some time in Hollywood tryna find Something to get the thought of you and I off my mind So tell me honey, oh, when you're just a step away from fallin' apart Do you ever feel like goin' back to the start? Oh, and you know I would if I could Maybe I spend more time in Hollywood than I should So tell me honey, oh, when you're just a step away from fallin' apart Do you ever feel like goin' back to the start?