You're gonna get the shot

I know that this might be overdue
An apology from me is something new
Someone told me you don't look too good
And I'm hesitant to say you're insecure
But I can't seem find a better word
It's overplayed but that's the way things work
And you know it 'cause you see it in the mirror

When you're talking by yourself, you still whisper
Somethings are better said when only you can hear
With no one to interrupt to say that wasn't clear
Restless as your mom up on the bleachers
Reckless as the volume of our spеakers
"Qu'est que cеst je m'appelle garçon poney"
At least that's what I told myself the other day

Think I might just crash in a hotel room
Put me in a spell 'cause
I don't wanna go back home
I'd rather be alone
Yeah, I feel some type of way and I can't place it
So you can trust that it won't go to waste, yeah
Think I'll take your picture off my shelf
To clear the hand your dealt
Don't leave a message on my phone
Right now, I'm on my own
Yeah, I feel some type of way and I can't place it
So you can trust that it won't go to waste, yeah

Thought by now you'd maybe get a clue
That company with me is tea for two
Just a little quick to change the point of view
I'll be honest you're the best I had
Got regrets enough to fill an XL bag
And I don't always wanna go ahead, let the call go through

And I know that you know it because you read the signs
Still keep up pictures from back when you were mine
Deleted every text because I'd seen you climb
The same type of boulder but with another guy
Nervous you're feeling like it was wasted time
Nervous that this really is the end of the line
Purposely asking our friends if you've been fine
If I said this didn't hurt than I'd be lyin'
Lyin'

Think I might just crash in a hotel room
Put me in a spell 'cause
I don't wanna go back home
I'd rather be alone
Yeah, I feel some type of way and I can't place it
So you can trust that it won't go to waste, yeah
Think I'll take your picture off my shelf
To clear the hand your dealt
Don't leave a message on my phone
Right now, I'm on my own
Yeah, I feel some type of way and I can't place it
So you can trust that it won't go to waste

And I want you bad
So, please
Would you take me back?
No lease
Would you wait around?
Palm trees
In another town
Cool breeze
Yeah, I want you bad
So please
Would you take me back?
No lease
Would you wait around?
Two keys
In a hotel room
With me