Hope You're Doing Well - Kim Seungmin

I hope you're well I know it's been a while But there's no one else who's felt the same way that I do Nobody better than you You know what it's like To think you've solved the whole rest of your life And, out of the blue, like an earthquake Everything's gone overnight 'Cause somebody did to me what I did to you Now I can say I understand How it feels to be the one that didn't choose To throw away all of our plans And it hurts like hell So I hope you're doing well You cancelled your flight I offered to pay for it to make it alright As if I could help with the blindside And that was the last time we talked I found someone else But I didn't tell you 'cause I told myself "Don't make it hurt more than it has to" But either way, I broke your heart And somebody did to me what I did to you Now I can say I understand How it feels to be the one that didn't choose To throw away all of our plans And it hurts like hell (mm-mmh) So I hope you're doing Better than I am, I'm falling apart How do you bounce back from a broken heart? And I'm three years late, but I'm sorry 'Cause somebody did to me what I did to you Now I can say I understand How it feels to be the one that didn't choose To throw away all of our plans And it hurts like hell To feel what you felt I hope you're doing well

You're on the phone with your mom, you look happy I'll sit on the couch with the dog, while she's napping I'll wait my turn, but I have to say something Before I lose my nerve Haven't been sleeping, haven't been eating Or I'm just eating too much Haven't been cleaning, haven't been feeling I think I should tell you I'm not doing well It's hard to say it honestly Don't know how to ask for help When I don't know what's wrong with me I hope saying it out loud makes it less scary I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well You hold my hand, and I struggle to let you You say you've known for a while, but it's nice to hear me say it You're holding space, and I don't wanna take it I'm trying to learn how Haven't been sleeping, haven't been eating Or I'm just eating too much Haven't been cleaning, haven't been feeling I know you can tell that- I'm not doing well It's hard to say it honestly Don't know how to ask for help When I don't know what's wrong with me I hope saying it out loud makes it less scary I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well I'm not doing well, doing well, doing well, doing well Look me in the eyes Tell me you're not worried about me If I look away, if I cry, that's a good thing

Well, son, I hope you enjoy your birthday And you have a blessed one And I love you From the bottom of my heart, Mamaw I wished I believed I wished I believed when you Told me you believed in me I wish I could see in me what you seen When we talked last, you just told me two things, said "I love you" And no matter what, keep doing what you doing Keep doing what you doing Whatever you doing, keep doing it You gotta keep it moving Gotta keep it moving, yeah Do what you do, yeah Keep doing what you doing (Just let it run for a second) And when I found it hard at times to be myself Not me, just me and myself Myself, myself Out there doing what I'm (wait) Doing what I'm doing I think that's what got me here I gave it my best and that exactly why I'm here Hated how it felt to be in debt, to being failed 'Til did something Self-reflecting, thinking 'bout the testaments and wisdom Make sure you got a will, there's a way when there is one Keep doing what you doing, go do what's already been done I know you got it in you (Yeah, yeah, baby, I) Yes, I know you got it in you (yeah, yeah) Yes, I know you got it in you, oh Oh, oh, oh (baby, I) Oh-woah-woah

천 번에 하나 너가 받아줄 테면 나 술 한 잔에 담아서라도 말 걸 텐데 I see your blue eyes 혼자 너에게로 돌아 돌아 너에게로 혹 천 번에 하나 너가 받아줄 테면 천 번에 하나 너가 받아줄 테면 나 술 한 잔에 담아서라도 말 걸 텐데 I see your blue eyes 혼자 너에게로 돌아 돌아 너에게로 난 너에게로 난 너에게로 가 운전대를 잡았지만 십자가를 까먹은 것만 같아 난 왜 아직까지 헤어 나오질 못하나? 넌 많은 냉정함 나에게는 하나 없나 봐 파도에 쓸려 내려간 것처럼 이젠 움켜쥐어보려 해도 세어 나가네 흔적까지 남은 게 없어서 나 혼자, 또 혼자 돌아가려 하네 너가 어디에 있는진 나 알 것 같은데 왜 뭐 하냐는 메세지 안에는 말 한번 못하는데 너에게 예전같이 달리질 못하겠는 게 나 한심해, 나 한심해 천 번에 하나 너가 받아줄 테면 나 술 한 잔에 담아서라도 말 걸 텐데 I see your blue eyes 혼자 너에게로 돌아 돌아 너에게로 난 너에게로 난 너에게로 가

"Can i really trust you?" 질문하는 너를 두고 잠깐 문자 확인하려 했다 제길 앞에 말이 뭐였을까? 너가 없인 한 숟갈을 뜨는 것도 못해 라는 생각이 내 앞에 김치볶음밥에 보였네 자기야 우리 그러지 말고 동네 앞 좀 돌까? 근데 그녀는 혼자래 내 침묵이 또 답장 이 되어 버려서 미안해 이 되어 버려서 미안해 What the 젠장 이게 무슨 일이람 너를 위해 해야 했던 일이라 했을 뿐인데 넌 길을 잃었데 oh 나침반은 개뿔 계속 짐만 되고 있데 이인삼각인 줄 알았더니 혼자여서 밉데 끝 되어버려서 미안해 끝 되어버려 넌 미안해 너의 집 앞 근처 어디쯤이야 너와 몇 번 돌아보지 못한 거리가 결국 네겐 미로였고 끝내 mia 돼서 미안해 너무 복잡해서 아파 머리가 길을 잃어 앉아 울던 곳 이 어디야? 아마 네겐 기로였을 테고 mia 돼서 미안해 너 떠나는 날 잡지 말아 달란 너가 했던 유일한 부탁 여자의 언어였던 걸까 아님 진심이었을까 철저하게 혼자돼버렸어 보기 좋게 죽을 것 같음이 견뎌지긴 하는 상태 자기야 아니 뭐라고 널 부르는 게 좋을까? 와 그때 했던 말에 앞이 진짜 대체 뭐였을까? 뭐가 중요해 난 mia인데 뭐가 중요해 난 mia인데 What the 젠장 이게 무슨 일이람 너를 위해 해야 했던 일이라 했을 뿐인데 우린 길을 잃었네 sory 짐짝인 줄 알았지 거머리 같은 거래 추억이란 단어조차 생각 안 나 억울하데 재도 안 남아서 미안해 아니 불붙은 적은 있을까 싶네 너의 집 앞 근처 어디쯤이야 너와 몇 번 돌아보지 못한 거리가 결국 네겐 미로였고 끝내 mia 돼서 미안해 yeah 너무 복잡해서 아파 머리가 길을 잃어 앉아 울던 곳 이 어디야? 아마 네겐 기로였을 테고 mia 돼서 미안해 yeah yeah