Hope This Helps Someone - Ruby Amanfu

Hope there's someone who'll take care of me When I die, will I go? Hope there's someone who'll set my heart free Nice to hold when I'm tired There's a ghost on the 'rizon When I go to bed How will I fall asleep tonight How will I rest my head? And godsend I don't want to go To the seal's watershed And there's a ghost on the 'rizon When I go to bed Oh I'm scared of that middle place Between light and nowhere I don't want to be the one Left in there, left in there And there's a man on the 'rizon Wish that I go to bed And if I fall to his feet tonight How will I rest my head? And godsend I don't want to go To the seal's watershed And there's a ghost on the 'rizon When I go to bed

You see me, right through me Laid all my feelings right on the table Maintain a smile, but I'm barely stable Nearly lost who I was tryna get even Tried to change who I was, still it don't please 'em On the low they put me down, tore me to pieces Now they wanna come around, I don't need 'em All of the doors I left wide open Always seem to let me down, down, left me broken It's time to close it, already closing I hope you think 'bout me when you hear this I hope you feel my scars when you see it I hope you see this I hope you see this life is worth living I hope you live out all of your dreams I hope you see this I hope you see this I hope you see this I hope you see this

Should've went for coffee on that Saturday you saw me Should've picked my phone up every time you tried to call me, but I never thought it'd be so soon I never thought that I would lose you, 'cause It's not that complicated When you love someone, you tell 'em that you do Don't waste a second or a breath You don't know when you're gonna lose them, now they're gone But you didn't make that call And now you live with your regrets because it's all your fault So it breaks my heart that I let you leave Hurts my head seeing memories of you There ain't a thing I wouldn't do To get a moment back with you So it breaks my heart that I let you leave Been so hard learning how to grieve for you I should've let you know the truth 'Cause when you love someone, you tell 'em that, you tell 'em that you do Should've came to visit more and give you my attention Should've took more photographs and asked you all my questions, like "What would you do if you were me?" It feels too soon to let you leave And would you call me crazy if I told you I still call you? 'Cause sometimes you're the only one I feel like I can talk to It feels like my heart is torn in two And you took the other half with you, 'cause It's not that complicated When you love someone, you tell 'em that you do Don't waste a second or a breath You don't know when you're gonna lose them, now they're gone But you didn't make that call And now you live with your regrets because it's all your fault So it breaks my heart that I let you leave Hurts my head seeing memories of you There ain't a thing I wouldn't do To get a moment back with you So it breaks my heart that I let you leave Been so hard learning how to grieve for you I should've let you know the truth 'Cause when you love someone, you tell 'em that, you tell 'em that you do You tell 'em that you do 'Cause when you love someone, you tell 'em that, you tell 'em that you do