Camomile in your palms But you ruin it with every chance Spit blood on the floor And throw their bodies in the morgue Had our conversation Sat in the car park Well I told you I'd stay here So you've got someone to rely on And you see vanilla skies Burning holes into your eyes Hair still tucked inside your shirt But you don't mind And i saw vanilla skies But I've got other things in sight You send me bullets But I send you flowers I'm all choked up And I can't say the things I want ('cos) You send me bullets But I send you flowers I'm all choked up And I can't say all the things I want You told me your brother overdosed You wish that you spoke a little more But let him rest easy now And just focus on yourself Had our conversation Sat in your garden Well I told you I'd stay here But I guess that's my problem And you see vanilla skies Burning holes into your eyes Hair still tucked inside your shirt But you don't mind And i saw vanilla skies But I've got other things in sight You send me bullets But I send you flowers I'm all choked up And I can't say the things I want ('cos) You send me bullets But I send you flowers I'm all choked up And I can't say all the things I want I'm all choked up And I can't say all the things I want No, I can't say The things I want No, I can't say The things I want Oh you send me bullets I can't say the things I want

I know that I hurt you (yeah) I was a child trying to be a man (to all my sons worldwide) I walked out on my only son (all my juniors) I left you in your mother's hands (I apologize for my absence) (I know I left you without a name to drop) And now I'm standing right here (I don't know how I expected you to get) (Your clout up, and get your money up, but) With tears, with tears streaming from my eyes (don't worry) See your mother raised a fine young man (daddy's home) And I know I missed so much of your life (turn me up) (Mario) Yeah, niggas know they need to stop I'm standing at the top, that's how I know you never seen the top Sierra Canyon parking lot, lookin' like Magic City parking lot Hear the talks when I walk by like you know it's over when we drop, ayy Drop, yeah And I'm coming with the wop, y'all niggas not poppin' Fuck her then she goin' shoppin', woah, I'm runnin' out of opps They're runnin' out of options, put them up for adoption Sign my name on the dot (damn) This is not luck, baby, this no four leaf, no horseshoe I'm in the bank thinkin' "Poor you" I'm in New York goin' Jon Chetrit Supermodels and they all sexy Lock the door to the bathroom 'cause they doin' something that is not Pepsi I'm just pourin' up the shots I remember that I told you I miss you, that was kinda like a mass text I remember that I told I loved you, that was really in the past tense I remember that I told you I get your true fears, that I get around Mention havin' us a kid, '42 hit, I tend to kid around Yeah, on Benedict with the top down Shawties out here gettin' knocked down City coming off a lockdown Rap niggas doing weak features for a pop artist 'cause they popped down Used to wanna throw the Roc up, niggas know how I rock now You know how I'm rocking now YM forever, big owl, big birds forever Don't make me go get your momma to talk to you 'Cause if he gotta get your motherfuckin' momma to talk to you You know what I'm sayin', I'ma bring that motherfuckin' big switch out At this point, I'ma start collectin' child support the opposite way You gotta pay me to keep my motherfuckin' son, ha-ha-ha-ha Look at me Take a real good look at me (wait) Don't turn away Don't you turn away like I did my son Look me in the eyes, junior I'm making no more promises For real I'm trying to find the word to say Daddy's home Daddy's home (don't you know) Daddy's home (said, your daddy's back home), yeah Daddy's home (for every birthday that I missed) Wanna be my dad again We've got to start all over, be friends (start right here, right now) If you wanna be my dad again (said, my only son) We've got to start all over, be friends (can you look at me?) Yeah, baby Yeah, baby, that's it Showtime Something's happened to me, bro Ha-ha-ha

That's me, no so words are sleeping And I can't seem to find a way Just how I feel Just how I feel That's real Just how I feel That's real What we felt That's real Just how I feel No so, words are sleeping And I can't seem to find a way Just how I feel Just how I feel That's real That's real What we felt That's real What we felt What we felt What we felt What we felt That's real What we felt That's real No so, words are sleeping

Slow down Remember to breathe in and breathe out You're falling under but you won't drown Cause you know I won't let you go (oh) I know your ghost and I came at your door And I'm scared of what you've seen before But I can be the one to tell you, show you that it's right To be afraid To be a stray To build a doubt house in your mind Cause you know I won't let you go To build a doubt house in your mind (Don't you know, I won't let you go) Cause you know I won't let you go (Don't you know, I won't let you go) Keep your Head under your roof and you can be sure That there will be proof Nothing will haunt you anymore Norhing will haunt you anymore (more) I know your ghost and I came at your door And I'm scared of what's been here before But I can be the one to tell you, show you that it's right To be afraid To be a stray To build a doubt house in your mind Cause you know I won't let you go Don't you know, I won't let you go Don't you know, I won't let you go Don't you know, I won't let you go

For the first time in my life I can say I'm happy I use to lie awake at night and wait for things to change Now the further I go forward The less I'm looking back But I owe it all when you broke my fall And you helped me when i didn't ask Now let me tell you, you Saved me and I owe you You, Saved me and I owe you You, Saved me and I owe you You, Saved me and I owe you For the first time in my life I believe it's alright The suns familiar in the sky And the patience heals the pain Now the longer I get stronger The less i see the cracks But I owe it all when you broke my fall And you helped me when I didn't ask Now let me tell you, you Saved me and I owe you You, Saved me and I owe you You, Saved me and I owe you You, Saved me and I owe you Now let me tell you, you Saved me and I owe you You, Saved me and I owe you

Been there before I flew too high And fell too low for sure I've hit the bottom I've lost my head Been there and back And I yeah I've met regret Then you, you tell me Not to worry It won't do nothing And you, you pull me Back to something I forgot I missed Now I'm feeling higher than nirvana It's like I'm walking on the water They say that everything is crumbling, But I know better days are coming I'm feeling higher than nirvana It's like I'm walking on the water They say that everything is crumbling, But I know better days are coming And I've been broke The weight was heavy But it made me grow So no use wasting All of my time Thinking about the things I left behind Cause you, you tell me Not to worry It won't do nothing And you, you pull me Back to something I forgot I missed Now I'm feeling higher than nirvana It's like I'm walking on the water They say that everything is crumbling, But I know better days are coming I'm feeling higher than nirvana It's like I'm walking on the water They say that everything is crumbling, But I know better days are coming