Him & I (feat. Cameron Sanderson) - Beth

Put my life through a filter My reflections prettier than me Living my life through a camera Honey these likes don't come for free Do I even know who I really am I only show you what I want you to see Cos on the surface I look perfect But you don't know what's inside of me Cos I've been tryna find purpose And I know that it really ain't working I'm just being so hard on myself I just really need to get well Could you give me some direction All I need's a follow and a mention Why you gotta be hard on yourself You just really need to get well I'm sick of the scrolling I still follow my ex Just clicking through their profile to see where they have slept I'm not a bad person But I hope their likes are less If life is so beautiful then why am I so depressed You're circling the same dizzy corners In the same dizzy drains With the same dizzy people In the same dizzy way All you need is some help But you can't look away You're gonna end up in a really bad way I've been tryna find purpose But I know that it really ain't working I'm just being so hard on myself I just really need to get well Could you give me some direction All I need's a follow and a mention Why you gotta be hard on yourself You just really need to get well Reality isn't as sweet as the pixels painted across my screen I must be doing something wrong Used to march to the beat of my own drum But somewhere deep inside I know I'm more than what an algo-rithm shows I'm so much more Cos I've been tryna find purpose And I know that it really ain't working I'm just being so hard on myself I just really need to get well Could you give me some direction All I need's a follow and a mention Why you gotta be hard on yourself You just really need to get well Get well

It's cold outside In the city that I call home One plane flight I'm out tonight Ten hour flight, now here I go Into another land I never go This far away, this time we're close So close the gap, the distance closed So long, so far, another dream This time it's real Closing the gap between Take me back to where I know I don't think that I've seen heaven up this close Just don't let me go Take me back to where I go I don't think that I can do this on my own Just don't lose hope 'Cause I'd rather die than see you go I go home now and leave the city Early flight home We say our goodbyes one last time But I'm losing me and I'm losing you Is there nothing else that we can do? I'm sorry, I'm going, it's too bad I'm sorry, I'm going, it's too bad But I didn't see this though, how was I to know? Eight years down the line, it's like we never spoke I wish I never ever knew you or else I'd still be talking to you So take me back to where I know I don't think that I've seen heaven up this close Just don't let me go Take me back to where I go I don't think that I can do this on my own Just don't lose hope 'Cause I'd rather die than see you go