Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da I get real down when it's too dark Craving lights summertime The Fires up on the good nights Chasing highs satellites I wanna ride on a spaceship Get a little wasted Take in a new point of view Get my head outta the basement Life's too short to waste it Do what you gotta do When I'm feeling low That's when I get high Roll up all my problems And I kiss em all goodbye If you feel alone Like I do tonight We all feel this way sometimes High or low I'm by your side Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Lately I've been dreaming Of better days feel the ocean waves I'm gonna break thru the ceiling And find a place where I feel safe I wanna ride on a spaceship Get a little wasted Take in a new point of view Get my head outta the basement Life's too short to waste it Do what you gotta do When I'm feeling low That's when I get high Roll up all my problems And I kiss em all goodbye If you feel alone Like I do tonight We all feel this way sometimes High or low I'm by your side Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da

My mind is a tug of war, back and forth on what I should do There's thoughts that I wanna pour, but I have no one to pour 'em to I reach out to get ignored, I feel depressed and I blame you All this pain that I endured, left me broken and split in two Swear I only have two modes – all-time highs and all-time lows I can't get of grip of myself, so I just sit and I yell And I'm trying not to lose hope I lost everyone I had close, no wonder why I feel alone Sometimes I wanna grab ropes, stick my neck in a noose, dangle and let my ass choke I'm sick of love being the reason I'm hurt I'm sick of love being the reason I'm hurt I'm sick of giving my heart, I'm sick of playing my part Just for you to let me down when I put you first Fuck you, I mean literally fuck you Girl, I don't even need you I'm on the rise and I wouldn't wanna be you If I got one wish, I'd wish I didn't see you My depression's depressing, it's taking control of me I'm losin' myself and I can't get a hold of me I see my reflection and don't even know it's me I feel alone and they don't even notice me But how can I blame them when I'm out of line? One minute I'm sad and the next I am fine There's so much inconsistency in my mind Just know that I'm trying I don't know, where to go, highs and lows It's got me feelin' lost again I don't know, where to go, highs and lows It's got me thinkin' it is the end Maybe I just need to breathe, breathe, breathe Maybe I just need to breathe, breathe, breathe Maybe I just need to breathe, breathe, breathe Maybe I just need to breathe, breathe Broken, empty Pain, envy Love, deadly Lust, tempting I just want to feel somethin' right now, anything, anything I'd give my all to smile right now, everything, everything I'm so sick of crying, I just wanna die Thoughts of suicide, just know I lost hope Say I victimize, give me weak advice Like I'm lying just to get likes on my post Say it's in my mind, say I never try Like you know me, sorry, you really don't Why'd I even try to tell you my side, when deep in your eyes I'm just a big joke? Tryna live lately feels like a chore I fight in my mind since my mind is at war I stare at my phone 'cause I'm tryna ignore that I realized there's no point in life anymore And it sucks, I lost touch of the real me Is there anyone out there that feels me? 'Cause my hope is decreasing severely I scream to God and it's like he don't hear me, so I sit in silence, my mind's in control of me I know this isn't what life is supposed to be Is there anyone around? 'Cause it's only me I lost everyone that's ever been close to me But how can I blame them when I'm out of line? One minute I'm sad and the next I am fine There's so much inconsistency in my mind Just know that I'm trying I don't know, where to go, highs and lows It's got me feelin' lost again I don't know, where to go, highs and lows It's got me thinkin' it is the end Maybe I just need to breathe, breathe, breathe Maybe I just need to breathe, breathe, breathe Maybe I just need to breathe, breathe, breathe Maybe I just need to breathe, breathe Maybe I just need to breathe Maybe I just need to breathe Maybe I just need to breathe Maybe I just need to breathe, breathe, breathe Maybe I just need to breathe, breathe, breathe Maybe I just need to breathe, breathe, breathe Maybe I just need to breathe, breathe, breathe Maybe I just need to– I don't know, where to go, highs and lows It's got me feelin' lost again I don't know, where to go, highs and lows It's got me thinkin' it is the end Maybe I just need to breathe, breathe, breathe Maybe I just need to breathe, breathe, breathe Maybe I just need to breathe, breathe, breathe Maybe I just need to breathe, breathe

If I told you that I love you would you love me back 'Cause I'm tired of hearing lies, I'm so tired of that You know really you really stole my heart and I can't get it back Before I was chasing you, now I chase the bag But now my hearts been feeling cold (I'm freezing) I don't know how to love no more I'm feeling scarred from the past That's why I'm not sure how to trust no more 'Cause one minute they're saying they love you The next day they break your heart And that's why I've been focused on music And that's why I gotta play it smart (And that's why I gotta play it smart) Stressed, I work so hard sometimes I lose myself in this business The 25th of December (what) Didn't even feel like Christmas To me it felt like a normal day I stayed inside while I write these bars That keep me sane it's why I'm alive And I'm not left with eternal scars Our love felt like a grenade about to set off like Bruno Mars Got me feeling like OneRepublic 'cause every night I've been counting stars Your gonna need more than GPS I'm on all their radars And I do what I doing to prove my point One day I'll be on the charts Back 'Cause I'm tired of hearing lies, I'm so tired of that Back Before I was chasing you, now I chase the bag But now my hearts been feeling cold I don't know how to love no more I'm feeling scarred from the past That's why I'm not sure how to trust no more 'Cause one minute they're saying they love you The next day they break your heart And that's why I've been focused on music And that's why I gotta play it smart (And that's why I gotta play it smart) To those who didn't believe in me Just look at what I achieved It felt a million haters Just turned into a million streams Streams of blood, sweat and tears So I make it in this music scene But I still can't find my wife it's sad But I hope I'll find my queen And when the times get rough I'm hoping you will be there for me I don't know 'bout love no more So show me the way that it's meant to be The look in your hazel eyes, huh They be mesmerising me (The look in your hazel eyes, huh) (They be mesmerising me) Back 'Cause I'm tired of hearing lies, I'm so tired of that Back Before I was chasing you, now I chase the bag But now my hearts been feeling cold I don't know how to love no more I'm feeling scarred from the past That's why I'm not sure how to trust no more 'Cause one minute they're saying they love you The next day they break your heart And that's why I've been focused on music And that's why I gotta play it smart (And that's why I gotta play it smart)