Hiding - Kammarheit

Take the train to Frankford I won't answer when they call I guess that's just my gift to myself Drank a lot and danced to The Cure Holding on for dear life To the frayed edge of a feeling we misplaced years ago And knowing we should really get back home Made mistakes The plants died young, like all good things But I wish my small self had known How much water to use Still some nights I find The ideas that bring me rest Are the ones that used to prod and pester and keep me up Swinging open doors I swore I'd shut Pouring pewter Amassing coins to displace debt to you My straight-line shooter Let me learn here I am in pursuit of all I can undo Entertain the cancer We all answer upwards either way The waiting game is tied again Backs of hands and phrases Misplaced gazes Things we still deny to selves and hesitate to talk about A call from high school two drinks in I smiled but you could not see Your tin can cell receiver Hummed its New York static song The lever pulled and all at once The floor was false The center seam divided Lace and well-pressed cotton Found the flood we'd since forgotten We still leave our shoes at the door Before we wring out our wet clothes Across your floor and future Stitch the gaps that destiny assumed With floral sutures Are you hiding or have I abandoned you? Let me learn here I am in pursuit Of all I can undo Of all I can undo

Have you even tried to love her? You don't know how, you don't know how Did she ever blow your cover? Was that's a fine, was that's a fine And even when you tried to hold her You don't know how, you don't know how Can you feel it going colder? It's time to hide, it's time to hide Well how long can we breathe in? Have we even tried, are we even? Well how long can we breathe out? Let's leave it all behind, let's leave it all be- Well can we say goodbye now lover? Do you know how, do you know how? Can we hold our breathe much longer? Your time is up, your time is up Well how long can we breathe in? Have we even tried, are we even? Well how long can we breathe out? Let's leave it all behind, let's leave it all be- I've been hiding all my tears I keep losing myself I've been hiding for the cold now Yes, to calm down I, I've been hiding all my tears Am I losing myself? I've been hiding for the cold now I can't calm down Have we even tried, are we even? Well how long can we breathe in? Have we even tried, are we even? Well how long can we breathe out? Let's leave it all behind, let's leave it all be- Oh, how long Have we even tried, are we even? Oh, how long Have we even tried, are we even?

Maybe I'm insane Walking on a wire Maybe I'm the same Nothing to take me higher Tell me where to start Think I'm at the end Right now feeling pain Make it go away Maybe I'm too blame Maybe I'm a liar Maybe we're the same Nothing can top the fire I can't feel my heart But I feel the shame Nothing left to say Soon I'll fade away These places all I ever think about is lost in time These faces haunting me I'm looking back and they are mine I'm hiding from the things they say Doing time been led astray Thinking back to times of yesterday I could fly I'm trying to find a better way But I'm trapped Can't get away All I think is about yesterday I could fly Maybe I'm insane Walking on a wire Maybe I'm the same Nothing to take me higher I can't feel my heart But I feel the shame Nothing left to say Soon I'll fade away These places all I ever think about is lost in time These faces haunting me I'm looking back and they are mine I'm hiding from the things they say Doing time been led astray Thinking back to times of yesterday I could fly I'm trying to find a better way But I'm trapped Can't get away All I think is about yesterday I could fly

Sitting on the counter in your kitchen Can you hear my heartbeat fucking kicking? Your eyes light up 'cause you best believe that I got something up my sleeve I walk my talk, no time for wishful thinking I push up on my toes, you call me "sweet thing" And breathing down your neck, your body screaming And you thought that you were the boss tonight But I can put up one good fight I flip the script like I can take a beating And when you start to feel the rush A crimson headache, aching blush And you surrender to the touch, you'll know I can put on a show, I can put on a show Don't you see what you're finding? This is Heaven in hiding, oh And when you start to look at me, a physical fatality And you surrender to the heat, you'll know I can put on a show, I can put on a show Don't you see what you're finding? This is Heaven in hiding This is Heaven in hiding, oh Sitting on the concrete in your basement But I don't have no time for conversation Said, "This ain't what you usually do And a girl like me is new for you" And I can tell you mean it 'cause you're shaking And when you start to feel the rush A crimson headache, aching blush And you surrender to the touch, you'll know I can put on a show, I can put on a show Don't you see what you're finding? This is Heaven in hiding, oh And when you start to look at me, a physical fatality And you surrender to the heat, you'll know I can put on a show, I can put on a show Don't you see what you're finding? This is Heaven in hiding This is Heaven in hiding, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh (ooh) Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh And when you start to feel the rush A crimson headache, aching blush And you surrender to the touch, you'll know I can put on a show, I can put on a show Don't you see what you're finding? This is Heaven in hiding, oh And when you start to look at me, a physical fatality And you surrender to the heat, you'll know I can put on a show, I can put on a show Don't you see what you're finding? This is Heaven in hiding This is Heaven in hiding This is Heaven in hiding, oh Oh, this is Heaven in hiding This is Heaven in hiding 'Cause I'm Heaven in hiding