Heaven Bends - Emily Rowed

I got the bends from coming up I can feel it bubbling in my blood Moving too fast for everyone I got the bends from coming up From coming up I've been feeling sick, don't know what from Guess I'll be locked up until it's done And I almost drowned, now I'm in the sun I ain't scared of shit, so I don't run Got me feeling weak Got me on my knees again I got the bends from coming up I can feel it bubblin' in my blood Moving too fast for everyone I got the bends from coming up From coming up I was so quick to dive in Kept on working further then And I can't move quicker than I thought Now they keep tryna put me in a box They keep tryna put me in a box I got the bends from coming up I can feel it bubbling in my blood Moving too fast for everyone I got the bends from coming up From coming up

Where do we go from here? The words are coming out all weird Where are you now when I need you? Alone on an aeroplane Falling asleep against the window pane My blood will thicken I need to wash myself again To hide all the dirt and pain 'Cause I'd be scared That there's nothing underneath And who are my real friends? Have they all got the bends? Am I really sinking this low? My baby's got the bends, oh no We don't have any real friends, no, no, no I'm just lying in a bar with my drip feed on Talking to my girlfriend waiting for something to happen And I wish it was the sixties I wish I could be happy I wish, I wish I wish that something would happen Where do we go from here? The planet is a gunboat in a sea of fear And where are you? They brought in the CIA The tanks and the whole marines To blow me away To blow me sky high My baby's got the bends We don't have any real friends I'm just lying in a bar with my drip feed on Talking to my girlfriend waiting for something to happen I wish it was the sixties I wish I could be happy I wish, I wish I wish that something would happen I wanna live and breathe I wanna be part of the human race I wanna live and breathe I wanna be part of the human race, race, race, race Where do we go from here The words are coming out all weird Where are you now when I need you?

Took awhile to get to where you're standing now Hope you feel the high when you are looking down If you break, if I break, if we both hit the ground If you change, if I change, it won't change what we've found I'm gonna love you in the shallow water I'm gonna love you when the river runs so deep Every high and every low, you're safe with me I'm gonna love you, I'm gonna love you If you ever wonder I'm not giving up Everything you are, is good enough If you break, if I break, if we both hit the ground If you change, if I change, it won't change what we've found I'm gonna love you in the shallow water I'm gonna love you when the river runs so deep Every high and every low, you're safe with me I'm gonna love you, I'm gonna love you I'm gonna love you in the shallow water I'm gonna love you when the river runs so deep Every high and every low, you're safe with me I'm gonna love you, I'm gonna love you I'm gonna love you I'm gonna love you I'm gonna love you You're safe with me I'm gonna love you I'm gonna love you

I am unfolding I am not holding on Shattered in pieces I am the broken one If you only knew the chaos inside my head Wish that I could run but I'm just not ready yet Just let me hurt a little longer I'm in a war with no armour Need to cry an ocean before I'm stronger Just let me hurt a little longer Just let me hurt a little longer Don't need a rescue Don't want a lifeline I need to crumble Cannot save me this time Used to think that being brave just meant moving on Now I sink into the pain until it's all gone Just let me hurt a little longer I'm in a war with no armour Need to cry an ocean before I'm stronger Just let me hurt a little longer Just let me hurt a little longer Ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh Heart is in stitches, I burned all my bridges I'm at the end of my rope My stomach is twisted, I can't resist it Don't know where else to go, so Just let me hurt a little longer I'm in a war with no armour Just let me hurt a little longer I'm in a war with no armour Need to cry an ocean before I'm stronger Just let me hurt a little longer Just let me hurt a little longer Just let me hurt a little longer