Healing Movements - Dream Diver

I've been staring at the world from a tightrope Worried sick but I'm hanging on to high hopes And I'm swinging hard, always hoping that I strike gold But you walk by and it's like you've got your eyes closed And I don't mean to intrude But I'm dying to reach you So can I try to be somebody you could love? I don't know if I could ever measure up And you took my breath like water in my lungs But I would die to be somebody you could love Oh I never know just what to say, so I keep shut It's like I'm always too afraid I'm gonna freeze up And if I try too hard, then it's too much But if I don't start soon, I'm gonna lose touch It's just the way you give me too much to choose from And I don't mean to intrude But I'm dying to reach you So can I try to be somebody you could love? I don't know if I could ever measure up But you took my breath like water in my lungs And I would die to be somebody you could love Oh Oh Don't remind me I could never be enough Stay beside me 'cause I only want your love Don't remind me I could never be enough Stay beside me 'cause I only want your love I've been staring at the world from a tightrope Worried sick but I'm hanging on to high hopes So can I try to be somebody you could love? I don't know if I could ever measure up But you took my breath like water in my lungs And I would die to be somebody you could love Oh Oh Yeah, you took my breath like water in my lungs And I would die to be somebody you could love

It starts simply Nice and slow But the current grows so quickly Skipping stones I didn't throw You're sinking beneath me I try my best to pull you in I'm kicking and screaming, you slip And I wake up in a sweat To see you're next to me Still quietly in bed But I know I'll fail you again I've got this weight on my chest Just dying to breathe I know I'll fail you again And I feel that hand at my neck And it's only a dream But I know I'll fail you again The worst is It happens twice every time How perfect I'm terrified, ever violent sequence Repeating before my eyes This can't be right I'm speechless and weakened And when it ends I wake up in a sweat To see you're next to me Still quietly in bed But I know I'll fail you again I've got this weight on my chest Just dying to breathe I know I'll fail you again And I feel that hand at my neck And it's only a dream And I'm afraid to sleep at night 'Cause every time I close my eyes, I'm fighting So get me out, get me out Cut me open, bleed me dry I'd rather that than have to see you crying Get me out, just get me out Of all these dreams you die in But I know I'll fail you again I've got this weight on my chest Just dying to breathe I know I'll fail you again And I feel that hand at my neck And it's only a dream And now I'm afraid to sleep at night 'Cause every time I close my eyes I'll fail you again And I feel that hand at my neck And it's only a dream But I know I'll fail you again

I'll go when I want to Don't be surprised when I race you 'Cause I wait and I know that I'll win Better not play if you think you've been burned I'll move 'cause I like you I won't be denied if it don't feel good 'Cause I feel, and I touch, and I live 'Cause I feel, and I touch, and I live 'Cause I feel, and I touch 'Cause I feel, and I touch 'Cause I feel, and I touch 'Cause I feel, and I touch So you got some premonitions all about my ways Think you know some, but you know one You're getting in my way Always looking over my shoulder But you'll never see what I'm about till it's over I'll go when I want to Don't be surprised when I race you 'Cause I wait and I know and I'll run Better not play if you think you've been burned I'll move 'cause I like you I won't be denied if it don't feel good 'Cause I feel, and I touch, and I live 'Cause I feel, and I touch, and I live 'Cause I feel, and I touch 'Cause I feel, and I touch 'Cause I feel, and I touch 'Cause I feel, and I touch I wanna be a diver into the sea Beyond my walk, going over me A dangerous world, set me free Oh, I wanna be a climber in liquidity The hardest world hanging over me The fear of the cold, set me free Set me free I'll go when I want to Don't be surprised when I race you 'Cause I wait and I know and I'll run Better not lay if you think you've been burned I'll move 'cause I like you I won't be denied if it don't feel good 'Cause I feel, and I touch, and I live 'Cause I feel, and I touch, and I live 'Cause I feel, and I touch 'Cause I feel, and I touch 'Cause I feel, and I touch 'Cause I feel, and I touch

Iいつだっていまだって僕らはちゃんと実を結んで 今だって飛び立ってゆく 今日も陽が昇ると一歩を踏み出す 昨日の自分とは違うはずなのにな どうして気付いてくれないんだろう? 募った不満が心の中で疼く 見たことないものばかりでも 聞いたことないものばかりでも この蒼い眼に写るのは いつだっていまだって遠く向こう走る影 僕だって、ただ待っているわけじゃないから いつだっていまだって僕らはちゃんと実を結んで 今だって飛び立ってゆく 認められたいと地団太踏んでたんだ 言葉にできない悔しさが底にある 強くなりたいと願えば願うほど 空回りしてしまう 強がって強がって、こわいもの知らずだって また笑ってごまかして、本音は言えないまま 嫌になって苛立って、うまくできない自分がいて ダメだって立ち止まってしまう 度胸もないくせに負けず嫌いで、また涙こぼして この果てない不安と葛藤の渦巻きの中 いつの間にか日が暮れてった 雨だって風だって受けながら進んでゆく 僕だってやれるって飛び込んでゆけ いつだっていまだって僕らはちゃんと実を結んで 今だって飛び立った姿が見えるかな 汚れたって破れたって欲しかったものだった いまはここにあるのさ