Hated you (feat. Suru) - entoy

If I hated you I know that I could do this on my own, own If you weren't so good to me then I could change the background of my phone, phone You know I dream about Getting back together in the future I could focus on you, focus on you But if I leave right now I hope that you don't find someone That touches you the way that I do, the way that I do My bedtime is the darkest That's when I'm broken-hearted The night time is the hardest It'd be easy if I hated you I'd leave the after-party I wouldn't miss your body The night time is the hardest It'd be easy if I hated you If I hated you Took an eyelash off my face, said "Make a wish" and I made three Wish I could've loved you better Wish you'd kiss me, wish I wasn't me, me You know I dream about Getting back together in the future I could focus on you, focus on you But if I leave you now I hope that you don't find someone That touches you the way that I do, the way that I do My bedtime is the darkest That's when I'm broken-hearted The night time is the hardest It'd be easy if I hated you I'd leave the after-party I wouldn't miss your body The night time is the hardest It'd be easy if I hated you If I hated you I just wanna stay right here Lay right here Talk it all over Don't go, don't go And I just wanna love like that We know that we can't go there Can't go, can't go My bedtime is the darkest That's when I'm broken-hearted The night time is the hardest It'd be easy if I hated you I'd leave the after-party I wouldn't miss your body The nighttime is the hardest It'd be easy if I hated you If I hated you (if I hated you) (If I hated you)

Hung all my clothes in the closet you made Your shoes still in boxes I send them your way Hoping life brings you no new pain I rearrange my memories I try to rewrite our life But no matter how I try to And no matter how I want to And no matter how easy things could be if I did And no matter how guilty I still feel saying it I wish I hated you I wish that weren't true Wish there was worse to you I wish you were worse to me Yeah, I wish I hated you Our shadows stands in a parallel plane Just two different endings You learn to repair And I learn to keep me in one place So close and yet so far If only we had known from the start But no matter how I try to And no matter how I want to And no matter how easy things could be if I did And no matter how guilty I still feel saying it I wish I hated you I wish that weren't true Wish there was worse to you I wish you were worse to me Yeah, I wish I hated you

I don't really like myself without you Every song I sing is still about you Save me from myself the way you used to 'Cause I don't really like myself without you I really wish I hated you A little drunk, waiting on your phone call A little numb, maybe I can't feel at all You stitch me up, but you can't stop me bleeding out I'm better when I'm broken I love you, but I hate you when you're with someone else I don't want you wrapped around me, but I don't trust myself I drove by your house, but you don't live there anymore 'Cause I don't really like myself without you Every song I sing is still about you Save me from myself, the way you used to 'Cause I don't really like myself without you I really wish I hated you right now Won't you say something? Won't you say something? I really wish I hated you Won't you say something? Won't you say something? I really wish I hated you The sun is out, I'm dying in the daytime I think about the future that we left behind I drank it all, but I can't shake you from my mind Now every window's broken I love you, but I hate you when you're with someone else And I want you wrapped around me, but I don't trust myself I drove by your house, but you don't live there anymore 'Cause I don't really like myself without you Every song I sing is still about you Save me from myself the way you used to 'Cause I don't really like myself without you I really wish I hated you right now Won't you say something? Won't you say something? I really wish I hated you Won't you say something? Won't you say something? I really wish I hated you I can see that you've had enough I can see that you're giving up on me I can see that your hands are up I can see that you're giving up on me I hate the way that you're better off, better off I numb the pain but it never stops, never stops Wish I could say that I'm better off, better off now But I don't really like myself without you Every song I sing is still about you Save me from myself the way you used to 'Cause I don't really like myself without you I really wish I hated you right now Won't you say something? Won't you say something? I really wish I hated you Won't you say something? Won't you say something? I really wish I hated you Won't you say something? Won't you say something? I really wish I hated you Won't you say something? Won't you say something? I really wish I hated you

Who knew you'd be hated for being who you are And be a big target for all the insecure? All alone in a wall-less prison Didn't forget and you're not forgiven Live every day with the pain in the back of my mind Torture doesn't begin to describe it I won't forget I won't forgive I won't forget Who knew you'd be hated for being who you are And be a big target for all the insecure? There's a bullseye painted on our chests In the crosshairs of the ignorant But I am not your scapegoat anymore All alone with my own decisions I try to scream but you never will listen It took a while, but you're finally out of my life And I swear there's no better feeling I won't forget I won't forgive I won't forget Who knew you'd be hated for being who you are And be a big target for all the insecure? There's a bullseye painted on our chests In the crosshairs of the ignorant But I am not your scapegoat anymore Try to scream but you never will listen Didn't forget and you're not forgiven You're not forgiven Didn't forget and you're not forgiven No! Who knew you'd be hated for being who you are And be a big target for all the insecure? Who knew you'd be hated for being who you are And be a big target for all the insecure There's a bullseye painted on our chests In the crosshairs of the ignorant But I am not your scapegoat anymore

My God, what have I done? Alright, kid, how's life? 'Bout time that we spoke Let's talk about the day when you were seven years old The doctor took your little dick out, put it straight down his throat You never said a word to anybody, no one was told Your mum was in the same room, she was dying to know Why when the curtain opened up, you were white as a ghost She's probably finding out now in the line to your show Why you'll never trust a guy in a tie and a coat But you don't wanna do what your daddy did Bury it deep down, keep it under your skin So, you put pen and paper, made a verse of it And you murdered it, and the chorus went You gotta kill somebody to be somebody To be who you wanna be You gotta hit rock bottom to live through All the shit nobody believes You're gonna hurt some people, but first Some people will thirst on watching you bleed And that's when you know that you made it You made it, when you're hated Fast-forward and, before you know, the album's out Crowds loud, sold-out shows But right now, as far as popular opinion goes You're a posh, queer-baiting, indulgent arsehole Spits beer on the kids while infecting their earholes Mate, that's why you've been sent here, to fuck with the fearful Tits out, fuck boys in the back of the vehicle Tracksuits, lipstick, got the Catholics tearful But you don't wanna do what your daddy did (daddy did) Bury it deep down, keep it under your skin So, you put pen and paper, made a verse of it (verse of it) And you murdered it (murdered it), and the chorus went You gotta kill somebody to be somebody To be who you wanna be You gotta hit rock bottom to live through All the shit nobody believes You're gonna hurt some people, but first Some people will thirst on watching you bleed And that's when you know that you made it You made it, when you're hated Alright, you thought that was it? Nah, don't get cocky, we haven't even started yet You go back and forth from your North American tour Your sister can't even look at you, she won't open the door The story you told was only partially yours You outed her in a magazine, who the fuck do you think you are? You forgot your family listens to the radio in the car You're trying to be authentic, but you're taking it too far You're messed up in the head, you fucked up with your friends Your family's upset, don't call them, you forget You say, "I'm Sorry, Jem, things are pretty crazy right now" She says, "I love you, Dom, but I fucking hate you right now" You gotta kill somebody to be somebody To be who you wanna be You gotta hit rock bottom to live through All the shit nobody believes You're gonna hurt some people, but first Some people will thirst on watching you bleed And that's when you know that you made it You made it, when you're hated That's when you know that you made it That's when you know that you made it You made it (when you're hated) Man, this kid's messed up