Hard To Love - Christian Zkye

Sometimes you win And sometimes you lose in love Either way, I end up with the blues What matters most in the end, oh, they all say It all comes down to how you play the game They say all is fair in love and war But I don't know what we were fighting for Maybe these rules Only apply to fools And those who are keeping the score I found it easy Simple to do The things we were dreaming of Me loving you You said it's harder Than it should be Well maybe it's just too hard for you to love me So why is it harder than it should be? Baby, maybe you just can't love me 'Cause I found it easy Simple to do The things we were dreaming of And me loving you And you said it's harder Than it should be Well, I think it's just too hard for you to love me What matters most in the end, they all say It all comes down to how you play that game It's all about how, how you play

I rule the world from my sweat pants I got a bitchin' collection of headbands I don't wanna go out and see your friend's band Tell me when you had enough, enough, enough, enough I'm OCD with panic attacks I got a thing for Japanese dry snacks My voice was on like every fucking house track Tell me when you heard enough, enough, enough, enough But hear me out this time my love I'm tryna be someone you want Your friends will tell you "Whitney, are you taking drugs You see something no one else does" 'Cause I'm hard to love I'm hard to love Yellow tiger on a leash Blue diamond in the rough The heart is in the right places But I'm hard to love, I'm hard to love But you mean everything to me Don't let me mess it up 'Cause you're the only one Plus I'm just hard to love My heart is in the right places But I'm hard to love Day and night at the studio When I get home I reek of weed and I'm moody though You say "you can't pick up and follow rolls I got a red eye to New York, tomorrow we'll talk" And if you want a true gentleman That's a sport that I don't got any medals in I'm a sole that your shoes oughtta settle in Show me a little bit of trust, just a touch But hear me out this time my love I'm tryna be something I'm not Your friends will tell you "Whitney, are you taking drugs Smoke 'em from his little black plug" 'Cause I'm hard to love I'm hard to love Yellow tiger on a leash Blue diamond in the rough The heart is in the right places But I'm hard to love, I'm hard to love But you mean everything to me Don't let me mess it up 'Cause you're the only one Plus I'm just hard to love But you mean everything to me Don't let me mess it up 'Cause you're the only one Plus I'm just hard to love Soy un perdedor I'm a loser baby So why don't you thrill me Soy un perdedor I'm a loser baby So why don't you thrill me Yellow tiger on a leash Bluediamond in the rough The heart is in the right places But I'm hard to love, I'm hard to love But you mean everything to me Don't let me mess it up 'Cause you're the only one Plus I'm just hard to love (Soy un perdedor) Yellow tiger on a leash Bluediamond in the rough The heart is in the right places But I'm hard to love (Soy un perdedor) But you mean everything to me Don't let me mess it up 'Cause you're the only one Plus I'm just hard to love

After everything we went through You were so easy to leave How could you Promises you made Said you'd never stray I turned my head And you turned away What do you take me for Other than for granted I'm on the floor I'm stranded Some payback is long overdue So I'm asking How dare you Tell me it'll be fine We won't change It'll be like old times You were lying You took your shot To disappear Stupid to think You'd always be here But apparently I'm a joke Cause all I wanted Was what was best for you How could I be such a fool What do you take me for Other than for granted I'm on the floor I'm stranded Some payback is long overdue So I'm asking How dare you Oh I let myself Get caught up again Wondering what went wrong What happened To all the weight I carried for you Now I'm buried under you What do you take me for Other than for granted I'm on the floor I'm stranded Some payback is long overdue So I'm asking I'm asking I'm asking How dare you

Hey? How ya doing? Sorry I disappeared You won't believe what happened You gotta hear My phone was broken And work's been crazy too I promise, I swear I'm not avoiding you I've heard it all before And then I hear it again Can you come up with a new excuse? Explaining why I didn't hear from you The same old stories are boring me About somewhere you needed to be Come up with something more creative So I won't feel so jaded I can't stand this abuse Can you come with a new excuse? Say you got taken by a UFO And they just wouldn't Just wouldn't let you go Or say that you died And it was just recently You came back to life Can you come up with a new excuse? Explaining why I didn't hear from you The same old stories are boring me About somewhere you needed to be Come up with something more creative So I won't feel so jaded I can't stand this abuse Can you come with a new excuse? Honestly The more ridiculous the better I probably won't believe you Try to write a letter Cause too many times I believed too many lies While you were using all of my uses I believed your excuses Can you come up with a new excuse? Explaining why I didn't hear from you The same old stories are boring me About somewhere you needed to be Come up with something more creative So I won't feel so jaded I can't stand this abuse Can you come with a new excuse?

I thought I closed that door It caused me too much pain I've been here before Hours and hours in the rain Thought I was done Setting me up to fail Cause every time I'd open up They would bail And I'm mad at myself How could I be so reckless I wanna scream at myself How could I be so careless How could I be so stupid I said never again but Oh no Unfortunately I love you Unfortunately I care I didn't want it to be true But unfortunately I love you I knew it would end Don't know if I can blame you It shouldn't have began Cause no one's ever seen it through I know I shouldn't look at it that way Cause maybe someday Someone will keep up with me And I'm mad at myself How could I be so reckless I wanna scream at myself How could I be so careless How could I be so stupid I said never again but Oh no Unfortunately I love you Unfortunately I care I didn't want it to be true But unfortunately I love you I could scream I could yell Furious that I fell Cause I keep giving And you keep leaving You keep leaving Unfortunately I love you Unfortunately I care I didn't want it to be true But unfortunately I love you