Happy sad song (feat. Julia skyler) - Kalujii

Hey, don't kiss in front of me, it makes me sick I'm not bitter, well, maybe a little bit I'd sniff glitter if it'd help me feel something real And if it was my birthday, I'd make a wish To not be bitter, 'cause I'm getting sick of this I'd skip dinner if it'd help me feel something real And sometimes I think I kill relationships for art I start up all this shit to watch 'em fall apart I pay my bills with it, I watch 'em fall apart Then pay the price for it, I watch 'em fall apart, but Oh, I just wanna be fucking happy, oh, oh, oh Oh, I just wanna be fucking happy, yeah I'm sending out texts at 4 a.m. I'm not desperate, I just want somebody's skin In my denim, 'cause it helps me feel something (oh, oh) And sometimes I think I kill relationships for art I start up all this shit to watch 'em fall apart I pay my bills with it, I watch 'em fall apart Then pay the price for it, I watch 'em fall apart, but Oh, I just wanna be fucking happy, oh, oh, oh Oh, I just wanna be fucking happy, yeah Oh-oh-oh, oh, oh Oh-oh-oh, oh, oh Oh-oh-oh, I just wanna be fucking happy And sometimes I think I kill relationships for art I start up all this shit to watch 'em fall apart I pay my bills with it, I watch 'em fall apart Then pay the price for it, I watch 'em fall apart Oh, I just wanna be fucking happy, oh, oh, oh Oh, I just wanna be fucking happy, yeah, yeah Oh-oh-oh, oh, oh Oh-oh-oh, oh, oh (I just wanna be, oh-oh) Oh-oh-oh, oh, oh (I just wanna be happy) I just wanna be happy I just wanna be happy I just wanna be happy I just wanna be-

Don't ask me why I'm running out of laughter There's tears in these eyes Not happy ever after And I thought it was plain to see And I thought the whole world could be And I thought we'd be happy ever after You could say that I'm living in a pipe dream It? s just looking back Things are never what they seem And I hope I can safely say And I hope most things go my way And I hope they'll be happy ever after Down in Southern Africa No happy ever after Not now but soon forever While they're sitting comfortably In that white winter city How can we be happy ever after Um by yay Est ce le South Africa So don't ask me why I'm running out of laughter There's tears in these eyes Not happy ever after And I thought it was plain to see And I thought that maybe you and me And I thought we'd be happy ever after Um by yay Um by yay Um by yay Est ce le South Africa