Happier (feat. Sabrenna Rexha) - Carles Souza

잘돼야 하는데 잘 돼야만 그게 행복인 줄 알았어, uh 행복인 줄 알았어, uh 그래 행복이란 건 아마 뜬구름 같은 것 실낱같은 희망을 주면서 나를 유혹하는 덫 행복은 저 하늘의 별 내 손에 닿지 않는 곳 그 어딘가에 머물며 무너지는 날 보고만 있어 지겨워 괜찮은 척 힘내라는 말도 썩 듣기 좋지는 않아 그들의 말은 가시가 달린 장미꽃, uh 이 세상이란 벽이 너무 높아 숨이 가빠 미친 듯 달려왔지만 난 딱 중간쯤에 서 있어, uh 저 하늘을 봐, 여전히 푸르잖아 그게 원망스러울 때도 있겠지만 한때뿐이잖아 모르잖아, 사람 일은 아무도 모르잖아 난 살아있고 미래를 꿈꾸잖아 무뎌질 줄 알았던 그 아픔도 끝내 지우지 못해 어쩌면 손 뻗으면 닿을 거라 믿었는데 이젠 멀리 와버린 듯해 I wanna be happier 그때 기억을 꺼내요 그래 행복이란 건 저 길의 끝에 있는 점 다가가면 갈수록 멀어져 만질 수가 없는 것 행복은 비행기에서 내려다본 세상 같은 것 내 전부는 세상의 일부이고 난 그 일부의 일부라는 것 신이시여 내 마음의 병을 제발 고쳐 주십쇼 말하자, 다 알았으니 네 마음을 여기 꺼내 보거라 내 얼굴은 내 얼의 꼴에 핀 욕심이라는 꽃 입에는 욕, 눈에는 독, 채울 수 없는 밑이 빠진 독, uh 저 바다를 봐, 끝이 안 보이잖아 끝을 보려고 발버둥 쳐봤자 결국 제 자리잖아 모르잖아 사람 일은 아무도 모르잖아 난 살아있고 미래를 꿈꾸잖아 무뎌질 줄 알았던 그 아픔도 끝내 지우지 못해 어쩌면 손 뻗으면 닿을 거라 믿었는데 이젠 멀리 와버린 듯해 I wanna be happier 그때 기억을 꺼내요 아름답고 싶어서, 사람답고 싶어서 누군가의 사랑이고 싶었어, 자랑이고 싶었어 아름답고 싶어서, 사람답고 싶어서 누군가의 사랑이고 싶었어, 자랑이고 싶었어 무뎌질 줄 알았던 그 아픔도 (무뎌질 줄 알았었는데) 끝내 지우지 못해 어쩌면 손 뻗으면 닿을 거라 믿었는데 이젠 멀리 와버린 듯해 (멀리 와버렸는데) I wanna be happier (happier) 그때 기억을 꺼내요 (그 소중했던 기억들)

(Happier, happier) (Would you be happier with somebody else?) You were made for me I was made for you We liked the same films We loved the same tunes Oh, but recently You've been cold with me It got so complicated Oh God, I really hate it And now I'm asking myself Would you be happier with somebody else? I got this feeling and it won't go away Oh, it's so hard to say Would you be happier, happier? Have I been living in a lie that you tell? But if you're true to yourself Would you be happier with somebody else? Happier, happier Would you be happier with somebody else? Nothing's getting through You can't feel me now We're on the same street But in a different town Playing different games And I don't know how Not on the same team Where do we go now? It doesn't feel like you and me And I look to you for something real But I just see someone who would be happier with somebody else I got this feeling and it won't go away Oh, it's so hard to say Would you be happier, happier? Have I been living in a lie that you tell? But if you're true to yourself Would you be happier with somebody else? Happier, happier Would you be happier with somebody else? Happier, happier Would you be happier with somebody else? Would you be happier with somebody else? It doesn't feel like you and me I look to you for something real But I just see someone who would be happier with somebody else I got this feeling and it won't go away Oh, it's so hard to say Would you be happier, happier? Have I been living in a lie that you tell? But if you're true to yourself Would you be happier with somebody else? Happier, happier Would you be happier with somebody else? Happier, happier Would you be happier with somebody else?

I feel like I'm leaving myself behind And I'm so tired of crying I wanna get back up again It feels like I'm losing my best friend But we're gonna love again On the other side Don't bleed me dry We are capsized And I feel you dying But I'm safe inside You're bad You suck You fucked me up I'm sad I'm tired I want my time back You're bad You suck You fucked me up I'm fine Getting better Still want to Mmm, please God, forgive me I've been speaking death And when I come home When I come home I will begin again

Your own personal Jesus Someone to hear your prayers Someone who cares Your own personal Jesus Someone to hear your prayers Someone who's there Feeling unknown And you're all alone Flesh and bone By the telephone Lift up the receiver I'll make you a believer Take second best Put me to the test Things on your chest You need to confess I will deliver You know I'm a forgiver Reach out and touch faith Reach out and touch faith Your own personal Jesus... Feeling unknown And you're all alone Flesh and bone By the telephone Lift up the receiver I'll make you a believer I will deliver You know I'm a forgiver Reach out and touch faith Your own personal Jesus Reach out and touch faith

I was driving across the burning desert when I spotted six jet planes Leaving six white vapor trails across the bleak terrain It was the hexagram of the heavens, it was the strings of my guitar Amelia, it was just a false alarm The drone of flying engines is a song so wild and blue It scrambles time and seasons if it gets through to you Then your life becomes a travelogue of picture-post-card-charms Oh Amelia, it was just a false alarm People will tell you where they've gone they'll tell you where to go But till you get there yourself you never really know Where some have found their paradise other's just come to harm Oh Amelia, it was just a false alarm I wish that he was here tonight it's so hard to obey His sad request of me to kindly stay away So this is how I hide the hurt as the road leads cursed and charmed I tell Amelia, it was just a false alarm A ghost of aviation, she was swallowed by the sky Or by the sea, like me she had a dream to fly Like Icarus ascending on beautiful foolish arms Amelia, it was just a false alarm Maybe I've never really loved I guess that is the truth I've spent my whole life in clouds at icy altitude And looking down on everything I crashed into his arms Amelia, it was just a false alarm I pulled into the Cactus Tree Motel to shower off the dust And I slept on the strange pillows of my wanderlust I dreamed of 747's over geometric farms Dreams, Amelia, dreams and false alarms