Half of You (Demo) - Grace Carter

I know we'll never grow old together 'Cause you'll never grow old to me You're the pink in my cheeks And I'm scared 'cause that means I'm a little bit soft But don't beat yourself up, Bonnie It wasn't just the sun that I was hiding from We were messed up kids who taught ourselves how to live And I'm still scared that I'm not good enough I've always felt like a monster Long before I was bit But only seen as a monster Let's just say I'm used to it And I grew tough 'cause love, it only hurt me back Loving you is a good problеm to have And I'm used to that, but I could get usеd to this Yeah, I'm used to that, but I could get used to this For the record, I stole your sweater Just wanted you close to me I thought shaking knees only meant I was weak And just a little too soft Put away the armor, Bonnie We're gonna hurt each other little sometimes I'd rather brave the fall than never feel it at all It's not easy, but it's worth the fight I've always felt like a monster Long before I was bit But only seen as a monster Let's just say I'm used to it And I grew tough 'cause love, it only hurt me back But loving you is a good problem to have And I'm used to that, but I could get used to this Yeah, I'm used to that, but I could get used to this And I know we'll never grow old together 'Cause you'll never grow old to me You're the pink in my cheeks And I love that it means I'm a little bit soft You're the pink in my cheeks And I love that it means I'm a little bit soft

I don't mean half the things I say I said it just so that you'd laugh Remember where we used to play They've paved a road over our path You told me that you loved me then I love you more now that you're gone The version of me you remember Is one I'm trying to get away from You're way too young to feel this old I've left you waiting for so long I hope you choose yourself this time Forgive yourself for all those things that you're not You told me that you loved me then I love you more now that you're gone The version of me you remember Is one I'm trying to get away from I hate to see you have to heal From things that never were your fault I couldn't be who you needed I'm sorry everything went wrong You told me that you loved me then I love you more now that you're gone The version of me you remember Is one I'm trying to get away from I don't mean half the things I said I'd said them just cause I was scared Why do all these happy memories Hurt so much more than the one that is not I don't mean half the things I said I didn't mean half the things I said I'm sorry everything went wrong

I got a little drunk last night, baby Started thinking about you and I The way your lips just feel on mine Never ever gets me so high, yeah Going through the motions, know you're feeling worthless Baby, baby (aaa) I just wanna be with you Let me have your heart too Baby, baby 'Cause I don't wanna be just another one of your lovers (ohh) So let me take you by the hand and show you that I want you (ohh) Well love like this comes from your kiss and I fall deeper again 'Cause I don't wanna be just another one of your lovers (ohh) 'Cause I don't wanna be just another one of your lovers (ohh) So let me take you by the hand and show you that I want you (ohh) Well love like this comes from your kiss and I fall deeper again 'Cause I don't wanna be just another one of your lovers (Lovers)