I fight the urge to search my name There's a better me, I swear But curiosity- I see, I let my ego get the best of me In the age of excess, less may be best for me God, it makes me sad We're the last to know The world is changin' and upgradin' Faster than we can control Sick of livin' in the old days? Mind burdened by the old ways? Keep tryin' to forget about it? Watch a video, don't fret about it (no) You don't need it, why you want it? (Want it) I don't see you movin' on, kid (on, kid) I don't see you movin' on, kid, no, I don't see you movin' on Now I see, I let these people dig their hooks in me And I consider myself a fool Plugged in, half-life God, you're a fool You think these people really care for you? You really think they will be there for you? Plugged in, that's a half-life I know you I love you I want you I need you You complete me (you complete me), I adore you (I adore you) I adore you (I adore you), I adore you (I adore you) I adore you I adore you

It's just genetic, it's written in your DNA It's symptomatic, at least that's what the doctors say It's in your nature finding darkness in the brightest day But here we are 'Cause you were made from stars to live a life you'd never love So if this is the last night and you're feeling hollow I'll give you my half life so you'll see tomorrow There isn't anywhere that I wouldn't follow I'm chasing your last light to where ever I go Oh, our elements change into chemical traces Reactions that they'll never know If this is the last time that we'll ever borrow I'll give you my half life so you'll see tomorrow You know I said it, I'd never let you fade away It's energetic, the bond was never meant to break You were made from scars to live a life you'd rise above So if this is the last night and you're feeling hollow I'll give you my half life so you'll see tomorrow There isn't anywhere that I wouldn't follow I'm chasing your last light to where ever I go Oh, our elements change into chemical traces Reactions that they'll never know If this is the last time that we'll ever borrow I'll give you my half life so you'll see tomorrow Oh-oh Oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh If this is the last time that we'll ever borrow I'll give you my half life so you'll see tomorrow So if this is the last–, time I'll give you my half life so you'll see tomorrow There isn't any–, where I'm chasing your last light to where ever I go Oh, our elements change into chemical traces Reactions that they'll never know If this is the last time that we'll ever borrow I'll give you my half life so you'll see tomorrow Oh-oh Oh-oh Oh-oh-oh If this is the last time that we'll ever borrow (oh-oh-oh) I'll give you my half life so you'll see tomorrow

Baby please It's the way you speak Forming words so easily And I think of the way you think It keeps me from falling asleep In that grave I call a bed Until you called me up and said "I haven't stopped crying My father's been drinking I need a place to stay I don't want to be here He's saying the words that He promised he would never say That liquid he consumes Makes him speak the truth" And I said "No, it's not that at all It's that bottle of lies for a troubled heart It's standing on the edge of a mountain top Screaming anything he wants Like, "Look at me, look at me, look at me, look at me, look at me, look at me, look at me, look at me Because I exist, I exist, I exist, I exist, I exist, I exist" I remember the way you shook It's a shame that we're not soul mates 'Cause if I didn't know better I'd say this feels pretty good And how could I be scared? When I stretch and feel you're there So shut your mouth 'Cause these words will speak themselves I can feel them in these blankets And they're surrounding your figure Embraced in the quilts And I can't help but think You're my missing puzzle piece I wake up in the hallway, I'm looking for sunlight With rays that will cure me of the pain that keeps my lungs tight Ignoring the voices and feelings that tell me To get out of this house I can't make them stop I'm just like my mom And you said, "No, these demons will fall You're so precious to us all" And I said, "I, I can't do this alone I still need you to hold So don't let go, don't let go, don't let go, don't let go, don't let go, don't let go 'Cause I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid"