The sunlight speckles through trees across the road
Oh, I get white spots in my vision, so I blink them out
Oh, I think I'm coming around to this
Maybe not, it's either that or it's yet to hit

Ooh, I got a haircut, a shitty attempt at a change-up, a face lift
But it doesn't work like the movies, I found out
My head is a vacuum of feelings and failures
And white noise calling my name

I've spent ten years in my head trying to be someone
And if it seems like I'm unsure of myself, that's the reason
Oh, I think I'm coming around to this
Maybe not, it's either that or it's yet to hit

Ooh, I got a haircut, a shitty attempt at a change-up, a face lift
But it doesn't work like the movies, I found out
My head is a vacuum of feelings and failures
And white noise calling my name

Got a haircut, I tattooed my arm just to prove that I'm changing
But I can't even fool myself into feeling better about who I am
So, I'm starting here

Something's different when I see myself
I can't explain it all away, oh, I hate the way I compensate
I keep running circles in my head
What could there be left to say? I ask myself that everyday

Oh, I got a haircut, a shitty attempt at a change-up, a face lift
It doesn't work like the movies, I found out
My head is vacuum of feelings and failures
And white noise calling my name

Got a haircut, and tattooed my arm just to prove that I'm changing
But I can't even fool myself into feeling better about who I am
So, I'm starting here
Right here