Yeah I got what I wanted They bled out my organs They cut me wide open so I quit I guess it's time Doctors came right in Said he most likely wont win But who the hell am I spend my life in the Midwest Hailey if you're out there I wish you all the very best, dear Got me away from there & Hailey if you're out there I hope you made it through December That seems like such a blur Was always the same shit The god damn apartment Yeah Basement took its toll, took its toll Its my fault She loved the nights where We breathe up that black air Come on tell me how, tell me how I'm not underground Hailey if you're out there I wish you all the very best, dear Got me away from there & Hailey if you're out there I hope you made it through December That seems like such a blur

Same day, same night Always fueling our fights Like a fire in an empty house Gone off somewhere All I know is you're not here You think I'd have learned by now You say she's just a friend, well okay Why's she showing up midnight on my birthday? Why's she crying in your arms looking a mess? And you're looking at me like you gotta confess Not the first time you held her Mascara stains dripping down your t-shirt Now I'm packing a bag, but I gotta ask Out of everyone, everyone else Why'd it have to be Hailey? Why'd it have to be Hailey? Out of everyone, everyone else Out of everyone, everyone else Why'd it have to be Hailey? Why'd it have to be Hailey? Out of everyone, everyone else Out of everyone, everyone else You say that I've got it all wrong But I think I know you better than myself Don't you get tired of always Playing the victim and running your mouth? You say she's just a friend, well okay Why's she showing up midnight on my birthday? Why's she crying in your arms looking a mess? And you're looking at me like you gotta confess Not the first time you held her Mascara stains dripping down your t-shirt Now I'm packing a bag, but I gotta ask Out of everyone, everyone else Why'd it have to be Hailey? Why'd it have to be Hailey? Out of everyone, everyone else Out of everyone, everyone else Why'd it have to be Hailey? Why'd it have to be Hailey? Out of everyone, everyone else Out of everyone, everyone else "Are you gonna tell her?" "There's no point" "She's gonna find out eventually" "I mean it doesn't matter if she does at this point" Why'd it have to be Hailey? Why'd it have to be Hailey? Out of everyone, everyone else Out of everyone, everyone else Why'd it have to be Hailey? Why'd it have to be Hailey? Out of everyone, everyone else Out of everyone, everyone else Why'd it have to be Hailey? Why'd it have to be Hailey? Out of everyone, everyone else Out of everyone, everyone else

I breathe it in like morning wind Through pampas grass, I'll make it last Like my last twenty Oh, ain't it funny? How even when it's wrong, I come on strong Like coffee black, I'll burn as fast as a box fan hummin' Oh, I ain't runnin' from nothin' I can't help that I'm this way My heart goes wild and that won't change If I take this love right to my grave It is 'cause I fault how I was raised, hey I wear it proud like Mama's house Or a Sunday dress, that's still the test of a Christmas Eve It's all on my sleeve So bring on the dry spell, tell me the hard truth Let's take the long way, that's what I'm used to When makin' this bet, if you're all in Put on your seatbelt, if you can't tell I can't help that I'm this way My heart goes wild and that won't change If I take this love right to my grave It's 'cause I fault how I was raised, hey Headfirst, I'm jumpin' A little dirt don't hurt nothin' I know it's worth more than gold This hand you hold, I know you know that I can't help that I'm this way I'll take you to the grave, right to the grave, yeah I can't help that I'm this way, oh I'm all in and that won't change If I take this love right to my grave It is 'cause I fault how I was raised, hey Headfirst, I'm jumpin' A little dirt don't hurt nothin'

The clock says 2 AM And my phone screens black again Cause you ain't callin' Anymore We used to stay up all night Cause I never got tired Of hearin' you on the other line But that was before Before I ever thought that you would ever leave me And now it hurts so badly I can't sleep I'm layin here in these sheets but it ain't the same Now it's silent here Things have changed It hurts too to see you And that's what my dreams do So now I got to Forget your voice and forget your face Yeah but boy You're part of me And those memories that we made They just won't stay away And they're keeping me wide awake Wide awake, wide awake, wide awake You knew that roses They were my favorite I still remember the dress I wore when you gave me them And there's a vase next to my bed but now its empty It was filled with my favorite thing Love I used to be feeling Oh in these sheets but it ain't the same Now it's silent here Things have changed It hurts too to see you And that's what my dreams do So now I got to Forget your voice and forget your face Yeah but boy You're part of me And those memories that we made They just won't stay away And they're keeping me wide awake Wide awake, wide awake, wide awake Yeah they're keepin' me wide awake Ohhhhh I'm layin here in these sheets but it ain't the same Now it's silent here Things have changed It hurts too to see you And that's what my dreams do So now I got to Forget your voice and forget your face Yeah but boy You're part of me And those memories that we made They just won't stay away And they're keeping me wide awake Wide awake, wide awake, wide awake Yeah they're keeping' me wide awake Wide awake, wide awake, wide awake Yeah they're keeping' me wide awake I'm wide awake Ohhhh