Growing Pains - Spenny & the Jets

You used to say 'the world is changing, while we're not' Time passing too fast - You fought If we run any faster now, we'll lose all we got At least that's what you thought The world is still changing - now so am I I was asking - again and again "Where you at? Where? You seem lost in there" But you were no longer in there You vanished like fog through the air I might have whispered "catch me if you can" Oh man, I was hanging in a liana Oh oh oh A while back I started dying I was slowly dying over a two year's time Sometimes you tried to hold on Sometimes you just let go Last year you were a fetus in the void Last year you were born You got up on your feet, felt incomplete Sometimes you stumbled, sometimes you fell Cause this is not life's parallel Luckily, I've been a human before But I'm still not sure what we came here for I might have whispered "catch me if you can" Oh man, I was hanging in a liana Oh oh oh Oh man, I was hanging in a liana I might have whispered "catch me if you can" Oh man, I was hanging in a liana But only to get over to somewhere else Somewhere else than...?

Why don't you calm down For crying out loud I'm losing it lately I'm young and I'm dumb I'll live and I'll learn Yeah, what's the hurry now? What's the hurry now? Black in the eyes Back in my mind So saturated Going to bed The girl in my head Yeah, I really feel it now Yeah, I really feel it now What a feeling Oh, what am I feeling? I can't ever seem to make up my mind Now what does that say about me? Oh, what does that say? I just wanna be alone sometimes But I keep going out I keep going out, oh Wasting my time Breaking through ice Talking to strangers Fall through the floor I'm back at your door Baby I'm bleeding now What a feeling Oh, what am I feeling? I can't ever seem to make up my mind Now what does that say about me? Oh, what does that say? I just wanna be alone sometimes But I keep going out I keep going out, oh You'll never know You'll never know You'll never know You'll never know What kind of person I'll become When you're gone, oh You'll never know You'll never know You'll never know You'll never know What kind of person I'll become When you're gone (oh) Down on my luck And looking for love In all the wrong places Going to bed The girl in my head What am I feeling now? What am I feeling now? I can't ever seem to make up my mind Now, what does that say about me? Oh, what does that say? I just wanna be alone sometimes But I keep going out I keep going out You'll never know You'll never know You'll never know You'll never know What kind of person I'll become When you're gone, oh You'll never know You'll never know You'll never know You'll never know What kind of person I'll become When you're gone, oh

Shiny beetle on my fingertip He's crawling all around I lose my grip He's in the dirt now, his new home Mister mister moon rock, say hello Pine cones and seashells in my room Gathering their dust, but so are you It's rainy outside, a good day Lost my button and the clouds are grey Growing pains in my leg Dead skin from yesterday I know I'm just a kid But I gotta grow some other way I just gotta grow some other way Gummy worms are nice to sea monkeys Stripy pants, I never wear my jeans Meet me at the park, the rope swing Pumpkin on your head, I miss my things Growing pains in my leg Dead skin from yesterday I know I'm just a kid But I gotta grow some other way I just gotta grow some other way I just gotta grow some other way I just gotta grow some other way

Bruh, yo (nah sayin'? It was somethin' that-) Guess who I met last night, man You know your land-, land chick? The fuck (woo) Oh, yeah, man (ayy dog, I don't know, man) Now that chick bad last night (god-damn-, fat ass), bruh She just run up on me like, "Yo" (what?) Nah mean? We talkin' and shit- (crazy) We gotta-we gotta stay- (blap-blap) Oh, we heard man It was cool, opp (for sure), you know, got crazy, so I had to let 'em out (Yeah, faggot-) Crazy thing that I heard, the homie say he ran around the corner from here (Is that right?) Right around the corner, nah mean? (Boy, wait-wait-wait) (Right around the corner?) Nah mean? Sort that new life, he should look out Okay (I'm like-) (I mean if-) (shit) If somethin' go down, man, we ready, man, ain't- (Nobody-nobody) and we ready, the whole hood ready (this car creepy) (Looks brazy-) damn, oh shit- (oh, shit) Go, go, go- (in the roof) go- Uh, yeah, outside I can hear 'em bussin', bussin' And the police they rushin' Go to my head like concussion I'd rather not have this discussion My mind racin' for the elevation of the toxic in my blood Where my mind, don't know now But I know where it was I need Nikki, where is Nikki? Baby girl, please come and get me Now I'm old and sh- is trippy, but I know that God is with me This that baby mama drama Give a fu- about a man, I know I'ma Be there for my son, talkin' with my sister, it begun End of the month, that's the worst of the month But the first of the month put the weed in the blunt That welfare check, check Won't ever bounce like my daddy did But I'm glad he did, 'cause it made me strong Made me help somebody with this song Paint the picture of my life Growin' up what it was like Section 8, grab a plate Food for thought, gravitate Food stamps, Social Services tryna take me away My mama locked up, I pray to God that I see her today Maybe not, maybe so, West Deer Park, that's all I know Just me and my homies, people that know me Only ones that know Around my way, around my way Living day by day (livin' day by day) Corn rows and hang time, automatics and gang signs Five-O with them K-9's Manhunt when it's game time They was robbin' the ice cream man in broad day Now I'm runnin' from the police Don't know how, but I got away Sellin' weed to my homies And a girl in the buildin' that know me At 15, such a fiend, for the sh-, that I seen All my homies smokin' green, f- b-, sippin' lean It was king, it was cool, seemed like somethin' I should do Such a youngin, such a fool Now I'm breakin' into school 'Cause my homie told me to What to do, what would you? When will I lose my anonymity And become one with the enemy? Tell me, would I be the enemy? Feel like nobody in front of me I can feel the vibe Bobby, what are you thinkin'? What are you dreamin' about? Bobby, what's inside? (What are you thinkin' about?) What are you thinkin' right now? (What are you thinkin' right now?) Go to sleep I guess maybe I was thinkin' things would be different now 'Cause when I wake up, my dreams fade, everything cascade In this vanilla sky, I feel like David Aames Why must I open my eyes? (Open your eyes) I wish I could stay asleep forever Attain every goal I wanted, and watch it repeat forever Will it happen? Maybe never Maybe so, I got to know, but tell me why, uh I picture myself at the top, but I know that I'm dreamin' Will I wake up before I finally confront all my demons? Maybe not, all I know is this life I live I can't live it no longer Wish I was stronger, wish that I could survive Turn on the TV, let it wash my brain Pretend that family's my family to avoid the pain Hello children, how was school? "It was good, how 'bout you?" "I love you" (I love you son), "I love mama too" Are you ready for dinner? I'm able to set the table 'Til I snap out the fable when that TV turn off And I realize I'm back in hell (Bobby-) Logic has recorded 1700 songs In the span of his 10 years as an MC However, only just over 150 have been released to the public...