Going Ghost - Michael Ellis

I got issues I got issues Don't know what's wrong with me Life don't belong to me, I'm twisted But please don't talk to me I want my privacy, I'm different My ex still stalking me Stop private calling me, I'm clicking My demons taunting me They always talk to me, their mischief Got me so back and forth like, why am I rapping for? Paralyzed by my trauma, denying my problems And pain that I can't ignore It gets to the point that I get so motherfuckin' pissed, that I just can't record (rrr) So then I feel low, self loath Until, well, I snap of course I need to restart, they critique my art Regardless, I'm still leaving a mark Achieving it all, no need to applause Every record I'm giving is me conveying my feelings Hoping that one day I can just piece all my thoughts I'm releasing songs that peak on the charts Unique with the bars, I'm the underdog But when you see me I'ma leave you in awe Don't speak, I'm in charge, keep thinking you're hard I'll put you on blast, we'll see who you are Just see me tomorrow, 'cause Either way, I'ma be here (yuh) You'll be gone I'll be here (yuh) I can tell your end's near You have a weak career Bitch I'm sik, they probably shouldn't provoke him I don't trip, I body shit and you know this We don't click, it's obvious you have motives I'll say this, I constantly feel alone (alone) Strangers claiming that they know me When they really fuckin' don't Always saying that they love me But then judge me on the low It's fucked up, I scream "Fuck love" I just don't want love anymore (no) I'm gone, I gotta go I'm gone, I'm going ghost (yeah, yeah) I'm gone, I'm going ghost (ghost, ghost) I'm gone, I'm going ghost (ghost, ghost) I'm gone, I'm going ghost (ghost, ghost) I'm gone (ghost) Oh, you're a fan? I don't believe it How do I know? I'ma tell you the reason You only know me from my "Seven years remix" Check all my releases, my catalog deepens My bag is heavy, I carry my demons They cut 'till I'm bleeding I'm up while you're sleeping I'm not the bigger person, I'ma get even The reaper of rap, bitch I'm back to my reaping I'm thinking 'bout shaking this industry up Got millions of streams, it isn't enough You say you gon' diss me? I think it's a bluff You're not on my radar, I'm levels above I stick with my guts, just look what it's done Got two million monthly listeners a month I'm watching you plunge, I'm watching for fun I love when you fail, I'm devious, huh No (nah, nah) I was the good guy 'till you made me bad The tables turned, now you feel my wrath I'm flourishing' and I can't go back, woah (woah, woah) I'm not hollywood, or a sellout I'm bringing you hell now Always walk around with my head down 'cause Strangers claiming that they know me When they really fuckin' don't Always saying that they love me But then judge me on the low It's fucked up, I scream "Fuck love" I just don't want love anymore (no) I'm gone, I gotta go I'm gone, I'm going ghost (yeah, yeah) I'm gone, I'm going ghost (ghost, ghost) I'm gone, I'm going ghost (ghost, ghost) I'm gone, I'm going ghost (ghost, ghost) I'm gone (ghost)

Some things in life are meant to fly And others, they were born to run You can't tie down up and leaving Like the changing of the seasons Good things, they come and then they go Like a runaway southbound train Like an Arizona desert rain Like lightning in the sky Like fireworks in July Like a left field home run ball Like a whiskey shot at last call It's like she was made for moving on That girl is going, going, gone I can say it wasn't meant to be Or maybe meant to be's misunderstood Can't hold on to letting go Or change the way the river flows Loving her's like roping in the wind Like a runaway southbound train Like an Arizona desert rain Like lightning in the sky Like fireworks in July Like a left field home run ball Like a whiskey shot at last call It's like she was made for moving on That girl is going, going, gone She ain't got one bit of stick around There's no sense in trying to slow her down Like a runaway southbound train Like an Arizona desert rain Like lightning in the sky Like fireworks in July Like a left field home run ball Like a whiskey shot at last call It's like she was made for moving on That girl is going, going, gone Going, going, gone Going, going, gone

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh I'm staring at the ceiling The clock, it won't stop ticking I feel like I've been sleeping for too long now It's like my heart stop beating And now I'm hardly breathing And I'm afraid of leaving scared to break down And what am I waiting for? Cause I don't wanna wait no more And I'm the only soldier in this lonely world And I don't wanna fight myself no more Maybe I was meant to run Maybe I was born to bleed I don't know who I'll become But I'll be going going gone And even if it starts to hurt I wanna feel it 'til my whole heart burns Cause I will be forever young So I'll be going, going, going, going, going, gone Gone Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Take me like I've been starving Kiss me without a warning I dont care where im going Throw a dart at the map Cause im ready to be wreckless Care more so i can care less Got money in my matress It's a start, yeah And what am I waiting for? Cause I don't wanna wait no more And I'm the only soldier in this lonely world And I don't wanna fight myself no more Maybe I was meant to run (maybe I was meant to run) Maybe I was born to bleed (maybe I was born to bleed) I don't know who I'lll become But I'll be going, going, gone (going, gone) And even if it starts to hurt I wanna feel it 'til my whole heart burns Cause I will be forever young So I'll be going, going, going, going, going, gone Gone Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh I'm staring at the ceiling The clock, it won't stop ticking I feel like I've been sleeping for too long now Maybe I was meant to run Maybe I was born to bleed I don't know who I'lll become But I'll be going, going, gone (going gone) And even if it starts to hurt I wanna feel it 'til my whole heart burns Cause I will be forever young So I'll be going, going, going, going, gone Gone (gone)

Sometimes looking back I can't Believe how many times I left her. I guess it's all part of the game That we play. All is fair in love and war, But in this case they're quite the same thing. What's the difference if I go Or if I stay? I tried to tell her I was not the only one to turn to, But she was indifferent to my pleas. And now she's Going, going, gone. And I did nothing wrong. But she's going, going, gone. If I disappeared tonight, It would not change her mind about me. She's in love with someone who has changed Since that day. She tried to tell me I was not the only one to turn to, But I won't get down on my knees. So she's Going, going, gone. And I did nothing wrong. But she's going, going, gone.

You made a path for me to walk Paved with blood and mercy So I will have a grateful heart No matter what the journey I know You're with me as I go I've never left Your side And though I'm not yet home You'll lead me to the other side I'm here in the tension now My feet are on solid ground And I don't mind confessing My head is in Heaven I'm here in the in-between I'm reaching for what's unseen Yeah, I don't mind confessing My head is in Heavеn Oh-oh, my head is in Heaven And еvery blessing that I have Is a blessing from above I know I often forget it But You don't hold back Your love And I'm thankful for the moments I get to feel You so close And even when I am hurting I know I'm never alone I'm here in the tension now My feet are on solid ground And I don't mind confessing My head is in Heaven I'm here in the in-between I'm reaching for what's unseen Yeah, I don't mind confessing My head is in Heaven Oh-oh, my head is in Heaven I'm in two places at one time, one time I'm in two places at one time, one time I'm in two places at one time, one time I'm in two places at one time, one time (Ooh) I'm here in the tension now My feet are on solid ground (Ooh-ooh) And I don't mind confessing My head is in Heaven I'm here in the in-between I'm reaching for what's unseen Yeah, I don't mind confessing My head is in Heaven (Yeah) My head is in Heaven (I'm in two places at one time) I'm in two places at one time, one time (One time) I'm in two places at one time, one time I'm in two places at one time, one time (Oh, one time, one time) I'm in two places at one time, one time (One time) Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh I'm in two places at one time, ooh-ooh (Ooh) My head is in Heaven

Is heaven You are All that I need When I am Surrounded In Your arms I am complete Ooh Lord, come a little closer Ooh Lord, come a little closer Never been so desperate Your lovin' is my heaven Ooh Lord, come a little closer Ooh Lord, come a little closer Never been so desperate Your lovin' is my heaven And Your presence Is heaven You are All that I need When I am Surrounded In Your arms I am complete Ooh Lord, come a little closer Ooh Lord, come a little closer Never been so desperate Your lovin' is my heaven Ooh Lord, come a little closer Ooh Lord, come a little closer Never been so desperate Your lovin' is my heaven 'Cause You are all that I need You are all that I ne-e-ed Forever, forever You are all that I need You are all that I ne-e-ed Forever, forever You are all that I need You are all that I ne-e-ed Forever, forever Ooh Lord, come a little closer Ooh Lord, come a little closer Never been so desperate Your lovin' is my heaven Ooh Lord, come a little closer Ooh Lord, come a little closer Never been so desperate Your lovin' is my heaven Oh-oh

Better get ready, come do rock steady, yeah You got to do this new dance, hope you are ready You got to do it, just like Uncle Freddy If you don't know. Just shake your head, rock your bodyline Shake your shoulders, ev'rything in time Then see, oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-ooh You've got to shake your shoulders! Better get ready, just to do rock steady, yeah You got to do this new dance, just like Freddy You got to do it, just like Uncle Freddy If you don't know. it Shake your head, rock your bodyline Shake your shoulders, ev'rything in time Then see, oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-ooh You've got to shake your shoulders! (.) Now you're ready, let's do rock steady, yeah You got to do this new dance,, ow that you're ready You got to do it, just like Uncle Freddy Now that you know. it Shake your head, rock your bodyline Shake your shoulders, ev'rything is fine Now see, oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-ooh