Focus on you in the light, it helps me fill my emotions Why are we at such a distance? Find ourselves so out of frame This love stay calm in the night, Yeah, help me heal and re-open Why are we drifting away from everything we wanted to save? I told you I'd be down forever Loving you is danger, but it don't feel wrong It's old news, I should look for better Falling back to strangers, leave me hanging on Flare guns go off in my head, saying not to call you this late Still I dial those numbers every time Why do I replay those messages that you left at the tone last May? Slowly wishing you were never mine Your face became all I know, I'd try to picture another Why are we frayed at the edge, it's making me feel all to blame I wanna know what's the deal Where have you been and what do you think of me? Is it a new girl silently screaming your name? I told you I'd be down forever Loving you is danger, but it don't feel wrong It's old news, I should look for better Falling back to strangers, leave me hanging on You leave me hanging on Flare guns go off in my head, saying not to call you this late Still I dial those numbers every time Why do I replay those messages that you left at the tone last May? Slowly wishing you were never mine I told you I'd be down forever Loving you is danger, but it don't feel wrong It's old news, I should look for better Falling back to strangers, leave me hanging on See, I don't know better than to give up on loving Why am I still holding on? I'm still holding on And I'm way too honest and you make me want it Lying alone al night long, alone all night along Flare guns go off in my head, saying not to call you this late Still I dial those numbers every time Why do I replay those messages that you left at the tone last May? Slowly wishing you were never mine Flare guns go off in my head, saying not to call you this late Still I dial those numbers every time (Still I dial those numbers every time) Why do I replay those messages that you left at the tone last May? Slowly wishing you were never mine (Slowly wishing you were never mine)

Dear fear, I have met you Laying down in this bedroom I feel like I'm on Neptune Open windows to breathe again There's no way it's holy So baby, just hold me 'Til I turn back to the old me There's some demons I need to cleanse Why they got me here, Why they got me here? When can I leave? It's like I'm in Black Mirror, It's been the last five years Why's my mind on autopilot all the time? I'm feeling like the world's back on rewind I can't seem to find the words to define The way I feel when I go through this My mind's on autopilot all the time My window pane is as grey as the sky Just can't get one single word to define The way I feel when I go through this, ayy On myself, I am sleeping All my thoughts are misleading That shit gets my heart beating Way too fast, I'm needing Sanity or some reason Can't blame this on the season Rain or shine, I still feel them Hold me back from freedom Now they got me here, Now they got me here When can I leave? It's like I'm in Black Mirror, It's been the last five years Why's my mind on autopilot all the time? I'm feeling like the world's back on rewind I can't seem to find the words to define The way I feel when I go through this My mind's on autopilot all the time My window pane is as grey as the sky Just can't get one single word to define The way I feel when I go through this, ayy Now they got me here, now they got me here When can I leave? It's like I'm in Black Mirror, it's been the last five years Why's my mind on autopilot all the time? I'm feeling like the world's back on rewind I can't seem to find the words to define The way I feel when I go through this My mind's on autopilot all the time My window pane is as grey as the sky Just can't get one single word to define The way I feel when I go through this, ayy The way I feel when I go through this My mind's on autopilot all the time My window pane is as grey as the sky Just can't get one single word to define The way I feel when I go through this, ayy Dear fear, I have met you Laying down in this bedroom

At the 50 yard line I saw her feet She was under the bleachers, waiting for me No, I never get high but I'm smoking her weed She been giving this freshman love since last June The only senior girl with tattoos Said nobody can find out things that we do She said put your hands behind your head Let me blow your mind, kid, but don't get too excited You can call me "Stacy", you can call me "love" You can call me "baby" and all of the above You can call me late night and I'll be at your door You can call me anything or anything you want Just don't call me yours It's 3:05 on a Friday, bell rings Her parents left last night for Palm Springs She's got the whole house empty for me My brother, he needed the car, so I ran Down 71st as fast as I can I'm telling her everything I had planned She said, I know we've been getting close We can't get no closer; you'll get it when you're older You can call me "Stacy", you can call me "love" You can call me "baby" and all of the above You can call me late night and I'll be at your door You can call me anything or anything you want Just don't call me yours, just don't call me yours You can call me "Stacy", you can call me "love" You can call me "baby" and all of the above You can call me late night and I'll be at your door You can call me anything or anything you want Just don't call me yours I'm over you, I'm over you I'm over you, I'm over you

I was so tempted by you To never press rewind and run through street signs But now, I've seen all the truth It's covered on your hands, we're losing our romance You love starting riots, standing in the dark Try to fight these giants, oh, you hate their bark You know your ways get under my skin The word's tiniest violin on my shoulder like "Oh, she's too much to handle" I've had too much of what you give me Overdosing on this thing You were my match, now I can't put out the candle (Come and show me) Oh, she's too much to handle (Come and show me) I can't put out the candle I was so blinded by you The way that you love me and all it takes from me But now I've seen all the truth, yeah it's written on your face Can't keep up with your pace, your pace, oh You love starting riots, standing in the dark Try to fight these giants, oh, you hate their bark You love sounding sirens, drag me through the sparks Trying to fight these giants, oh you hate their bark You know your ways get under my skin The word's tiniest violin on my shoulder like "Oh, she's too much to handle" I've had too much of what you give me Overdosing on this thing You were my match, now I can't put out the candle (Come and show me) Oh, she's too much to handle (Come and show me) I can't put out the candle I hope you know it's not personal This can't unsolve 'til we're miserable I can't put out the candle (Come and show me) Oh, she's too much to handle (Come and show me) I can't put out the candle

Hold on to me, hold on to me Panama now seems so sad Have we outgrown our childhood memories? Paranoid that we may have Send postcards with our names signed gently Writing down what's in my head We're wasting time, you claim there's plenty It's all I think about in my bed 22 years in a row I never missed you around my lowest 'Cause you were always there Yeah, you were always there It's breaking my body down slow I never told you to up and go But I still know you're there Yeah, I still know you're there You're away from me tonight 'Til our moment arrives I'll stay writing words in the memory of you You tell me, way-oh "Don't mind me saying, but I can't stay longer" Way-oh, "I'm leaving this place and I'll be good" Hold on to me, hold on to me Panama now seems so sad Have we outgrown our childhood memories? Paranoid that we may have Send postcards with our names signed gently Writing down what's in my head We're wasting time, you claim there's plenty It's all I think about in my bed It's all I think about in my head 25 years, feeling old I was younger when you came home Now I'm so aware of, oh, how much you cared I'm taking my time on the road So these memories I'll always hold Yeah, I'm so aware of, oh, how much you cared 'Cause you were me and I was you Tears rushing once our time was through It's not often I see your coffin Just know I'm lost in the pain from you You tell me, way-oh (Way-oh) "Don't mind me saying, but I can't stay longer" Way-oh, "I'm leaving this place and I'll be good" Hold on to me, hold on to me Panama now seems so sad Have we outgrown our childhood memories? Paranoid that we may have Send postcards with our names signed gently Writing down what's in my head We're wasting time, you claim there's plenty It's all I think about in my bed Feelings change and feelings go I know this, I know Though we're distant on this road I know this, I know There's a feeling in the waves Your eyes on me, then suddenly, it all feels okay Hold on to me, hold on to me Panama now seems so sad Have we outgrown our childhood memories? Paranoid that we may have Send postcards with our names signed gently Writing down what's in my head We're wasting time, you claim there's plenty It's all I think about in my bed Hi Mike, this is Nana Just calling to wish you a happy birthday, have a good day You need to give me a buzz back 'Cause I know you're busy I love you, bye

You're still in the shower Don't know where you're gonna go I wish I had the power To make this house feel more like home I won't sleep a minute Leave the light on by the bed The bed you should be in, yeah It's not how it's supposed to end Please don't leave me here I don't know where I started Please don't leave me here I don't know where my heart is I see you when I see you It hurts, you'll never know 'Cause maybe you'll come running When you're done being alone I swear I'll wait forever If it means not letting go I'll put you under pressure Were you scared of getting close? Please don't leave me here I don't know where I started Please don't leave me here I don't know where my heart is All these bridges that we're burning Tables that we're turning I won't let this go to a middle ground Promises you're breaking Parts of me you're taking I don't know myself when you're not around Please don't leave me here I don't know where I started Please don't leave me here I don't know where my heart is

I'm a mess, i've been a mess for months I know it's real I've been doing anything i can to numb how it feels And i know that putting all this liquor in my body Won't exonerate me from the guilt that haunts me No, there's nothing in the world that's gonna stop me Still i wait for you And i know It's late and i wanna go home But I'm scared of how quiet it'll be without you I hate taking off my own clothes Getting in my own bed Spinning thoughts about you It's late and i'm waiting behind For the drugs to kick in And erase my body I hate how it's all in my head Smoking your cigarettes Thinking you could still want me I'm a mess, i've been a mess for months I know it's true I look for validation from anybody that's not you, yeah And i know that putting all this liquor in my body Won't exonerate me from the guilt that haunts me No, there's nothing in the world that's gonna stop me Still i wait for you And i know It's late and i wanna go home But I'm scared of how quiet it'll be without you I hate taking off my own clothes Getting in my own bed Spinning thoughts about you It's late and i'm waiting behind For the drugs to kick in And erase my body I hate how it's all in my head Smoking your cigarettes Thinking you could still want me It's late and I'm waiting behind For the drugs to kick in And erase my body I hate how it's all in my head And i know i'm a mess Thinking you could still want me

Feelings will change but I never feel enough And time heals in waves but won't fill the holes you dug Memories fade but I hold onto my love I stay awake wishing on stars above I try not to think about the ways that it's coming down The things I was feeling then I don't wanna feel again Deep breaths coming in and out One kick and I'm coming down The things that I never said I don't wanna hold them in It snowed in October when I wanted rain I don't think I'm changing but I don't feel the same And all of my pieces that I gave away I'm burning my body so I can stay warm I tried to grow but I never change enough I tried to be whole but somebody pulled the plug All that I was crumbled beneath your weight Days turn to night and love withers into hate I try not to think at all The room never felt so small I heard all the words you said Coloring my bones in red Have we lost the coast line yet? How deep does the water get? The waves go above my head I don't wanna hold my breath It snowed in October when I wanted rain I don't think I'm changing but I don't feel the same And all of my pieces that I gave away I'm burning my body so I can stay warm It snowed in October when I wanted rain I don't think I'm changing but I don't feel the same And all of my pieces that I gave away I'm burning my body so I can stay

This time it don't Feel like you want it all Did I do something wrong to make you go? Said, I would know When it's all good to fall Now, I just need you here to hold me close, ohh 'Cause I don't want another heart to fill the holes That you left under my covers for me to grow cold I don't wanna miss somebody who's not missing me But the city feels so lonely when you leave, yeah My room, where I want you, tangled ease in my sheets In your shirt that I got you half asleep, holding onto me My bed, where you left me, tangled up, now it's noon In your shirt that you gave me, half asleep, wishing I still had you Half asleep, wishing I still had you This time you said You're playing games again What are we becoming of it now? It's fine, I said If you're the one in my head 'Cause I just don't know how to put you out 'Cause I don't want another heart to fill the holes That you left under my covers for me to grow cold I don't wanna miss somebody who's not missing me But the city feels so lonely when you leave My room, where I want you, tangled ease in my sheets In your shirt that I got you, half asleep, holding onto me My bed, where you left me, tangled up, now it's noon In your shirt that you gave me, half asleep, wishing I still had you Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh I'm half asleep, wishing I still had you

Red-eyed, 21 You said look at the damage that we've done Tired, unconvinced I said it doesn't have to end like this 'Cause I choose staying up to fight than sleeping here alone I'd choose you a hundred times before letting you go, so Just stay with me Stay anything you want, anything you want Say you miss me Say anything at all, anything at all I'll wait 'til you make your mind 'Cause I understand we get lost sometimes Just stay angry Stay anything you want if you stay here with me Broken and alone You said it's not the way you wanna go Then don't go, don't run I said it doesn't have to hurt this much 'Cause I choose staying up to fight than sleeping here alone I'd choose you a hundred times before letting you go, so Just stay with me Stay anything you want, anything you want Say you miss me Say anything at all, anything at all I'll wait 'til you make your mind 'Cause I understand we get lost sometimes Just stay angry Stay anything you want if you stay here with me Tell me that I'm okay, tell me that I won't break Tell me that I'm all you need Tell me that you're healing, tell me that you feel it Tell me that you still believe Tell me that I'm okay, tell me that I won't break Tell me that I'm all you need Tell me that you're healing, tell me that you feel it Tell me that you still believe Just stay with me Stay anything you want, anything you want Say you miss me Say anything at all, anything at all I'll wait 'til you make your mind 'Cause I understand we get lost sometimes Just stay angry Stay anything you want if you stay here with me