Ghost In A Flower - Yorushika

You slipped suicide notes beneath my pillow as I slept In the morning the sun didn't come up, and the sun never came up again Everything here reminds me of you and it's getting harder to sleep The sheets on my bed still smell like your skin And it makes me sick, you make me sick, but why did you have to leave? I told you "never die", I told you "never leave" I didn't want you to haunt me, baby You slept in the backyard under the tree I didn't want you to haunt me, baby I don't want you anymore I don't want you anymore While your mother arranged flowers in the vase downstairs I undressed in your room The night was quiet but the sirens blared in the evening gloom I find traces of your footprints on the floor, I laugh at things I never would before Who are you to make me new? Who are you to leave? Let's drink to our eternal life And all the things that brought us closer to the sky Our endless passion, our endless strife When you pushed me to the edge but never let me fly The curtains open to the streetlight glow I didn't want you to haunt me, baby I wish I could sleep out in the snow I didn't want you to haunt me, baby I don't want you anymore I don't want you anymore I don't miss you anymore I don't need you anymore

I fell in love with a girl Sunday church mornings, she put on her pearls Come Monday morning, found her dead Tucked in our sheets Years passed, I slowly forgot The feeling of loving someone in my thoughts But I've begun feeling ice cold kisses On my cheeks I am in love with a ghost And she's in love with me At night I am left with my mind I reach for her hand, but it's cold and unkind Reminds me of summer nights We two shared intertwined The sheets she adorns on her head Look just like the ones we crocheted for our bed Her soft fatal whispers make me wish That I were dead I am in love with a ghost And she's hanging by a thread I know that you don't love me You're just searching for a body And you're hoping I'll comply Yes I know you do not love me But I wish you were proud of me To finally say goodbye