Ghost (Acoustic) - Badflower

Youngblood thinks there's always tomorrow I miss your touch on nights when I'm hollow I know you crossed a bridge that I can't follow Since the love that you left is all that I get I want you to know That if I can't be close to you I'll settle for the ghost of you I missed you more than life And if you can't be next to me Your memory is ecstasy I missed you more than life I missed you more than life Youngblood thinks there's always tomorrow I need more time, but time can't be borrowed I'd leave it all behind if I could follow Since the love that you left is all that I get I want you to know That if I can't be close to you I'll settle for the ghost of you I missed you more than life And if you can't be next to me Your memory is ecstasy I missed you more than life I missed you more than life I missed you And if I can't be close to you I'll settle for the ghost of you I missed you more than life And if you can't be next to me Your memory is ecstasy I missed you more than life I missed you more than life

Take a walk in a ghost town The sky is black as crows They don't make cars as they used to here Times they change The factories closed Take a ride on a ghost train Stare at the windows See time moves fast as a hurricane But it's so strange It feels so slow Well sometimes it gets so cold down here Where I swear it burns The wind like fire coming off of the Great Lakes Sometimes it gets so dark in here Hey I see it turn The emptiness that moves within my soul We on down in the ghost town (hey, hey, hey) See the crash in the rust See the ash in the dust Feel it slipping through your hands Falling on the shoes and the shoulders Of the ragged man You see the pride and the shame Like fire and the flame Well it burns through every mind And drops them like drunken soldiers On the riverbanks Well sometimes it gets so cold down here Yeah I swear it burns The wind like fire coming off of the Great Lakes Sometimes it gets so dark in here Where I see it turn The emptiness that moves within my soul We on down in a ghost town Yeah sometimes it gets so cold down here Hey I swear it burns The wind like fire coming off of the Great Lakes Sometimes it gets so dark in here Oh I see it turn The emptiness that moves within my soul We on down in the ghost town

Lately i've been thinking Lately i've been dreaming with you I'm so resistent to this type of thinking Oh now it's shining through I was alone for the last time Before my nights' vacation with you Alive from the first now i'm denied By the ghost of you Oh you take yourself a photograph and laugh at me Please I know there's little use in crying It's more wide awake and dying than i'm used to I thought we'd walk these streets together Now i'm hoping that I'll never have to meet you Step aside from all this anger And somewhere in between I can feel you Ask me should we try again I'm thinking no yeah It's not what i believe in It's not what i believe in Oh, Won't you take yourself a photograph and laugh at me Please You make yourself a photograph and laugh at me Please No I, wanna taste your love No I... no I No I, just wanna taste your love Oh, no I Standing in your shoes I turn And now you're standing bare in my doorway I only wish that I had been prepared I'm gonna have to go along with your way Just take the plastic camera out It's in the pants you borrowed in the driveway Alive from the first now i'm denied by the ghost of you Make yourself a photograph & laugh at me please Yeah make yourself a photograph & laugh at me please No i want a taste of love no i I was alive from the first now i'm denied by the ghost of you

We're getting old now (We're getting old now) But I don't feel it (But I don't feel it) I say you're beautiful (I say you're beautiful) And I still mean it (And I still mean it) And I don't wanna know (And I don't wanna know) What old age feels like (What old age feels like) So promise me you won't (So promise me you won't) Give up on this life (Give up on this life) And we'll be busy tryin' While the rest of them are dyin' Promise me we'll never grow up I don't wanna let go I wanna stay young And even when the wrinkles show up We'll be laughing, and We can play forever Don't make me face the truth I think it's obvious That we'll stay happy 'Cause I'm the happiest ('Cause I'm the happiest) When you smile at me And we won't end the same A broken family I'll never walk away Without you with me And times are getting harder But I'm nothing like my father Promise me we'll never grow up I don't wanna fall out I wanna make love And even when we can't, so what? We're together, and Happy ever after Don't make me face the truth That I'm dying soon That we're dying Don't say goodbye (When did we get so old, so old, so old?) We're so much older... All I want is one more life with you When did we get so old? Why'd you get so sick? And how could you die? You promised me you'd never grow up Now I have to let go God, I miss you so much And even when your heart gave out I was thinkin' how I won't say goodbye You promised me you'd never grow up But you fucking grew up God, I miss you so much And even when your heart gave out I was thinkin' I'd Love you 'til forever And I can't face the truth That I died with you That you lied (That you died...) You died

I tried it once before, but I didn't get too far I felt a lot of pain, but it didn't stop my heart And all I really wanted was someone to give a little fuck But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up I tried it once before, and I think I might have messed up I struggled with the veins, and I guess I didn't bleed enough But maybe I'm alive 'cause I didn't really wanna die But nothing very special ever happens in my life Take the blade away from me I am a freak, I am afraid that All the blood escaping me won't end the pain And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me I died to be the white ghost Of the man that I was meant to be I tried it like before, and this time I made a deep cut I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough And I should've told my mother, "Mom, I love you" like a good son But this life is overwhelming, and I'm ready for the next one Take the blade away from me I am a freak, I am afraid that All the blood escaping me won't end the pain And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me I died to be the white ghost Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah I tried it once again, and I think I might black out I should've left a letter, but I had nothing to write about My blood is all around me, I get dizzy if I stand up The cutting part was easy, but regretting it is so fucked Take the blade away from me I am a freak, I am afraid that All the blood escaping me won't end the pain And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me I died to be the white ghost Of the man that I was meant to be I tried it once again and I think I went too far The man that I was meant to be I cut a little deeper, and the pressure stopped my heart The man that I was meant to be I couldn't tell my mother that I love her, I'm a bad son This life is overwhelming, and I'm ready for the next one

I'm nervous, so nervous I overeat I lack a purpose And I'm only scratching the surface And I'm not shelved 'Cause sex sells But how long 'til I'm cancelled This is 30, fucking 30 I'm still here I'm still dirty I made it, I'm a flower I don't sleep, I don't shower I masturbate twice every hour (haha, that's fucking disgusting) And my band's sick 'Cause my head's sick (yeah, okay) I get drunk and I'm reckless Stalk my Twitter, stan my bullshit This is 30 Something is wrong with me Ah, ah, ah Yeah, yeah, yeah Hahahahaha So raise up your glasses to going out of fashion To acronyms, sex cams and social distractions 'Cause everything's changing, and I don't know shit about shit I'm older, I've got wrinkles I still complain, I get pimples I miss when everything was simple The sex passed too fast I ask, how long did your ex last? I'm fucking worthless I'm unhappy This is 30 Yeah! Ah, ah, ah Yeah, yeah, yeah So get off your asses and take down the masses Socialists, fascists, the world is all plastic 'Cause everyone fakes it But they don't know shit about shit You treat me like a baby Forgive me when I'm wrong You love me when I'm crazy I'm alright, but I hate that song You treat me like a baby Forgive me when I'm wrong You love me when I'm crazy You know my only wish is for a better life Don't treat me like a baby And fight me when I'm wrong Slap me when I'm crazy I'm alright, but I hate that song

Stalker, stalker One day I'll probably fucking kill her, kill her 'Cause if she ever got to know me, know me She'd probably think I'm fucking crazy, crazy Yeah, another fucking psycho, psycho I'm just another fucking freak show, freak show Nobody's ever gonna love me, love me I think I need to fucking let go, let go (ha-ha) So what? I'm good for nothing You stupid bitch, I bet you never saw me coming Am I supposed to be chill when Chad rails you? His big cock, his big hands, his jawbone, his trust fund His small brains and his intellect Oh-yeah, Chad, the high school quarterback No class but he gets ass While freaks and outcasts like me get picked last, and picked on in gym class Stalker, stalker One day I'll probably fucking kill her, kill her 'Cause if she ever got to know me, know me She'd probably think I'm fucking crazy, crazy Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, it's getting so damn hard to be so alone Ooh-ooh, I pretend I'm with somebody I don't know Kill all men, isn't that your mantra? Feminist bitch, here, let me fix it for you Kill all boys and kill all girls Kill myself and kill the Western world I'm an incel and it's hell, I should be in a cell But, oh well, they can't tell me from my own self I'm not sorry for the things that I've done I blame everybody else for the man I've become Ooh-ooh-ooh (You all made fun of me) Da-da-pa-pa-pa (This is what you deserve) Stalker, stalker One day I'll probably fucking kill her, kill her 'Cause if she ever got to know me, know me She'd probably think I'm fucking crazy, crazy Yeah, I'm just a fucking psycho, psycho I'm just another fucking freak show, freak show Nobody's ever gonna love me, love me I think I need to fucking let go, let go, ah Ooh-ooh-ooh, it's getting so damn hard to be so alone Ooh-ooh, I pretend I'm with somebody I don't know Ooh-ooh-ooh, I feel her breath on my shoulder She's my favorite lover, and I don't even know her (Anon, maybe if you stopped blaming women for your shitty life) (And started treating them with respect, you'd find a girlfriend) (S-T-F-U, Anon) (Found the incel) (This is why I hate women) (This is why I hate men) (You really thought you did something) (Whatever, sexist) (Whatever, slut) Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, it's getting so damn hard to be so alone Ooh-ooh, I pretend I'm with somebody I don't know Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, it's getting so damn hard to be so alone Ooh-ooh, I pretend I'm with somebody I don't know Stalker, stalker One day I'll probably fucking kill her, kill her 'Cause if she ever got to know me, know me She'd probably think I'm fucking crazy, crazy Yeah, another fucking psycho, psycho I'm just another fucking freak show, freak show Nobody's ever gonna love me, love me I think I need to fucking let go, let go, ah Ooh-ooh-ooh Da-da-pa-pa-pa Pa-da-pa Ooh-ooh-ooh Pa-ra-pa-ra-ra-pa-pa