ghost - mary in the junkyard

I tried it once before, but I didn't get too far I felt a lot of pain, but it didn't stop my heart And all I really wanted was someone to give a little fuck But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up I tried it once before, and I think I might have messed up I struggled with the veins, and I guess I didn't bleed enough But maybe I'm alive 'cause I didn't really wanna die But nothing very special ever happens in my life Take the blade away from me I am a freak, I am afraid that All the blood escaping me won't end the pain And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me I died to be the white ghost Of the man that I was meant to be I tried it like before, and this time I made a deep cut I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough And I should've told my mother, "Mom, I love you" like a good son But this life is overwhelming, and I'm ready for the next one Take the blade away from me I am a freak, I am afraid that All the blood escaping me won't end the pain And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me I died to be the white ghost Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah I tried it once again, and I think I might black out I should've left a letter, but I had nothing to write about My blood is all around me, I get dizzy if I stand up The cutting part was easy, but regretting it is so fucked Take the blade away from me I am a freak, I am afraid that All the blood escaping me won't end the pain And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me I died to be the white ghost Of the man that I was meant to be I tried it once again and I think I went too far The man that I was meant to be I cut a little deeper, and the pressure stopped my heart The man that I was meant to be I couldn't tell my mother that I love her, I'm a bad son This life is overwhelming, and I'm ready for the next one

I'm searching For something That I can't reach I don't like them innocent I don't want no face fresh Want them wearing leather Begging, let me be your taste test" I like the sad eyes, bad guys Mouth full of white lies Kiss me in the corridor But quick to tell me goodbye You say that you're no good for me 'Cause I'm always tugging at your sleeve And I swear I hate you when you leave But I like it anyway My ghost Where'd you go? I can't find you in the body sleeping next to me My ghost Where'd you go? What happened to the soul that you used To be? You're a Rolling Stone boy Never sleep alone boy Got a million numbers And they're filling up your phone, boy I'm off the deep end, sleeping All night through the weekend Saying that I love him but I know I'm gonna leave him You say that you're no good for me 'Cause I'm always tugging at your sleeve And I swear I hate you when you leave But I like it anyway My ghost Where'd you go? I can't find you in the body sleeping next to me My ghost Where'd you go? What happened to the soul that you used To be? I'm searching For something That I can't reach My ghost Where'd you go? I can't find you in the body sleeping next to me My ghost Where'd you go? What happened to the soul that you used To be?

I am the King I am the King I am the King I am the King I am the King I am the King I am the King I am the King One dead marine through the hatch Scratch and scrape this heavenly body Every inch of winning skin There's garbage in honey's sack again Garbage in honey's sack again Garbage in honey's sack again Honey, honey, honey, honey Come on and kiss me Honey, honey, honey, honey Stack the garbage junk Honey, honey, honey, honey Honey's child is taken over this place Two dead marines standing in a row Drink to me, my heavenly body Every inch a winning thing There's garbage in honey's sack again Garbage in honey's sack again Garbage in honey's sack again Honey, honey, honey, honey Come on and kiss me Honey, honey, honey, honey Stack all this junk Honey, honey, honey, honey Honey's child is taken over this place Hack, hack, hack, hack hack this heavenly body Yack, yack, yack, yack, yack, yack goes junk-face Scratch, scrape, scratch, scrape this winning thing There's garbage in honey's sack again Junk in honey's bunk again Garbage in honey Garbage in honey Garbage in honey Garbage in honey Garbage in honey Garbage in honey Garbage in honey Garbage in honey Garbage in honey Garbage in honey Garbage in honey Garbage in honey

Dented bodies, broken souls Wilted roses, hearts grow cold Unhappy endings and shattered dreams ? Where's the candlelight, where's the smiles Man this place goes on for miles There's heaps and heaps of wedding rings Equal space for tramps and kings There's no doberman dogs or security guards at the love junkyard Open twenty four hours, come as you are, yeah, to the love junkyard Tanks of teardrops shed in vain Mixin with the pouring rain Promises go up in smoke Freight cars full of abandoned hurt and hope There's no doberman dogs or security guards at the love junkyard Open twenty four hours, come as you are, yeah, to the love junkyard Tiny trysts or grand affairs, there抯 no more need for teddy bears The time for pretty words has past, so fly the flag of love half mast At the love junkyard, yeah There's no dobermans though or security guards at the love junkyard Open twenty four hours, bring your broken heart, to the love junkyard To the love, to the love junkyard Is that you, is that you, is that you baby, is that you... Look what I've done for you ...