Fuh Spite - Kes, J.Perry & Patrick Michael Brun

Well, it's been a long time since you left I've been thinking quite a lot about the things that you said We were sitting on the beach talking about all you're regrets I'll admit I was relieved when you didn't say this was one And I know I'm much to restless Reel in all my expectations Work on building up my patience Too much, it's too much Too much Is this progress Are you happy Are you focused I am pissed off You said why is that? I hate that you asked 'Cus I haven't figured it out myself And I'm standing in a boiling shower Trying to slow my racing pulse I try to breathe But I can't seem To stop my trembling hands from shaking And I know it's been a while since I broke I been thinking quite a lot about that time that we spoke I was laying in my bed Face first in my phone When you told me over text That you think you'd rather be alone And I know I'm much to invested Reel in my extensive second guessing Forget my regrets And finally go to sleep But I am too fucking tired To get into bed So I am lying on the floor On the carpet instead I am buried in my phone And the lives of my friends I am marinating in nostalgia There were thirty something people A smoke filled room And I was dodging conversations While I stared at you And you were caught up with your friends But then you turned your head And you smiled, discretely waved, then looked away And you smiled, discretely waved, then looked away And you smiled, discretely waved, then looked away And you smiled, discretely waved, then looked away And you smiled, discretely waved, then looked away Is this progress Are you happy Are you focused I am pissed off I am pissed off

I trapped myself here with all eyes locked on me Except for the ones I adore (that I adore) I can't speak, I lash out Find me convulsing on the fucking floor Stare at the wall and strain until my head explodes 'Cause no ones coming through that fucking door Fuck No, God dammit, no! (No!) Don't give a fuck how you're feeling (No!) Don't give a fuck about what you have to say Don't care if someone has it worse than me Tomorrow does not hold a better day I'll do whatever it takes to make you look at me that way again (Just look at me) To make you lost in me like I'm lost in you I'll do whatever it fucking takes To ruin you, to ruin you To haunt you, to haunt you To make you lesser, lesser To break you the fuck down Irrelevant, isolate Last night I put my belt around my neck But I'm still here, still a fucking wreck I guess I'm just selfish I needed something permanent I'll no longer be degraded I'll just decompose (decompose) Terrible memories in once wonderful places I can't seem to find the the beauty in anything anymore Drown me in the ocean you hold in your eyes Drown me Drown me, yeah, yeah Drown me Drown me, fucker Drown me Drown me Drown me Yeah this is how I'll fucking die Hold my head under wet lying lips Kiss me goodbye (goodbye) Kiss me goodbye Kiss me goodbye

Come on baby now, let me look at you Talking 'bout yourself, try to tell the truth I could stay up half the night, trying to crack your code I could stay up half the night, but I'd rather hit the road On the night that I met you, I was on the town On the night that I met you I just wanna know how you feel Want a love that's so proud and real You make me wanna go out and steal I just want it fuh you, I just want it fuh you Come on baby now, help me work it out I won't let you down so you don't need to shout I could stay up half the night, playing with your head I could stay up half the night, but I'd rather go to bed On the night that I met you, I was on the town On the night that I met you I just wanna know how you feel Want a love that's so proud and real You make me wanna go out and steal I just want it fuh you, I just want it fuh you And everyday, in every way And everyday, in every way I just wanna know how you feel Want a love that's so proud and real You make me wanna go out and steal I just want it fuh you, I just want it fuh you I just wanna know how you feel Want a love that's so proud and real You make me wanna go out and steal I just want it fuh you

Blah, blah, blah, bitch Using bid'ness just to sit up on my dick How I know is cause she asking for my Addie, Addie When we at work, she hopin' that we both be chatty patties Yeah? Fuh what? They want your number so they can call you Fuh what? Just to come over to cook for all you Fuh what? Thought she was thirsty and it was all true Only business she want is hopin' you let her fall through Fuh what? They want your number so they can call you Fuh what? Just to come over to cook for all you Fuh what? Thought she was thirsty and it was all true Only business she want is hopin' you let her fall through Fuh what? Givin' y'all the shout of the day We celebrating, we no longer selling powder for pay Though the ladies really wanna question without a delay They beat around the bush instead of gettin' it out of the way Come to my success, we yelling "Prost" (Prost!) I can never blame the bitches wanting to get close Cause this independent game, we make the most That's why all the ladies asking me "Can we get ghost?" (Ghost!) Then these ladies wanna fuck down But they want us all to hush now Instead of saying she wants her guts pounded, she think of everything to cut 'round it I'ma just tell you to cut to the chase You want the D, and you up for the taste Lie and run away, got lots of people They rushing for our way like fucking seagulls Wanna see you after hours, to cut But instead of steppin', like a coward, you stuck Wanna come and make me chowder? drink some Amaretto Sours? Play that Absolute Power louder to fu-fu. Fuh what? They want your number so they can call you Fuh what? Just to come over to cook for all you Fuh what? Thought she was thirsty and it was all true Only business she want is hopin' you let her fall through Fuh what? They want your number so they can call you Fuh what? Just to come over to cook for all you Fuh what? Thought she was thirsty and it was all true Only business she want is hopin' you let her fall through Fuh what? I ain't with that phony shit Stop acting like we got bid'ness when you wanted to only sit on thee dick See me and passin' you, wanna see you wag your tail Worse that can happen is me telling you "Take this bag of L's" Hate you had to fail, cause really it was on groom-watch Havin' visions of you when I was livin' up in the Boondocks Bringin' children up in the building, try'na consume shots Blood-sucking bitches be the reason I keep my room locked So keep a square bid'ness The thing you really want from Tech Nina ain't near bid'ness They really quick to run up and offer you their digits They got millionaire wishes They want you to bare witness, to share kisses Fuh what? They want your number so they can call you Fuh what? Just to come over to cook for all you Fuh what? Thought she was thirsty and it was all true Only business she want is hopin' you let her fall through Fuh what? They want your number so they can call you Fuh what? Just to come over to cook for all you Fuh what? Thought she was thirsty and it was all true Only business she want is hopin' you let her fall through Fuh what? Ringin' my phone Real late at night when my bitch is at home I can't believe it, this got me heated How you gon' hit me this late 'bout a song Bitch, watch your lip quick Let us be realistic If you come in fraudulent, you'll never sit on this dick She look at my Rollie Barely even know me, wanna cook me some Bertolli Question is: fuh what? Answer is: to fuck! Keep it real baby bubble Burning bridges being a bitch Watch out! Tech N9ne! And she's on call, fuh what? They want your number so they can call you Just to come over to cook for all you Thought she was thirsty and it was all true Only business she want is hopin' you let her fall through