Fuck Up - Sarah Shook & the Disarmers

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'Cause I've been a fuck up my whole damn life There ain't too many things I've eva' done right And maybe one day, I'll settle down an' get a wife But until then, I'm just livin' my life But I'm just a fuck up (Fucked up, fuck-up) Yes, I'm just a fuck up (Fucked up, fuck-up) Yes, I'm just a fuck up Yes, I'm just a fuck up Yes, I'm just a fuck up Yes, I'm just a fuck up I'm fucked up Real deal, thoroughbred, used to have a life of crime Graduated, now they pay yo' boy just to write a rhyme My best isn't enough, so I tend not to give a fuck Only got one life to live an' I reckon I live it up, man I'm a dog, probably need to keep me on a leash An' listen y'all inside us all lies a little beast With a world full of all these fuckin' different kind of people I guess it's sad to say that there's some necessary evils This girl is in my ear, an' she's begging me just to leave All the sudden my ability to think is leaving me An' I know I'm fucked up, an' Lord, I know I ain't livin' right But, tell the truth y'all, I may never get it right 'Cause I've been a fuck up my whole damn life There ain't too many things I've ev'a done right An' maybe one day, I'll settle down an' get a wife But, until then, I'm just livin' my life But I'm just a fuck up (Fucked up, fuck-up) Yes, I'm just a fuck up (Fucked up, fuck-up) Yes, I'm just a fuck up Yes, I'm just a fuck up Yes, I'm just a fuck up Yes, I'm just a fuck up I'm fucked up Phony homies callin' me, man, I swear they like to talk Treat 'em like my taxes now, all I do is write 'em off Finally got it goin', man, I finally got a budget But, wouldn'a got it if my attitude was not, "Fuck it" So, I'm drunk all out in public, stumblin' over steps It's ten in the mornin', an' I ain't been to sleep, yet An' I'm still drinking, I got a meeting right around noon Walkin' in with Shoey, an I'm high as a balloon Whoo, I can't believe that I get paid to write songs I've been never wrong write but I've been right wrong Take me out in public, I'll embarrass your ass I'm a real deal, piece of american trash 'Cause I've been a fuck up my whole damn life There ain't too many things I've eva' done right And maybe one day, I'll settle down an' get a wife But until then, I'm just livin' my life But I'm just a fuck up (Fucked up, fuck-up) Yes, I'm just a fuck up (Fucked up, fuck-up) Yes, I'm just a fuck up Yes, I'm just a fuck up Yes, I'm just a fuck up Yes, I'm just a fuck up I'm fucked up Dark rooms and long nights, them really long nights We've been doing wrong things lately, but it's alright Grew up 'round sinners, that just really wanna win So everytime I get a chance, fuck, I'm going in! There's no need to pretend, fuck it, let's go again! Refuse to leave a conversation, with an open end Ain't ever been a bully, I bullied bullies in back My mind's got a brain that isn't fully intact Forgive me how I talk, I might come off aggressive But just speak direct, when you speak in my direction I don't wanna talk circles, or pretend to be friends I'm any day away from jumpin' off the deep end An' meanwhile, my career, they say it's blowin' up Everytime I drop a track, now them people goin' nuts Meanwhile it's like a can of worms, an' it just opened up Finally got rid of all the fucks, that tried to hold me up! I got a publicist now, man, I've been lovin' it But, I don't think she really knows who she' been fuckin' with! 'Cause, when I get fuckin' rich, I bet I go fuck up shit! Get on interviews, an' I bet I say the dumbest shit Bet, the record label hates everyone I'm runnin' with I'ma blow off a bunch of money for the fuck of it? Hey, look, I needed this! Sometimes, I just need to vent! This is therapeutic music! Every verse, I bleed on it 'Cause I've been a fuck up my whole damn life There ain't too many things I've eva' done right And maybe one day, I'll settle down an' get a wife But until then, I'm just livin' my life But I'm just a fuck up (Fucked up, fuck-up)

Every day you tell me I'm a drunkard And every night you lie awake and stew I never claimed to be anything other, darling 'Cause the bottle never lets me down the way you do Every night I sit 'til sun-up drinkin' And every day I wait for night to fall So I can clear the darkest mem'ries from my recollection And hear no sounds and feel nothing at all The bottle never lets me down You won't find it running round In the darkest corners of this town Away from me No, I keep this bottle close in hand It's the only thing left that I got that I can Make me feel the man I used to be I never want to remember the joy you bought me Oh, I how used to laugh, all of the things we'd do I've forgotten all about the things that could be, darling 'Cause the bottle never lets me down the way you do The bottle never lets me down You won't find it running round In the darkest corners of this town Away from me No, I keep this bottle close in hand It's the only thing left that I got that I can Make me feel the man I used to be Make me feel the man Make me feel the man Make me feel the man I used to be

Skippin' cracks in the sidewalk Kickin' cracks in my head Keep on stickin' to my block Stuck on a loop I got bones in my backyard So I stay shut up in my house Got a five for a high card Got a gun in case I gotta go out Talkin' to myself about it Talkin' to myself I didn't mean to go on about it Lookin' at cats on the corner Pills in the kitchen for my cough Bad shit goin' down on the border Bad brain don't ever turn off

Down in the valley where I started to pine Buried by the weight of each day But I picked me a mountain and I started to climb Now every reason has a rhyme I'm up here in the atmosphere (I got this) The sun is shinin' and my eyes are clear (I got this) I can see all a my problems from here (I got this) I got this In the hush of the mornin' in the misty still When all of the pages are blank Write you a story you can proudly tell They say the best revenge is living well

You ain't got no way of knowin' what you got until it's gone My baby she sure showed me But every I find myself all down and out I realise I am to blame to some degree Well I ain't makin' no mistakes like the last time I ain't just keepin' you around as a pastime I swear I won't take you for granted I get I don't deserve demandin' Baby please give me one last try Well I gave my best and fell short by a mile And no man got no business tellin' you to smile But I'm the one who brought you down can't I make it up somehow? I'd give anything I own to reconcile Well I ain't makin' no mistakes like the last time I ain't just keepin' you around as a pastime I swear I won't take you for granted I get I don't deserve demandin' Baby please give me one last try Well I ain't makin' no mistakes like the last time I ain't just keepin' you around as a pastime I swear I won't take you for granted I get I don't deserve demandin' Baby please give me one last try Baby please give me one last try Baby please give me one last try

The devil on your shoulder is your only friend There he sits just to remind you all good things come to an end And you can fight it with the thoughts you think and the words you say It doesn't change anything You been left to your own devices And oh yes they're all vices And there's no one comin' to overturn the tables Lord knows you'd leave it all behind if you were able I've walked the path you wander now and I know it well Each step a reminder, each day a hazy hell God is dead and heaven's silent, death has lost its sting It doesn't change anything The bottle and the needle reign Where memories are deafening And there's no one comin' to overturn the tables Lord knows you'd leave it all behind if you were able