It hurts to let go when you're holding on so tight, just like a vine You climb up, fall down, get hurt, but you still wanna climb You think trying again won't hurt, saying it'll be better this time But it turns out you're on a roundabout, and not a straight line Oh, feels like I'm going in circles lately Don't know how to get out safely Get stuck in my thoughts daily Don't know how to move on from the past I really thought me and her would last Don't know how it all even passed But to be honest it happened way too fast Ay, gotta learn how to move on It's taking way too long, gotta get a move on We tried to hold on for too long But we can't get a right from two wrongs It hurts to let go when you're holding on so tight, just like a vine You climb up, fall down, get hurt, but you still wanna climb You think trying again won't hurt, saying it'll be better this time But it turns out you're on a roundabout, and not a straight line What is you telling me Watching your dress set fire, situation dire You lying to me You started the fight, why you crying to me? Girl, I'm feeling transparent, you seeing through me Lately your skin ain't been warm, just like usual It remind me of December I told you to quote me, now you "don't remember" I wanted to free your mind, but now it's sheltered Smoke in the air, fogging up my mentals I'm faking a smile, showing off my dentals Playing games, like my middle name, it'll paint your picture looking selfish Why don't you realize that I cherish that look in your eyes It emit vibes when I'm lonely Just want somebody to hold me It hurts to let go when you're holding on so tight, just like a vine You climb up, fall down, get hurt, but you still wanna climb You think trying again won't hurt, saying it'll be better this time But it turns out you're on a roundabout, and not a straight line

Been a while since I've been alone Taking time, time out on my own I got on my red velvet heels Whiskey in my hand like I'm in a movie reel Been a while since I've been alone I'm not stressing out, I'll keep doing me Dressed up for myself, I don't care who sees I'm my, I'm my number one priority Yeah, I'm the leader of my own damn team I'm not stressing out, I'll keep doing me Dressed up for myself, I don't care who sees I'm my, I'm my number one priority Yeah, I'm the leader of my own damn team Now I'm free, I'm making up the rules (I'm making up the rules) Independent, I never felt so good I got on my red velvet heels Whiskey in my hand like I'm in a movie reel Now I'm free, I'm making up the rules (I'm making up the rules) I'm not stressing out, I'll keep doing me Dressed up for myself, I don't care who sees I'm my, I'm my number one priority (yeah, I'm my number one) Yeah, I'm the leader of my own damn team (no) I'm not stressing out, I'll keep doing me Dressed up for myself, I don't care who sees I'm my, I'm my number one priority Yeah, I'm the leader of my own damn team Doing it for me, me (Doing it for) me, me Doing it for me, me Doing it for me, me I'm doing it for me I'm not stressing out, I'll keep doing me Dressed up for myself, I don't care who sees I'm my, I'm my number one priority Yeah, I'm the leader of my own damn team I'm not stressing out, I'll keep doing me Dressed up for myself, I don't care who sees I'm my, I'm my number one priority Yeah, I'm the leader of my own damn team