Freestyle Gangs 34 - Black Barbe

(Wow, demxntia) I just wanna know where my mind is at It's somewhere in between being happy and sad I wish that I could take away the pain from my friends But everybody knows that it never ends, man I can barely help myself, forget everyone else Giving out advice I barely follow myself I just wanna disappear, fuck heaven or hell Six o'clock in the morning eyes glued to my cell Bloodshot-red, got a pain in my head I can never sleep, I'm making music instead Lookin' in the mirror think I'm halfway dead Or almost there I don't even think I care, but Mom's gettin' worried at the habits I have I apologize for everything in the past Doin' fuck-shit every day, skippin' all of my classes But I'm glad it's workin' out, let me pay you back Every time I drop a song people ask if it's sad And everybody spam my shit only for a collab But I don't fuck with anybody unless you're one of my brothers And if I barely work with them Then why the fuck should I bother with you? And I'm gettin' tired of all of this Bullshit that comes with the things that I do Fuck up my voice just to make a new Song every day, so this dream comes true But honestly forget all that, I can buy the shit I want Because I'll make it back Replace the pain with Y-3s in the triple black Call it first-degree murder when I kill this track Crescent moon on my wrist, I'm alive in the night If the reaper tryna take me, I'ma put up a fight Everybody is sus, so I keep my circle tight Don't pretend to be my friend, and get the fuck out my sight, yuh