For You (feat. Phrase & NFA) - Illy

I'm a get on my sorta emo shit on this one, gonna vent a little, I hope you don't mind. Yeah, listen. I hope you don't mind if I spill my pain The longer that I don't is like I'm goin' insane Can I let it all out? Can I let it all out? See I hope you don't mind if I spill my pain The longer that I don't is like I'm goin' insane Can I let it all out? Can I let it all out? I wish I had a time machine To change the way that my mind perceives everythin' my eyes have seen And make me look at life through a wider screen It ain't what you might believe's happenin' behind the scenes I treat the beat like an X-ray Press play looking inside The best way to express pain Fucking up is becomin' somethin' I'm used to Cause sometimes to find yourself you gotta lose you To those listenin' sorry for bein' emo But fuck what the doctor says This is what I need though Yeah, and so I'm walkin' into that cloud Where it has to hurt just to bring you back down Almost became addicted to the painkillers Cause without that feelin' yo the pain's killer You'd think having a near death experience'd Make a smart person take their life more serious From nearly diein' to feelin' so enlightened To nearly cryin' and feelin' only frightened Releasin' this is hard yo it fuckin' hurts a bit It's the only way I know how to come to terms with it And this is Matt here I'm givin' you the real me I just hope that you can feel me And I know you're probably thinkin' I should keep it to myself But I can't yo I need it cause it helps I hope you don't mind if I spill my pain The longer that I don't is like I'm goin' insane Can I let it all out? Can I let it all out? So I hope you don't mind if I spill my pain The longer that I don't is like I'm goin' insane Can I let it all out? Can I let it all out? And with the partyin' I think I need to settle down To be real I'm gettin' a little messy now A few drinks and I'm stressin' out in another state Looking for my mum to come and get me out I've got no idea when I'm coming home And all I want is to be left the fuck alone I'm only being real the depression comes and goes Ignore it cause tonight there is yet another show Looking in the mirror like what the fuck am I starin' at? Not recognizin' the brittle mess that is staring back So I'm givin' you the deepest shit you ever hear So if you've got time for Matthew then lend an ear I'm just hopin' that I've said it clear If I stay on this path the end for 360 is gettin' near I know you're thinkin' I should keep it to myself But I can't yo I need it cause it helps I hope you don't mind if I spill my pain The longer that I don't is like I'm goin' insane Can I let it all out? Can I let it all out? So I hope you don't mind if I spill my pain The longer that I don't is like I'm goin' insane Can I let it all out? Can I let it all out? I see my mates like my brothers yo I hardly see 'em anymore The last time was a month ago They either workin' or gettin' in relationships I should do that too but yo I hate this shit Don't get me wrong yo I love women With what I see though it makes it hard for me to put my trust in 'em All it takes is one person to fail you And then you feel like majority will fail too My insecurities will swallow me whole And when they arise yo I'm not in control They watchin' every move and they move with me Like "Look at that dude 60, that motherfucker's too skinny." I can handle friends tellin' me I'm underweight But from a stranger it's somethin' that I fuckin' hate I know you're unaware that shit's a low blow But you feel the need to tell me like you think I don't know? No, that's rude, find a bridge and jump off And if I tell you to fuck off then fuck off That's not bein' immature about it That's me admittin' I'm insecure about it And yo I'm sorry if I'm seemin' insane But I wrote this while I was at the peak of the pain But now it's got me thinkin' I should keep it to myself But I can't yo I need it cause it helps I hope you don't mind if I spill my pain The longer that I don't is like I'm goin' insane Can I let it all out? Can I let it all out? So I hope you don't mind if I spill my pain The longer that I don't is like I'm goin' insane Can I let it all out? Can I let it all out?

Ah-Ah-Ah, bl-, blessing flow The reason for life is love And even before there was My hands scretch forth up above Zion we love Mockeries and phrase, Babylon applauding for bulding an evilous world Follies and craze, ghetto youths skylarking, not seeing all dem twist and twirl Mockeries and phrase, states and church applauding for building the Western World Follies and craze, ghetto youths skylarking, not seeing this true Babylon Where do you go from here? Rasta found you guilty on the points of care Atomic energy fuel your ego cheer Manufacture machine based upon your nuclear Your human family beeing dropped to warfare In the children heart you try to drive all your fear Can be recognized from the clothes you wear Yet we nah judge your seam dem, neither your tear I tell you now Living in this polluted hemisphere, youths hold strong Judgement again! The works of the wicked never will prevail for long Where you belong, Ethiopian? Babylon me tell yuh say ah Mockeries and phrase, Babylon applauding for bulding than evilous world Follies and craze, ghetto youths skylarking, not seeing all dem twist and twirl Mockeries and phrase, states and church applauding for building the evilous world Follies and craze, ghetto youths skylarking, not seeing Me tell dem the youths in agony, organize proper thing Ey! channel the only way dey go So call authority giving us brutality I fight for my rights also Nothing to eat, we hungry--Ey! no clothes, we hungry Bullets will never stop flow Selassie I - love and mercy inna the crumbling city Protect us all! Ah tell you now oh oh oh Living in polluted hemisphere, people hold strong Judgement again! The works of the wicked MAN never will prevail for long Where you belong? Give us repatriation! Selassie I done know say ah Mockeries and phrase, Babylon applauding for giving such An evilous world Follies and craze, ghetto youths skylarking, not seeing all dem Twist & twirl Kill we fi days, Babylon applauding, cause him dunk we inna the Evilous world Follies and craze, ghetto youths skylarking, we'll be strong all you Boys & girls Mockeries and phrase, Government applauding for bulding such An evilous world Follies and craze, you're all of them laughing, the pollutant boy and girls Mockeries and phrase, Babylon applauding for bulding the evilous world Follies and craze, Babylon dem laughing, oh-oh Babylon! Where do you go from here? Rasta found you guilty on the points of care Atomic energy fuel your ego cheer Manufacture machine based upon your nuclear Your human family beeing dropped to warfare Ina the youths the man you try to drive all your fear You can be recognized from the clothes you wear Still we nah judge your seam dem, neither your tear Tell dem then atrocity Mockeries and phrase, Babylon applauding for bulding the evilous world Follies and craze, maybe you'd stop Ohhh zion known.