We packed our bags and ran as far as we could go To find a place that we could finally call our own And until now the road is all I've ever known And I can't say I've ever felt at home here And I've been hanging on to every single word And every moment lost are just misunderstood And I don't think I've ever been this nervous But you wrap your arms around my heart just like you always do And the light in your eyes Is my only truth And wherever I've been I'll come running back to you And if you decide That you needed proof Well with all I had left I would give it all for you With all I had left If I could speak I'd tell you every thing I know Each passing moment you become more beautiful And I keep searching blindly through the words So I collected all the things we left unsaid And built a tower that reached a mile above my head From all the way up here I see the earth turn And you wrap your arms around my heart just like you always do And the light in your eyes Is my only truth And wherever I've been I'll come running back to you And if you decide That you needed proof Well with all I had left I would give it all for you Cause the light in your eyes Is my only truth And wherever I've been I'll come running back to you And if you decide That you needed proof With all I had left I would give it all for you

They didn't ask him to leave when the bell rang, Drinking whiskey much older than I am. I sat and I watched him, watching his watch And he turned round and asked me the time. The waitress wandered across from the kitchen, She was ever so slightly singing. A song he once knew, A beautiful tune. And he wished that he knew it once more. He asked me 'Where do you go, when your mind doesn't work with your soul? I have memories made. Now I can't put a face to a name. Do you know who I am? Where did I go? And where have I been? Do you know who I am? All that I've loved and all that I've seen seems to go.' There she sat with her tea in the garden, Didn't remember why we were arguing. The point had been lost, she forgot where it was, So she told me the story again. She had told me to look in the kitchen, She said some of her things had gone missing. They all had been stored where she kept them before. It's was only her mind that had changed. She asked me 'Where do you go, when your mind doesn't work with your soul? I have memories made. Now I can't put a face to a name. Do you know who I am? Where did I go? And where have I been? Do you know who I am? All that I've loved and all that I've seen seems to go.' Every breeze running through every tree and every fallen leaf, That's you, my friend. I know the world will change But you will know my name When I see you again. Do you know who I am? Where did I go? And where have I been? Do you know who I am? All that I've loved and all that I've seen seems to go.

I don't care What the people may say 'Cause it's just the sun Rising again So I'll take a trip To the back of my mind See what is there What will I find You've got trouble searching for you And you said "Everything will be the same" Look here, everything is gonna change And you said "It's what I needed" I don't believe it I don't care What the people may say Point out my flaws I already know So I'll drive away Back to the heart Of where I grew up Back to the start 'Cause you've got trouble searching for you And you said "Everything will be the same" Look here, everything is gonna change And you said "It's what I needed" I don't believe it Take what you wanted Leave what you didn't need Take what you wanted Leave what you didn't need Take what you wanted Leave what you didn't need Take what you wanted Leave what you didn't need Take what you wanted Leave what you didn't need Take what you wanted Leave what you didn't need Take what you wanted Leave what you didn't need Take what you want Leave what you didn't need (Take, leave) (Take, leave) (Take, leave) Take what you wanted Leave what you didn't need

Everything is fine, everything is so fine Everything is fine, everything is so fine 'Cause I'm good, so good 'Cause I'm good, so good, so good I wish you would, I wish you would I wish you would, I wish you would I wish you would, this is my life This is my all, this is my all And now I'm happy, right now I'm happy, but sometimes I'ma get up in your mind right now I'ma get up in your, I'ma get it Gon' get up, gon' get up Gon' get up, get up, get up, get up I'ma get up in your mind right now Make you feel like dying right now I'ma make you pray to God To the good old Lord for a sign right now To the good old Lord I'ma get up in your mind right now Make you feel like dying right now I'ma make you pray to God To the good old Lord for a sign right now To the good old Lord "I'ma make it some day some how" what you telling yourself But you ain't focused on what's important: mentality, health Everybody in the world only want one thing, what's that? Infinite power and a pocket full of wealth Its like ohhh I'ma bring it back to the basics Nobody can erase it People in the street going ape shit Battling depression but nobody wanna say shit I'ma bring it back to the basics I'ma bring it back to the basics I'ma get up, get on That's what I been on Fuckin' with your mind, tryna turn shit on But they want to paint me as a villain Even though I'm here to open their mind Through the rhyme of life I gotta open their mind and design the right time To make a decision and get in 'em like an incision 'Cause I'ma hit 'em and give 'em livin' They wonder what I'm giving, I'ma never give in I gotta let everybody know I'm in their mind right now I'ma get up in your mind right now Make you feel like dying right now I'ma make you pray to God To the good old Lord for a sign right now To the good old Lord I'ma get up in your mind right now Make you feel like dying right now I'ma make you pray to God To the good old Lord for a sign right now To the good old Lord I'ma bring it back to the basics Nobody can erase it People in the street going ape shit Battling depression but nobody wanna say shit Why nobody wanna say I been living with this everyday Why nobody wanna say Everything will be ok I'ma bring it back to the basics Everything will be okay I remember somehow, someway I remember somehow, someway I remember somehow, someway I remember somehow, someway It was December of 2015 in sunny Los Angeles California In the heart of Hollywood I stood next to my wife in a line surrounded by hundreds of other people On our way to watch Star Wars When suddenly I was engulfed with fear and panic As my body began to fade In this moment my mind was full of clarity But my body insisted it was in danger I looked around and I told myself I was safe, I was fine But I was convinced that something was wrong Before I knew it I felt as though I was going to Fall and fade away My body grew weak And soon enough I found myself in a hospital bed Being told what I went through was anxiety I refused to believe this story I searched and searched for the cause of what had happened to me I began to feel detached from reality I felt as though I was seeing the world through a glass I got blood work done Analysis of my mind and body to no avail The doctor said it was anxiety But how could it be anxiety? How could anxiety make me physically feel off balance? How could anxiety make me feel as though I was fading from this world And on the brink of death? Derealization The sense of being out of one's body I'm not here I'm not me I'm not real Nothing is Nothing but this feeling of panic Nobody understands Nobody knows the sufferings This physical feeling It can't be anxiety It can't Or can it? Can it in fact be the mind controlling the body? Yeah, of course I'm so in control of my mind and my body But I'm subconsciously forcing myself into a state Of self bondage entangled by the ropes of my own mind I am unhappy Not with life But with this feeling I am scared, I am human, I am a man But I look in the mirror and I see a child I am an adult who recognize grown ups don't really know shit And they never did And it scares me Cause now I'm just a grown up who doesn't know shit But one thing is I do know this feeling, this horrible feeling is going to kill me No, no this feeling This anxiety is nothing I have anxiety Just like you, the person I wrote this for And together we will overcome this feeling We will remember despite the attacks and constant feeling Of our mind and body being on the edge That we are alive And any moments we have free of this feeling we will not take for granted We will rejoice in this gift that is life We will rejoice in this day that we have been given We will accept our anxiety and strive for the betterment of ourselves Starting with mental health We will accept ourselves as we are And we will be happy with the person we see in the mirror We will accept ourselves And live with anxiety