Flycatcher - Kiln

I don't want to play those games right now Of all the circumstances this one I could do without I'm feeling freaked on the car ride out To Buffalo and Niagara And I don't Wanna do the silly things Like sit and listen to us lying through each other's teeth Well I guess that you hate me now I know I let you down And I know that I've changed I couldn't tell you how but all I know is that I'm not the same And I know that I've changed And I know that I've changed I couldn't tell you about it now 'cause I'm too numb to explain But I know that I've changed I keep on running around And I can't stop looking for an easy way out The hall of mirrors compounds Imprinting all that I do and coalescing as you I think I made a mistake And dragged it on for too long an enervated charade And It's a little too late To just forgive and forget I know we have our regrets. I understand you're upset And I know that I've changed I couldn't tell you how but all I know is that I'm not the same And I know that I've changed And I know that I've changed I couldn't tell you about it now 'cause I'm too numb to explain But I know that I've changed If you won't find a way out I'm not sure what else I can do I haven't already tried I won't wait to find out What's gonna happen if I let everything else here just slide This will be the last time That I look over and you're sitting next to me all untied So here I am the last drive For condemnation of myself in my acquaintances eyes