Flashbacks | Slowed | Bgm

I thought that mom and dad were 'sposed to last forever Like they promised at the altar in Alabama They were young, in love, and didn't know any better Yeah, they planned to start a family there together Things they changed when you walked away You left me wondering if you ever cared I wish you stayed, but I'll be okay 'Cause I learned from you that life's not always fair I've been getting flashbacks Of hearing you fight behind the door Know you'll never call back I don't even miss you anymore 'Cause I've been doing fine without you in my life I've been getting flashbacks I've been getting flashbacks Driving down the highway to the school yard And you'd tell me stories 'bout when you were young You used to be my hero, and then you put up your guard I used to be so proud to be your son Things they change when you walked away It's funny how the table's gone and turned From 4 to 3, when we go out to eat And momma's sitting by herself again I've been getting flashbacks Of hearing you fight behind the door Know you'll never call back I don't even miss you anymore 'Cause I've been doing fine without you in my life I've been getting flashbacks I've been getting flashbacks Now I know How not to treat the loved ones I outgrow Take me home Before we got caught in the undertow I've been getting flashbacks Of hearing you fight behind the door Know you'll never call back I don't even miss you anymore 'Cause I've been doing fine without you in my life I've been getting flashbacks I've been getting flashbacks Driving down the highway to the school yard And you'd tell me stories 'bout when you were young You used to be my hero, and then you put up your guard I used to be so proud to be your son

Everybody know Mar... Woah! Everybody know Mar... Woah!

Grandma honey's made of humming She'll keep humming in her sleep For brother dear, hum for me Hum for love, hum for peace I remember - tellin' me I changed, like I changed or somethin' Like I ain't still ain't with the gang or somethin' Like I won't put this - right up to your brain and start flamin', huh? You think it's that because I'm famous, huh? Just 'cause I rock a hundred chains, I'm not a hundred, and I'm strange I had to spit a hundred rhymes and spin they block hundred times, I ain't lyin' Actors, get on wax and I spit facts, I ain't tryin' To get home I had to back out with that iron, I got spine Runnin' up a billion on my mind, I got time But time ain't on my side, I can't be home, don't got time I can't get no rest in Every day I'm still stressing 'cause I lost my best friends I be ridin' with F&Ns Bought a house out on the West 'cause, -, I bring them checks in Gotta count my blessings, I can't let no mess in Right now I gotta fall back until I'm at my best again Ain't got nothin' to do with -, I'm tucked off at the Westin, uh They don't understand the pain that come with fame Rockin' all these diamond chains, but I still ain't changed So hard for me to stay the same Livin' with these flashbacks inside my brain All the memories when we were spinnin' back at night Gotta put the silencer on the gun it ain't no flashing lights All the memories when we were spinnin' back at night Gotta put the silencer on the gun it ain't no flashing lights Too much pain, -, I'm like, "- fame" Fast lane, I've been movin' like a Mustang Real -, it's some killers, I can't f- with lames Ran this - up independent, I don't trust the game But I trust myself, tryna touch some wealth All this liquor in my liver, - up my health Either way, I gotta get it when I get up Rolls-Royce big, I gotta sit up This - don't mean nothin', I be droppin' tears thinking about my brother When I called him, he ain't pick up, lost my breath just like a hiccup But the - that hit him up, he got hit up And I still be in my city 'cause the streets know I'm that -, don't forget it I got more digits, more triggers, more - Still we all richer, -, the Ghost was 450 And I'm still with it, pull up smoke 'em, no pity Know my story Notorious, I did it, no Biggie, ayy They don't understand the pain that come with fame Rockin' all these diamond chains, but I still ain't changed So hard for me to stay the same Livin' with these flashbacks inside my brain All the memories when we were spinnin' back at night Gotta put the silencer on the gun it ain't no flashing lights All the memories when we were spinnin' back at night Gotta put the silencer on the gun it ain't no flashing lights All them nights we was out hustlin' All them nights we was still strugglin' All them nights - caught buggin' All them nights we was still thuggin' All them nights - really bad, right? We was all we had, right? We were seein' flashlight We were seein' flashback