Final Trial - Jett Rodgers & Keiz

Place your hands on the keyboard Acquire the feel I feel unnecessary like a laugh track Took an L last light but I can't bounce back Finally feel like a rapper cause I feel so little Rock and a hard place feel like Malcolm in the middle My friends were loved and I felt like the outlier Do I love you or is it the idea of love I desire Hope I'm on tour and I see the rows of fans who support me like columns My haters looking like Gollum I'm dropping bars like a golem Who's the key who makes poems You know em You ghost me I don't know why Sending Xs and Os I'm lost need the X and Y Like the coast I was on the side Like a stoner on a couch you lied We move at a different pace You're a parallax never in the same place She always had backups just in case So what was the value of us I think it is face Hope it's legends I influence Yet the only question on my mind is who is Holding me tonight Holding me Holding me tonight Holding me Holding me tonight Honey said Takes an inch if she can get a mile Not arguing that ain't her style All the things I said to make her smile Meant shit please Afterthought like parentheses Holding me tonight Holding me Holding me tonight Holding me Holding me tonight Just listen no conditions Never spitting Generic terms I'm the token heartbroken character Who paints caricatures of his competitors I know all these bills are hard to register It's only down after up like the round of a mortar I'm too fly but I'm bottom of the pecking order Tagging price tags Cop it like capture the flag My organs trail It shall prevail In making all arrogance pale Told me the world was my oyster made me clam up Then I man up outclass all my past phantoms My future is up for ransom Life on the edge that's my anthem When my heart is ashen People cashing in on my emotional rations Every match is dining and then dashing Known as our last interaction I am still a bit of a kid Always speaking figurative Birth of singles but postpartum All your disses still dishearten Now our eyes are waterproof Just know that I don't want you Holding me tonight Holding me Holding me tonight Holding me Holding me tonight Honey said Takes an inch if she can get a mile Not arguing that ain't her style All the things I said to make her smile Meant shit please Afterthought like parentheses

When you really need the people around you How do you know who you can call and who's a few behind How can you tell if you've been isolated for some time How would you know who really wants to be there by your side I'm not famous ya I can't just go on Instagram and ask who's really with me Not even on some music shit I don't know who's around me I thought I didn't need to stress because I had this girl But now she's gone and I don't know who else can fill that world And I don't mean to hold you down but I've been petty And I can't lie to you I'm trying to be friendly But it gets harder when you find out that you met me I'm willing to hold it down but nobody upset me I'm not even trying to fake it you know that I'm done I keep my head higher cause I know what I've become I'll never plan it up but now I'm meeting with the sun Our fate intertwining Delivered sealed and signing Every line that's lining the inside of my mind Living rent free straight squatter resident Given that we make each others lives harder it's evident Our fate intertwining Delivered sealed and signing Every line that's lining the inside of my mind Living rent free straight squatter resident Given that we make each others lives harder it's evident I know it's kind of scary Our orbits are binary No feeling buried Only bury hatchets Positive energy I tried to match it But it's clear someone's negative here Cause we're far too magnetic Far too synergetic Should've been more empathetic To your problems and you to mine Despite the differences we remain intertwined So I sing how it stings when the strings tightly bind A painful wince at each coincidence Where you boomerang back To the same lame sad sack And every time I realized I missed this The distance between us seems elasticized Kept the time while you're here strictly maximized Cause I know a vat of lies Leads to the walls I put up getting vandalized My inability to maintain stability Is something I warned her Then we both go back to our furthest corners Honestly the drama is something I didn't mind If we're intertwined Might as well leave the past behind In search of peace of mind Maybe there is something more to find Why you act so mortified Our fate intertwining Delivered sealed and signing Every line that's lining the inside of my mind Living rent free straight squatter resident Given that we make each others lives harder it's evident Our fate intertwining Delivered sealed and signing Every line that's lining the inside of my mind Living rent free straight squatter resident Given that we make each others lives harder it's evident That's life That's the way life goes She cries when he smiles And she laughs when he's mad Hold on We heal before we learn We'll feel before we earn We cry before we smile to appreciate its worth We live in different worlds She likes the bigger pearls We talk about our feelings We communicate concerns But maybe it gets worse When life throws you a curve Intentional alerts The sign that makes the world The stuff that we believe that makes us human isn't weakness It's the way that life goes This isn't the real life the truth you're never told Horoscopes and metaphors that live inside our souls Getting us through struggle after struggle giving hope We'll never know the purpose of our lives until we're old But that's the way it goes (Lost souls lost souls)

What's the next step They say add some pep Ask me what's my plan I'll fold like a crêpe Live life with no prep I love braving the depths I love rapping bout love Cause it inspires me A lack of its my identity my entirety What's the next course of action Obsessed with affection like Tony Braxton I've been forced into relaxing Walk my comfort zone no traction What's the next dream Told her come on like Eileen I love browsing won't stop looking till every sights seen I'm feeling sidelined Where she gives you the talk feels like a crime scene Once you see what's down the pipeline You'll know this ain't a pipe dream Girl you did me dirty Did me filthy Ya I know the drill no Hilti Cup half full and then you spill me No girl can decode me I am a blank emoji To be frank started out filthy like Joji But I clean up good yo So what's next Baby what's next So what's next ya What's next is a bit of a haze Me falling in love was just falling from grace So why remake mistakes Sitting upon all my treasures like drakes Never ending story ride it like wyvern More sea diver way I don't see when the tides turn Got extra lives earned Lived through an ego death She popping like quizzes baby I need a test Got to get game but that ain't how I'll be the best Long for compassion but lately I need it less What's next dropping this Cipralex Whatever floats my boats Repairing ship wrecks Tex-Mex way that I'm spreading the cheddar Save it for me man I'll do something better Can't think about what now Only the future Giving a tutor To these reality check muters Not looking for talkers just doers Lone wolves Watch em scatter I stay kicking corporate ladders Rather be a concrete splatters Than a sheep that gathers No hearts in the inbox doesn't matter Girl you did me dirty Did me filthy Ya I know the drill no Hilti Cup half full and then you spill me No girl can decode me I am a blank emoji To be frank started out filthy like Joji But I clean up good yo So what's next Baby what's next So what's next ya