Fickle Game - Amber Run

I really like your messages They're so intelligent We been at this for too long It's getting aggressive Wish I could see the way you feel Not just from a distance Oh, what are your intentions? I'm bored of guessing And I want to know If anybody could be holding you back Is there somebody else that you think about? I'm in the dark and I don't like that (don't like it, like it) Or how you cannot handle being face to face Or keep communicating but you like the space I'm in the dark and I don't like that Could we just speak in real life? Conversation I can follow Conversation I can swallow When I know That we could speak in real time Conversation in the same room 'Cause I don't want to lose you When I know that we could speak in real life We could speak in real life I want to be alone with you I need interaction In this current situation I'll never get it (I'll never get it, oh) Well, isn't it nice to be out in the open? Isn't it nice to just live in the moment? You think so but it doesn't feel right though And I want to know If anybody could be holding you back Is there somebody else that you think about? I'm in the dark and I don't like that (don't like it, like it) Or how you cannot handle being face to face Or keep communicating but you like the space I'm in the dark and I don't like that Could we just speak in real life? Conversation I can follow Conversation I can swallow When I know That we could speak in real time Conversation in the same room 'Cause I don't want to lose you When I know that we could speak in real life We could speak in real life We could speak in real life It's gonna fizzle out, yeah Ended before we started Wait for the world to turn Wait 'til the sun don't burn 'Cause you're worth holding on to Could we just speak in real life? Conversation I can follow Conversation I can swallow When I know That we could speak in real time Conversation in the same room 'Cause I don't want to lose you When I know that we could speak in real life We could speak in real life We could speak in real life We could speak in real life Could we just, could we just Could we just speak in real life?

Move with me now Move with me now I'm calling you out Balance me out Balance me out Move with me now Move with me now Balance me out Balance me out (Balance me out) (Balance me out) Buy me all the things a girl could want in Paris Did I ever give you more than you could manage? Give me everything that you want to forget And by the time you changed your mind I might have left Move with me now Move with me now I'm calling you out Balance me out (Balance me out) (Balance me out) Buy me all the things a girl could want in Paris Did I ever give you more than you could manage? Give me everything that you want to forget And by the time you changed your mind I might have left By the time you changed your mind I might have left (Balance me out) (Balance me out)

Im writing wrongs while im writing songs And im working through the pain I promise once i get my chance Things will never be the same Ive made mistakes and lost some friends But thats life and ive lived the only thing I cant live without is liz and my seven kids Eviction notice on my door man ive been here before Light bill past due where that money come from i dont know Cant even tell i be stressing put on one hell of a show But where that money coming from i really dont know Id give my whole heart and soul plus a little bit more Lord knows id die for them all before id ever let go But where that money coming from man i really dont know But i refuse to hit a lick or pick up bricks to hustle Selling out my family name for a little bit of change For some stranger to know my name But they aint sharing in my pain Tell me is it worth my soul if the world is to gain And if i make the wrong choice tell me who is to blame This life is fickle but we all got a choice We all got a voice make a stand Be a man have a plan for your fam They need you man they really need you Fickle but we all got a choice We all got a voice make a stand Be a man have a plan for your fam They need you man they really need you Theres just some things i could never take back i mean Times a thing you never have back yeah Situations ive been in where you could never look back Ski masks and bats all for a little crack How dumb does that sound my daughter her mother I was nowhere to be found i was tweaking and geeking I couldve caught a round if i didnt get around So i really got around and im telling you now That ive really been found i really been found yeah You hear this sound you feel this now My father came down he picked me up and he pulled me out So without a doubt you know hes real So heres the real you see me begging and pleading I was dripping and bleeding had no purpose or reason But what your hearing and what youre seeing I got a voice i got a choice i got a father He told me go and be a father heres your daughter For him i stand he took the boy and made me a man And im following his plan i love you fam But we all got a choice We all got a voice make a stand Be a man have a plan for your fam They need you man they really need you Fickle but we all got a choice We all got a voice make a stand Be a man have a plan for your fam They need you man they really need you I grew up broke and my excuses arent going to change what it is I said i do too many times divorces hurt all my kids What i didnt know is that they were watching when i did what i did It really hurts to see them struggle when i found out a fix We were born into this sin we didnt know about hope I tried to reach out tried to teach them about the path they should go They shut me out like i did mom it was a punch to my throat The Bible is true dont be deceived a man will reap what he sows So ive been leaning on the lord oh my lord i feel im drowning Need your love to touch me change up my surroundings A second chance and some brand new eyes Clear my thinking sin is creeping in my brand new life Its not easy theres no fronting man my hood need some hope Weve been living in this curse too long its time to go Time to step out on the water so im leaving the boat And im stepping out of comfort time to stop being broke This life is fickle But we all got a choice We all got a voice make a stand Be a man have a plan for your fam They need you man they really need you Fickle but we all got a choice We all got a voice make a stand Be a man have a plan for your fam They need you man they really need you

It's a lifelong project of a life on the lash I've forgotten how to care but I'll remember for cash It's my party and I'll cry if I want to Light the fuse, sing the blues, I can die if I want to Tonight we're gonna bring tomorrow's happiness Gonna live like it's the end I love you to death, but I must suggest You'd better run, run, run boy Faster than the past Through the looking glass If you want the night to last You'd better run, run, run boy Faster than the past Through the looking glass If you want the night to last He's an old time blagger Wraps a hand in band Still knows the streets of Camden like the back of his hand He's an all time lover and a marathon man And with the strength of a thousand men He's a nightmare hangover He's a one night stand He can eat more chicken than any man in the land Well I've given up caring for happiness When this heart gives out is when I'll rest Run, run, run boy Faster than the past Through the looking glass If you want the night to last You'd better run, run, run boy Faster than the past Through the looking glass If you want the night to last Cause tonight we are gonna spend All tomorrow's happiness If we don't break before we bend And tonight your sole aside It'll turn out nice again It's only money in the end Run, run, run boy Faster than the past Through the looking glass If you want the night to last You'd better run, run, run boy Faster than the past Through the looking glass If you want the night to last You'd better run, run, run boy Faster than the past Through the looking glass If you want the night to last You'd better run