Feminine Feelings - Chrissy

A room at dusk, mastering the art of lying still Breathe like a girl 'til my lungs fill Oh, pull your boots up, boys and push me down I'm only here for your entertainment I am a dark red liver stretched out on the rocks All the poison, I convert it and I turn it to love Here comes the feminine urge, I know it so well To nurture the wounds my mother held Oh ballerina, bend under the weight of it all Ain't it fun to hold the world in your hands? Do you feel like a man when I can't talk back? Do you want me or do you want control? Failure, can't commit to the role, I admit Was a failure you achieved on your own Do you want me to care when you just disappear? I can't win them all (I can't win them all) Run 'til I fall How I wish the trees would swallow me Make me a forest Take away my soul I could never give the curse to her I, I could never live with the guilt of lying That people are kind I am a dark red liver stretched out on the rocks All the poison, I convert it and I turn it to love Here comes the feminine urge, I know it so well To nurture the wounds my mother held Oh ballerina, bend under the weight of it all Ain't it fun to hold the world in your hands? Do you feel like a man when I can't talk back? Do you want me or do you want control? Failure, can't commit to the role, I admit Was a failure you achieved on your own Do you want me to care when you just disappear? I can't win them all (I can't win them all) I am a dark red liver stretched out on the rocks All the poison, I convert it and I turn it to love Here comes the feminine urge, I know it so well To nurture the wounds my mother held I can be the dark red liquor stretched out on the rocks All the poison, I convert it and I turn it to love Here comes the feminine urge, I know it so well To nurture the wounds my mother held

Carsick, I've been all types of sick, lovesick, homesick, sleepless So exhausted, I can't feel it, can't feel this Am I supposed to question why I'm so dead inside? You're napping with a knife in my bed like it isn't mine Skipping meals, skipping class, whenever I lie, I laugh Twisting my arm on behalf of love that's in a body bag Am I supposed to question why I'm so dead inside? You're napping with a knife in my bed like it isn't mine Carsick, I've been all types of sick, lovesick, homesick, sleepless So exhausted, I can't feel it, can't feel this Am I supposed to question why I'm so dead inside? You're napping with a knife in my bed like it isn't mine Now it's all fucked up, and I'm scared to love And I'm scared to trust, and I'm scared of us I never got a chance to forgive you Wish I was with you, wish I could hit you Wish that I could fit you in the palm of my hand 'Cause you're driving me, driving me, making me Carsick, I've been all types of sick, lovesick, homesick, sleepless So exhausted, I can't feel it, can't feel this Am I supposed to question why I'm so dead? Carsick, I've been all types of sick, lovesick, homesick, sleepless So exhausted, I can't feel it, can't feel this Am I supposed to question why I'm so dead inside? I love you, give me back my life If you don't value yours, why do you want mine? I, I love you, why don't I think twice? Traded over intuition for a really bumpy ride Carsick, I've been all types of sick, lovesick, homesick, sleepless So exhausted, I can't feel it, can't feel this Am I supposed to question why I'm so dead inside?

He used to touch himself to photographs of me When we weren't talking It made me feel so strange, wonder if you're the same When nobody is watching And when you're crying, are you lying about who you're crying for? I wrap my legs around your core Bite your tongue, but I bite mine more I feel sorry, I feel sorrow, I feel like I'm holding back When you respond and don't react Guess I'm the devil on my back I can't right my wrongs by stringing you along While I'm not getting better You're waiting patiently, you're being strong for me Maybe I'm weak because you let me be And when you're crying, are you lying about who you're crying for? I wrap my legs around your core Bite your tongue, but I bite mine more I feel sorry, I feel sorrow, I feel like I'm holding back When you respond and don't react Guess I'm the devil on my back Is it fear or intuition? These days, I can't tell the difference I know we're both victims of my past Guess I'm the devil on my back Guess I'm the devil on my back (Are you lying about who you're crying for?) I'm scared I love you more And when you're crying, are you lying about who you're crying for? I wrap my legs around your core Bite your tongue, but I bite mine more I feel sorry, I feel sorrow, I feel like I'm holding back When you respond and don't react Guess I'm the devil on my back

I feel better as a baby on your back Holding onto atoms and a past You would steal my socks and wear them just to sleep So how could you wake up and get cold feet (Keep me up to date) Why're you moving on I'll be right back Why're you moving on I'll be right back You've got some new love Who gave you that Why're you moving on, and how'd you do it so fast The dizziness is gone, shouldn't we spin around There's no person on earth who makes me more proud Than when I'm half asleep, and you play your song Then when you outgrow the socks you had on So why're you moving on I'll be right back Why're you moving on I'll be right back You've got some new love Who gave you that Why're you moving on, and how'd you do it so fast Why you moving on, and how'd you do it so Why you moving on, and how'd you do it so Why you moving on, and how'd you do it so fast You would steal my socks and wear them just to sleep So how could you wake up and get cold feet