Feeling Like a Ghost - Otterboy

Paintings on the wall They made one of me Feeling like a woman lately They're what I could've been A soft mirror image They won't know me but I'm hoping Sing like a bird or a duck Perpetual puberty Feeling so invaded lately Put the makeup on A skirt from the costumes I was once a pretty girl too In this life Settle for What's below It's not enough Laying on my own Rubbing off the skin Feeling so disgusted lately Shaped like a floral vase Triangle is the dream Feeling oh so concave lately In this life Settle for What's below It's not enough It's not enough It's not enough It's not enough It's not enough

I'm on my own where I found you alone You were caught up in somebody else's mess And yes, I drank all those drinks on my own My life's become some blurry little quest And the clock kept ticking slowly And you leaned over and asked me If I even had a clue where I was Well, lie down on wood floor And my brain and body took us In the night and then as though it never was It all began to feel insane I wanna know where they keep the rain Silvia, right back where you came from You're a pendulum, heartbroken in number Silvia, no one's gonna tell you when enough's enough Enough is enough Sick to the bone on my steps to my home The moon shines through the drapery and leaves To her to ignore everyone of my own My true love just to feel some made-up breeze But as my body crumbled, you walked as I just stumbled And we spoke only of things made in my head You never once controlled me, what all the others told me But if I kept on going I'd be dead It's not just you who felt the pain Now tell me where they keep the rain Silvia, right back where you came from You're a pendulum, heartbroken in number Silvia, no one's gonna tell you when enough's enough Enough's always too tough See what I've done now, I don't understand She says I screamed and I that I raised my hand But I never meant to, wasn't even there I never meant to, I would never dare Silvia, right back where you came from You're a pendulum, heartbroken in number Silvia, no one's gonna tell you when enough's enough Enough is enough