Feel the sad

Real, real, real stories Aaron is so cute, that's what they used to say to me 9th grade, young female teachers almost every day to me That's when I wore the high top fade and curly frees with bravery 'Cause the gangstas say it ain't the way to be But all of the women hella thought it was savory (mhmm) In my Guess fit, popular, you guessed it Hip-Hop dancing rapper, in a talent shows, I blessed it Hardly rode the bus home 'cause I stayed after displayed laughter with the greyed passer I'm a lay master and everybody know that I'm a bae catcher Walking home on cloud nine, a hundred percent man about mine Then I crossed the way, there was a grown man stopped at a red light hella on shout time, he said "hey!" When I looked I was thinking that I hope this person ain't pistol happy Then right before he drove off, the man blew a kiss my way and then he whistled at me, I'm like, "mother-" Then he sped off, I was thinking man I wanna tear his head off, then I stopped 'cause I was tripping Walking, I was almost home, I kept dipping Got home, then I asked my mama why did he say hey at me instead of hey at a girl Then my mom just looked right at me and said, "Baby dawg, that's the way of the world" Later that night, I hooked up with two homies to work on a dance routine Got it done then allotted some time to holla at some fine and scan boo things But when my two homies seen two dudes, hugged up, now they really mean to feud I said, "yo!" then some cray happened One of the homies said time for gay-bashing The two ran up and attacked the dudes I don't know what they thought they had to prove They was swinging with so much attitude But I could not deal with all that abuse I said, "what in the fuck!" Ya done messed up, it ain't peaceful You know it's effed up and plus evil So why in the hell are you doing that to innocent people Feel so sad, I'm not perfect Always kill, feel so sad and I can't see it slowing Feel so sad, I'm not perfect Always kill, feel so sad and I can't see it slowing Sophomore year, man I lost more tears 'Cause of people hating people and it cost more fear My school, it was the stash pot for gangstas with ragtops You'd get your ass shot, that year we had so many mascots How could we do no wrong and schools were integrated How could we do no wrong, racism demonstrated Better be moving on before I'ma eliminated Possibly use the chrome because I've been degraded Scratch that, I'm not that cat I would never wanna keep a rrat-tat in my backpack Never had nobody to snap at, I'm a class act But one day somebody had doom We heard two blacks got stab wounds And got beat and kicked, white elites and shit When the lights went out in the bathroom Everybody was heated, people been mistreated It's a damn shame that a Klan came and gave a man pain A misdeed hit 'cause of skin tone Them gone to the hospital from a sin zone Skin domes doing them wrong You can send home but they been gone Now everybody on edge Classroom break to the bathroom seen hood niggas And they all want heads Bad moon hate taking that tune They said to me when the whites come in We gon' hit the lights and gon' get they ass I said to all of 'em "Is this a gag?" Nah they wanna break 'em all like Mr. Glass It happened, the whites en route, cracking The lights went out, I laid to the floor Then I found my way to the door Away from the gore, the hoods came out Bloody and sweaty, I said that shit ain't regal In fact that shit is evil So why in the hell are you doing that to innocent people Feel so sad, I'm not perfect Always kill, feel so sad and I can't see it slowing Feel so sad, I'm not perfect Always kill, feel so sad and I can't see it slowing Feel so sad, I'm not perfect Always kill, feel so sad and I can't see it slowing

Sweet lord I know I hate this lonely life so Lord I know Time goes slow I feel so alone Sweet lord Sweet lord is this my fate To live my life in this state Lord I pray I long for a change But it still remains Sweet lord Sweet lord it's a sin To live this life sufferin' I feel so sad (9 times) Sweet lord

Why are we sitting in silence Wondering how we can beat all the violence? I've been asking for some kind of guidance 'Cause some things in life, you just simply can't finance And your mother, she told me to ride it But I think I'm too late, and I'm sinking now And I need somebody to pull me out I don't wanna go out today I wanna lie in my bed so that I run away From what the internet says, all the playground games Don't feel like feelin' sad today I don't wanna go out tonight I wanna be right here, right by your side While all the people are cruel, you're an hour away Don't feel like feelin' sad today Better pull myself together How long's it take to figure it out? The politician ain't gonna help you He's only gonna try and take your house 'Cause that's the thing I know by the mornings They're coming and there ain't no way out Like a hammer in a murderer's courtroom Gravity gonna bring you down So I don't wanna go out today I wanna lie in my bed so that I run away From what the internet says, all the playground games Don't feel like feelin' sad today I don't wanna go out tonight I wanna be right here, right by your side While all the people are cruel, you're an hour away Don't feel like feelin' sad today Oh, oh, oh, oh-oh-oh (oh, oh, oh) Oh-oh-oh (oh, oh, oh) I don't feel like feelin' sad today Oh, oh, oh, oh-oh-oh (oh, oh, oh) Oh-oh-oh (oh, oh, oh) I don't feel like feelin' sad today

I need a person right now, and I'm all alone on my couch, and I'm really thinking how I could do things way better I'm still me and I still made it through the weather If I were you and you were me would things be way more different Life just feels the same and lately I just feel indifferent I just want to take it back when we were only kids, and Skip out of our class just to give you hugs and kisses But things are different now and feelings aren't allowed It's funny now I try to hide em' back then, I was proud of them I wanna feel that again, I want to feel that I wanna feel that again I wanna feel that again, I wanna feel that I wanna feel that, I wanna feel that again Yeah, feels like I fell and I landed in the deep end Getting wasted every party on the weekends I meet girls but they never what I look for Only feel love when I read about it in the bookstore About time that the tables start turning Same shit I been searching and searching Getting sick of all this learning Why can't my life be perfect I need someone new, someone hold my cold hands Wanna get the feelings that I felt in the past I knew life wasn't gonna be easy But wasn't expecting it this fast yeah I miss the old days filled with happiness When we had obstacles, we would tackle it We were young it was brighter days I wish my life could stay the same I need a person right now, and I'm all alone on my couch, and I'm really thinking how I could do things way better I'm still me and I still made it through the weather If I were you and you were me would things be way more different Life just feels the same and lately I just feel indifferent I just want to take it back when we were only kids, and Skip out of our class just to give you hugs and kisses But things are different now and feelings aren't allowed It's funny now I try to hide em' back then, I was proud of them I wanna feel that again I wanna feel that again I wanna feel that again, I wanna feel that I wanna feel that, I wanna feel that again