I said to my feet Don't just lay there and sleep Get up from that bed, make something good of this day And I said to my hands Now go make some friends You touch the remote more than your lover But I'm as low as low can be And I just go home and watch TV I wish that I could smoke some weed But it makes me way too deep Seems like nothing works on me This February And I said to my abs To my one only ab Now go hit the gym and multiply yourself But everything just seems so boring We all go to work like we're zombies And on the subway we stand on each other's feet On drowsy grey mornings after taking sleeping pills But I'm as low as low can be And I just go home and watch TV I wish that I could smoke some weed But it makes me way too deep Seems like nothing works on me This February Seems like nothing works on me This February

I guess I'll say it straight Why even hesitate this time? Thought you could prove me wrong That people get along for life Nothing left to hold Pockets filled with holes Safer to say it than breathing in dust I'll clear the air for the both of us Don't overthink it, it's just giving up February came and called it enough We tried to make it work Pretend that it won't hurt this time But you just won't confess That this is for the best, I'm right Nothing left to hold Pockets filled with holes Safer to say it than breathing in dust I'll clear the air for the both of us Don't overthink it, it's just giving up February came and called it enough (Called it enough)

You've got a razor tongue And your words cut me open, bloody and broken Let's let this soak in I thought I'd never wanna see you again But I saw you again last night And now I'm gonna do what I said I'd never do I'm throwing all my pride away and crawling back to you If breaking all my rules is something that I have to do, Then I hope you break yours too (do you remember saying) Our goodbyes in your room We'll pack our things and leave, come back next year to see the Strangers that we've let ourselves become One last goodbye on the Shoulder you cried on, let You dry your eyes on my Blue shirt that you loved I know that you'll sleep fine without me by your side Without me by your side I took the long way to your house so I could see if your light was on, in your bedroom And now I know that you're the one who I'll compare everyone else to My heart is black and blue, we're getting older too And keeping everything inside is something that I do We used to make this happen We used to make this - Happen (Think back on everything we said) Everything that we abandoned The swings behind your house might as well be broken now We were lying to ourselves One last goodbye on the Shoulder you cried on, let You dry your eyes on my Blue shirt that you loved I know that you'll sleep fine without me by your side Without me by your side And there's just some things about me That you will never understand Things will never go back to the way that they used to be Things will never go back to the way that they used to be

Dear, queen I'm sorry that it's four in the morning I've finally calmed down but I'm still pacing These things getting so fucked, there's so many We're still young and not emotionally ready (Yeah) My queen Always goes against the grain, she swims upstream And never judges the soul by the journey Always cares and fights for the world to be free And wants what those eyes can't see You are my holy ghost And that I love you the most Hey, queen This steady glow has been held upright but it's fading And I wonder if you're still thinking about me Even though I can't feel what you are feeling I'll just stay in the one place that feels safe And it's your memory You are my holy ghost And that I loved you the most Ooh, ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh

You said "what am I supposed to do?" Because I'm drowning in inches of water with you And what am I supposed to say? "You know you're the reason I'm acting this way" And you weren't there when I was in over my head The room is spinning around again And I'm working on my ways because I haven't been very honest lately Can you keep me from falling asleep tonight? You're the only thing making me feel alright Skyscraper building falling down around me Can you keep me from falling asleep again? And falling too deep again You built a wall, and I tore it down You took a breath and stole the words out of my mouth But what I wanted to say, I was trying to fix this with everything, everything Can you keep me from falling asleep tonight? You're the only thing making me feel alright Skyscraper building falling down around me Can you keep me from falling asleep again? What are we supposed to do? We're still drowning in inches of water because of you What do you want me to say? I know what I did but I want you to stay Can you keep me from falling asleep tonight? You're the only thing making me feel alright Skyscraper building falling down around Me Can you keep me from falling asleep again? Can you keep me from falling asleep tonight? You're the only thing making me feel alright Skyscraper building falling down around me Can you keep me from falling asleep again? From falling asleep again? But I felt the pressure of water over my head You weren't there when I started to Sink again I know we're running out of time Right here, right now, you were holding on But I let go, yeah, I let go (Can you keep me from falling asleep tonight?) I know we're running out of time You said "what am I supposed to do?" We're still drowning in inches of water because of you What do you want me to say? I know what I did but I really just want you to stay

Sorry I didn't call I glued my phone to the table in the other room So I would never be able to fuck with your head again But I still miss your bed (your bed) I know I said I'd never let my peace of mind out of my head But it snuck out like we used to on Friday nights I know it's hard to understand what I've been going through And I don't expect you to No, I don't expect you to But I've been making progress in moving past this Trying not to think about the things that we did And the way your eyes looked at night before we went to bed Now you've got three missed calls There's so much I could say We both roam different paths with three state lines in the way When you walk to class does the wind burn your face? Does it mess up your hair? (your hair) 15 hours on a train And you were home a couple of days Now you wait for a call to ignore But I hope you know I avoid the streets That used to lead my feet to your front door I hope you're making progress in moving past this Try not to forget all the things that we did And we both know And we both know That I can't wipe your tears through the computer screen And you're not here to move the cloud over my head I thought that we could make this work But my mind fell apart again But I've been making progress in moving past this I'm trying not to think about the things that we did And the way your eyes looked at night before we went to bed I hope you're making progress in moving past this Yeah, I hope you're making progress in moving past this

I remember how you used to say my name But your voice today, it doesn't sound the same I guess I'm getting used to letting go these days But I'm trying not to falter, and I'm trying not to break But Sarah's got a hold of my wrist and she won't let go Who am I kidding? It feels good, this burst of chemicals It's what I've been missing I'm watching from the window of my room Pretending to be okay without you But it's like I'm never enough, never enough You're always giving up, giving up I'm more than you can carry Warning sign, am I ever gonna listen? Piece of mind, too much for me to handle I'll get by just fine, I'll get by just fine with artificial vices I tried to follow all the steps with you You tried to fall in love with someone new (I'll get by, get by, I'll get by just fine without you) But Sarah's got a hold of my wrist and she won't let go Who am I kidding? It feels good, this burst of chemicals It's what I've been missing I'm watching from the window of my room Pretending to be okay without you But it's like I'm never enough, never enough You're always giving up, giving up I'm more than you can carry Wish I could see some light Wish I could feel just alright again I'm dissecting your white lies, they light up the dark side of you I wanna tell you You're always giving up, giving up It's like I'm not enough Not enough for you I'm watching from the window of my room Pretending to be okay without you But it's like I'm never enough, never enough You're always giving up, giving up I'm more than you can carry

The hum from the speakers is a constant reminder Of all of those songs that we were listening to And there's something about The way you wear your hair now It grew when we grew apart