Falling into the ocean - Yin Xi Mian

I'm just a normal boy That sank when I fell overboard My ship would leave the country But I'd rather swim ashore Without a life vest I'd be stuck again Wish I was much more masculine Maybe then I could learn to swim Fourteen miles away Now floating up and down I spin, colliding into sound Whales beneath me diving down Sinking to the bottom of my Everything that freaks me out The lighthouse gleam has just gone out I'm cold as cold as cold can be I want to swim away but don't know how Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean Let the waves up and take me down Let the hurricane set in motion, yeah Let the rain of what I feel right now come down Just Let the rain come down, yeah Where is the coast guard? I keep looking each direction For a spotlight, give me something I need something for protection Maybe flotsam junk will do just fine The jetsam sunk, I'm left behind I'm treading for my life, believe me How can I keep up this breathing? Not knowing how to think I scream aloud, begin to sink My legs and arms are broken down With envy for the solid ground And I'm reaching for the life within me How can one man stop this ending? I thought of just your face Relaxed and floated into space I want to swim away but don't know how Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean Let the waves up and take me down Let the hurricane set in motion, yeah Let the rain of what I feel right now come down Just let the rain come down Bring it down Now waking to the sun I calculate what I had done Like jumping from the bow, yeah To prove that I knew how, yeah It's midnight's late reminder of The loss of her, the one I love My will to quickly end it all Sit front row and my need to fall Into the ocean, end it all Into the ocean, end it all Into the ocean, end it all Into the ocean, end it all Never say goodbye We never say goodbye Come on, say it one more time Go I want to swim away but don't know how Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean Let the waves up and take me down Let the hurricane set in motion, yeah Let the rain of what I feel right now come down Just let the rain come down Oh oh oh, into space Into space It was always right there in my face It was always right there in my face So now I fly away I fly back home to Sarah And when I fly away, yeah I thought of just your face Just your face Just every single one of your faces