Falling Apart - xxxLacuna

I'm falling apart I'm falling for you I'm falling for you But I liked the way you dressed And your gentle kindness And your endless romantic heart Oh I'm torn apart Because I should've known from the start I can't believe I liked it when you loved me I liked it when you held me I liked it when it felt like we We're meant to be Oh I'm falling apart Oh I'm falling for you But I liked the way you dressed And your gentle kindness And your endless romantic heart Oh I'm torn apart Because I should've known from the start I can't believe I liked it when you loved me I liked it when you held me I liked it when it felt like we We're meant to be Oh I'm falling apart I'm falling for you

Happy ever after never happens much these days Forever almost never turns out that way No, I didn't mean to do you wrong Getting it right just took too long Maybe you are better with someone else Maybe I just saved you from myself When I left you in the dark Girl, I knew you'd never call my bluff The writing on the wall just wasn't enough You were falling in love and I was falling apart But it's no secret, honey, I'm a wreck Everything I touch becomes a mess Same old story on every page Yeah, the endings never change Maybe you are better with someone else Maybe I just saved you from myself When I left you in the dark Girl, I knew you'd never call my bluff The writing on the wall just wasn't enough You were falling in love and I was falling apart Girl, someday you're gonna find Someone who doesn't waste your time Baby, you are better with someone else Maybe I just saved you from myself When I left you in the dark Girl, I knew you'd never call my bluff The writing on the wall just wasn't enough You were falling in love and I was falling apart

(I'm starting to go crazy) (I just wanna die) (While she worried about my safety) (Haven't been on track in a minute) (It's getting exhausting) (My lungs turn black) (Smoke a blunt I start coughing) (Shawty wanna make love in the moonlight) (Then she tell me off) (I can never get the mood right) (Tell her that I love her) (But maybe I'm just down bad) (Turn the music up) (It's the only thing that I really have) I get in my own way yeah I'm starting to go crazy I just wanna die While she worried about my safety Haven't been on track in a minute It's getting exhausting My lungs turn black Smoke a blunt I start coughing Shawty wanna make love in the moonlight Then she tell me off I can never get the mood right Tell her that I love her But maybe I'm just down bad Turn the music up It's the only thing that I really have You're the only thing that I really had Now she ask me where I'm going Girl I'm sick of you Her face looking shocked And I'm not talking Pikachu Making music making tracks Get that revenue This where I rant about the shit That you never knew And why you acting surprised No Bitch stop telling them lies No The way you say you love me girl I don't even know why You making shit so difficult And I don't even wanna try At this point you the reason Yeah the reason I wanna die I get in my own way yeah I'm starting to go crazy I just wanna die While she worried about my safety Haven't been on track in a minute It's getting exhausting My lungs turn black Smoke a blunt I start coughing Shawty wanna make love in the moonlight Then she tell me off I can never get the mood right Tell her that I love her But maybe I'm just down bad Turn the music up It's the only thing that I really have You're the only thing that I really had Now I'm stuck tryna find her But I don't need shit I just need my grinder Would've been better off If I was a little wiser Paper heart she a shredder Yeah that's how I define her Black hair green eyes She look so good with eyeliner Now I'm wondering who she with next How you gonna leave me And tell me I'm the best I don't say much But I'm getting upset Got my cousin and this music It's the only thing I have left I get in my own way yeah I'm starting to go crazy I just wanna die While she worried about my safety Haven't been on track in a minute It's getting exhausting My lungs turn black Smoke a blunt I start coughing Shawty wanna make love in the moonlight Then she tell me off I can never get the mood right Tell her that I love her But maybe I'm just down bad Turn the music up It's the only thing that I really have You're the only thing that I really had

(I don't wanna know if she with another guy yeah) (I know she still addicted she can't get me off her mind) (And I'm still sitting here just wasting all my time) (I put something in my) I don't wanna know if she with another guy yeah I know she still addicted she can't get me off her mind And while I'm still sitting here just wasting all my time I put something in my sprite Yuh Aye Aye Spending all my time find a way to just get high In a couple years I'ma show her how I shine Moving on my own looking like I did a crime But I'ma be good girl I'ma be fine Like its freshman year bitch I'm sniffing on some blow Wanna get in my supply you already know Couple white bars mix it up with some dope If you really want it better get up on the floor You won't get this for free Couple xans and some weed Flipping more than just some G's Thats how I get up on my green We steady running up these streets And you know I'm out with my team Got some sprite up with this lean Head in clouds reach for my dreams I don't wanna know if she with another guy yeah I know she still addicted she can't get me off her mind And while I'm still sitting here just wasting all my time I put something in my sprite Yuh Aye Aye Spending all my time find a way to just get high In a couple years I'ma show her how I shine Moving on my own lookin like I did a crime But I'ma be good girl I'ma be fine Look at where you're going should be working on yourself I'ma be waiting here for you while I'm getting wealth I'll give you some time but I just want you for myself Yeah I need somebodies help, but I want nobody else

(Hotboxing, blowing smoke out the window) (See my family, see my friends and all of my kinfolk) Hotboxing, blowing smoke out the window See my family, see my friends and all of my kinfolk See the fork thats in the road, bitch I'm stuck in limbo Got two blunts inside my mouth, bitch I rock akimbo Smoke all inside my lungs, watch me blow this fucking O And my team just needs an ounce, I got plenty more to go Keep my profile on the low, 'cause I'm steady smokin' dro Like woah Like woah Bitch I'm faded than a hoe I smoked 5 grams I need some more Keeps me from fallin' down this hole I'm high when I pull up to the show Bitch I'm riding with my team I got the chemicals on scene Let the world hear thats my dream But they don't give a fuck 'bout me Back when I was off the bean Back when I was losing sleep Got the same shoes on my feet I never thought that you would leave no No, no No, no No, no, no Hotboxing, blowing smoke out the window See my family, see my friends and all of my kinfolk See the fork thats in the road, bitch I'm stuck in limbo Got two blunts inside my mouth, bitch I rock akimbo Smoke all inside my lungs, watch me blow this fucking O And my team just needs an ounce, I got plenty more to go Keep my profile on the low, 'cause I'm steady smokin' dro Like woah Like woah (Yeah, yeah) (Yeah, yeah) (Yeah, yeah, yeah)

I'll be waiting for you My eyes are gazing at you I'm stuck at the stoplight, still waiting for a green And my heads been gone for hours, is that just me Can't tell if I'm getting older, can life let me breathe Getting crushed by the boulder, can I get some relief right now And I sit here alone You're not coming home I'm just in my zone You won't be in my zone but I'll be waiting for you My eyes are gazing at you I'm stuck at the stoplight, still waiting for a green And my heads been gone for hours, is that just me Can't tell if I'm getting older, can life let me breathe Getting crushed by the boulder, can I get some relief right now

Huh-huh Yeah-yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah (I get high when I'm alone) (You've been on my mind, see you pop up on my phone) (And right now I'm really stoned) (I don't wanna feel a thing, so this is how I cope) I get high when I'm alone You've been on my mind, see you pop up on my phone And right now I'm really stoned I don't wanna feel a thing, so this is how I cope Just hate me (hate me), don't save me (don't save me) Got a real big dream that I'm chasing (that I'm chasing) Heart racing (heart racing), I'm pacing (I'm pacing) I don't know how to deal with shit, lately (lately) Don't forget all the shit you said (all the shit you said) You threw it all away, I had nothing left (I had nothing left) Now there's all this heavy weight stuck on my chest (stuck on my chest) Got a love for problems, bitch, I'm so obsessed I get high when I'm alone You've been on my mind, see you pop up on my phone And right now I'm really stoned I don't wanna feel a thing, so this is how I cope Just hate me (hate me), don't save me (don't save me) Got a real big dream that I'm chasing (that I'm chasing) Heart racing (heart racing), I'm pacing (I'm pacing) I don't know how to deal with shit, lately (lately) Don't forget all the shit you said (all the shit you said) You threw it all away, I had nothing left (I had nothing left) Now there's all this heavy weight stuck on my chest (stuck on my chest) Got a love for problems, bitch, I'm so obsessed