Fagan

I won I have everything that I want Why am I not satisfied? You're gone Thought I wanted this all along But I would be lying If I didn't admit There was a part of me That still remembers We were once friends I called you my enemy But you kept me company You believed in me 'til the end It's bittersweet That's the only way I can describe this feeling Bittersweet Bittersweet To my old home I've returned, tell myself You got what you deserved Why don't I feel satisfied? I thought I would feel pride But I cannot lie I hate this place I hate this room Burn the memories of the life I knew There's a part of me That still remembers we Once were friends I called you my enemy But you kept me company You believed in me 'til the end It's bittersweet That's the only way I can describe this feeling Bittersweet Bittersweet Watch the embers turn to flames Who would've know it'd end this way? I couldn't help but feel betrayed I had to go and cast the blame All of my actions were in vain What was I trying to attain? I thought I hated you But a part of me says that's not true Yeah, there's a part of me That still remembers we Once were friends I called you my enemy But you kept me company You believed in me 'til the end It's bittersweet That's the only way I can describe this feeling Bittersweet (bittersweet) Bittersweet Yeah, there's a part of me (bittersweet) That still remembers we Once were friends (bittersweet) I call you my enemy (bittersweet) But you kept me company You believed in me 'til the end (bittersweet)

Here I am again Pacing back and forth Won't you go away? I don't wanna play anymore I said I'm picking people I'm not picking sides I'm tried of the thoughts you're trying to put in my mind I never meant any harm, I just wanted to help You're telling me I've got no one to blame except myself There's monsters in my head There's a monster looking back at me In the mirror Everything's so far from clear And I'm sorry I can't help but panic I'm sorry I don't understand this Did I cross my t's and dot my i's? Everything's just blurry lines Blurry lines You say a friend to all is a friend to none I'm really trying I never meant to hurt anyone Am I wrong? Am I right? (You are hopeless) You are fine There's monsters in my head There's a monster looking back at me In the mirror I wish that it would disappear (it's never gonna disappear) And I'm sorry I can't help but panic I'm sorry I don't understand this Did I cross my t's and dot my i's? Everything's just blurry lines Blurry lines Everything's gonna be okay (nothing's gonna be okay) I know that they'll be brighter days I tell myself it's not my fault (it's all your fault) But there are things I can't recall Maybe I was out of line Maybe I'm losing my mind I tell myself that I'll be fine (you're far from fine) But all I see are blurry lines There's monsters in my head There's a monster looking back at me In the mirror I wish that it would disappear (it's never gonna disappear) And I'm sorry I can't help but panic I'm sorry I don't understand this Did I cross my t's and dot my i's? Everything's just blurry lines It's all, it's all, it's all just blurry lines Blurry lines You've got no one to blame except yourself

I am a man upon the land Cold and slender as a secret river And glamour folds within my hand Like a salmon skin of beaten silver My little fish slip off your skin And leave it in the tide for gulls to plunder And if you wish to walk or swim Let there be nothing in the world to hinder I cannot walk among your kin For after water, land seems so much harder But I will fall from wandering To land on beaten sand and fragile water My little fish slip off your skin And leave it in the tide for gulls to plunder And if you wish to walk or swim Let there be nothing in the world to hinder There are other gifts than silver Like another word for lover If we only hold each other We are beaten sand and fragile water You know the ocean will bleach our bones You know the burning sun will melt the boulders Don't mourn my shadow among the stones For after winter, spring seems somehow colder But as the ocean courts the strand 'Til he becomes the grit that surges in her So generations may understand We are all beaten sand and fragile water My little fish slip off your skin And leave it in the tide for gulls to plunder And if you wish to walk or swim Let there be nothing in the world to hinder My little fish slip off your skin And leave it in the tide for gulls to plunder And if you wish to walk or swim Let there be nothing in the world to hinder There are other gifts than silver Like another word for lover If we only hold each other We are beaten sand and fragile water There are other gifts for silver Like another word for lover If we only hold each other We are beaten sand and fragile water We are beaten sand and fragile water