New feeling inside It's hot, certain kind I feel hot and cold Down my soul, baby I can't explain Going out of my mind Dizzy in the head and I'm feeling blue Things you say well maybe they're true I get funny dreams again and again Knows what it means but Can't explain I think it's love Say it to you when I feel blue No, I can't explain I can't explain Uuuhh I can't explain I'm going out of my mind Well I'm a worried guy But I can't explain

It's been a long time I guess I just miss the old days You remember, all them times You used to come keep me company Tell me you love me and just me Oh, and it took a while to trust me Girl, I had to work for it Still you don't judge me I love the way you touch me I'm feeling like I'm 'bout to lose you With all the shady shit I do to you Some things are better left unsaid I can't get it out my head Better left unsaid Everything that I regret No lie girl when I tell you, you a blessing (you a blessing) Girl, just let me make corrections, yeah Damn, I've been stressing, yeah I've been really tripping, babe I learned my lesson, yeah I still need you to listen, oh, babe Ayy, listen to me, yeah (oh, yeah) Oh, if you'd just let me explain (you'd just let me explain) If you'd just let me explain (oh, yeah) Baby, oh (yeah) Listen to me, yeah-yeah Oh, if you'd just let me explain If you'd just let me explain Baby, oh Yeah, for sure Don't be afraid Don't be afraid Don't be afraid to tell me that it's over Tell me that it's over No, I don't deserve you, the shit I never told you There's too many things, I can't look you in the face I just grab you by the waist and act like everything's okay, yeah Bare with me girl, I'm trying to be honest (honest) Tell you what you need to hear, just not yet I'm barely getting started, I'm being cautious Girl that's the hardest All we been through, look what we've been through Look at Jay and Bey, they going through some shit too We made it through the struggle let's make it through this too I got a confession, baby, will you listen to it? Ayy, listen to me, yeah (oh, yeah) Oh, if you'd just let me explain (you'd just let me explain) If you'd just let me explain (oh, yeah) Baby, oh (baby, oh) Listen to me, yeah (oh, baby, oh) Oh, if you'd just let me explain (baby, oh) Baby, oh Yeah (Baby, oh) Young Tiller!

I thought you woulda called yesterday I said I didn't want you to but I still thought you would I don't know what I expected you to say But I turned 25 and had in my mind you'd be part of that in some way I'm halfway round the world with all these people Happy in a foreign language Where they don't know a thing about you I'm halfway round the world in Barcelona Trying not to think you'd love this This wasn't supposed to be about you This wasn't supposed to be about you I wonder how I crossed your mind I'm sure I did but I'm curious what the thought of me felt like Was it harder that you imagined it would be? 'Cause when I missed your 30th it almost fucking killed me I'm halfway round the world with all these people Happy in a foreign language Where they don't know a thing about you I'm halfway round the world in Barcelona Singing songs to you for strangers And trying not to think about you This wasn't supposed to be about you This wasn't supposed to be about you I'm halfway round the world with all these people Happy in a foreign language Where they don't know a thing about you I'm halfway round the world in Barcelona Tryna feel my world expanding Like none of it was built around you This wasn't supposed to be about you This wasn't supposed to be about you

Say no say no I'm tellin' myself But then I choose you over my mental health instead I know the reasons I know everything we said But pull me closer as you tell me them again You're looking less and less like a friend Friend But wait I'm scared you're scared But we're still going there Lady, I'm not prepared To need you everywhere I wish I wanted anybody else But don't stop Before I can't stop myself I say that I want to control this But deep down I hope that it's hopeless Don't stop I wish I wanted anybody else Say no say no I'm not ready for this So soon But maybe I don't know what ready really is With you Hips on my fingertips Lips getting used to this With your skin on my skin And your legs on my chest You look less and less like a friend Friend But wait I'm scared your scared But we're still going there Lady, I'm not prepared To need you everywhere I wish I wanted anybody else But don't stop Before I can't stop myself I say that I want to control this But deep down I hope that it's hopeless Don't stop I wish I wanted anybody else I've been fighting with myself But I lose every time I've been fighting with myself So I say something like "I don't know if I'm alright with this People say we could get hurt by this Don't you look at me that way Cause I'll forget every warning... Fuck let's just talk in the morning" I wish I wanted anybody else But don't stop Before I can't stop myself I say that I want to control this But deep down I hope that it's hopeless Don't stop I wish I wanted anybody else