Exhale (feat. The Myrmidons) - RiverMouth

Been trying to run from my problems To keep another one from adding on I feel so numb and I'm so far gone Because the collateral damage is done Just need to exhale Breathe breathe breathe Just need to exhale Breathe breathe breathe Just need to exhale Breathe breathe breathe Just need to exhale Breathe exhale Breathe exhale Take a deep breath and let it all go Facing not running from problems no more There comes a time when your features I miss The smell of your hair the feel of your kiss Consuming my mind all day and all night It ain't even fair cant put up a fight Tryin so hard but can't get it right The feelin of failure is dimming the light Added weight holdin me down I'm gonna drown probably never be found All of my life when I needed somebody That said they was bout it they're nowhere around No familiar faces searchin in the darkest places Lord please tell me where ya grace is Seems the world may have misplaced it Breathe Been trying to run from my problems To keep another one from adding on I feel so numb and I'm so far gone Cuz the collateral damage is done Just need to exhale Breathe breathe breathe Just need to exhale Breathe breathe breathe Just need to exhale Breathe breathe breathe Just need to exhale Breathe exhale Breathe exhale Having trouble holding on Making that commitment Caught between my feelings And my faith confused woah what is this Seems it's you lord I'm missing When I'm making my decisions Went my own way on my own dime Couldn't purchase what was missing The damage is done I'm tired of running And hiding from love want to find comfort Not another problem I got enough Don't need them piling on Struggle gettin harder Need your livin water Losing my mind When I'm up all alone Feeling so numb I feel so so far gone My senses are numb Please don't leave me alone Breathe Been trying to run from my problems To keep another one from adding on I feel so numb and I'm so far gone Cuz the collateral damage is done Just need to exhale Breathe breathe breathe Just need to exhale Breathe breathe breathe Just need to exhale Breathe breathe breathe Just need to exhale Breathe exhale Breathe exhale I don't know how many times I tried to do things my way and it blew up in my face Saying what I needed to say or being who I had to be to get what I wanted My addictions pain and the trauma of my life ruled over me The man that I had become was the very man I swore I would never be I knew I was made for more but had no clue on how to be anything other than A liar thief drunk addict abusive father and husband Until I surrendered to Jesus and he showed me humility My worth how to think live and love different how to forgive myself and others He gave me my true identity in him showed me how to be still And exhale