Every Fucking Time - Claud

Every time I turn around I see places that look so unreal Every time I try to say exactly how I feel And when I look at you I see a different side each and every time Try to find another place there's nothing I can find I wanna say feel it slipping away Happens ever time you're in my mind I want to say things that to you are true But I'm not sure about you I'll never be who you want me to be Gotta take some time in my life Won't ever know until I try I just gotta know why Wouldn't you like all the best things out of life? All you got to do is just try then run for your life All you gotta do what's best for you All you gotta do is get through, run for your life A silence speaks to me a voice that seems so far away The unheard cries of wasted lives I hear them everyday Left in this sullen room I search for things that I can find To hold on to to help me through nothing can be divined I wanna say feel it slipping away Happens every time you're in my mind I want to say things that to you are true But I'm not sure about you I'll never be who you want me to be Gotta take some time in my life Won't ever know until I try I just gotta know why Wouldn't you like all the best things out of life? All you got to do is just try then run for your life All you gotta do what's best for you All you gotta do is get through, run for your life I just gotta know All of these images start crumbling from my memory I search my mind go back in time to the way things used to be I wanna say feel it slipping away Happens every time you're in my mind I want to say things that to you are true But I'm not sure about you I'll never be who you want me to be Gotta take some time in my life Won't ever know until I try I just gotta know why Run for your life

This sounds kinda strange, I thought I saw you at a party but I finally got close, it wasn't you I know we don't talk right now But if I saw you, I'd sit down And ask about your afternoon You made it clear that it's over now But you're all that I think about So now I don't know what the hell to do 'Cause I've got a soft spot I've got it for you It for you We used to lie in bed and talk For hours about everything And anything you said you wanted to Pull the covers over our short hair Pretend like the city wasn't there Like it was only just us two You told me that it's over now But I can't help that I think about All the things that we used to do 'Cause I've got a soft spot I've got it for you It for you I wish I left all my things at your place so I could come get them We'd do things we might regret And say that we could make exceptions I just can't take the rejection Maybe I'm just second-guessing 'Cause I've got a soft spot I've got it for you It for you It for you It for you It for you

Perfect afternoon Like the sky, I'm lookin' blue Lighting up the room Pull the curtain, kill the view Say what's on my mind But it ends in never mind Cheeks as red as wine What's new? I know sometimes I start falling with the rain (falling with the rain) Give me some time so I can fall back into place (fall back into place) Feeling out of my head Coming undone thread by thread I know sometimes I start falling with the rain (falling with the rain) Think it's time to leave Blowing with suburban trees It's all the same to me Up above and underneath Oh, I've gotta know What it's like to let your feelings go I know sometimes I start falling with the rain (falling with the rain) Give me some time so I can fall back into place (fall back into place) Feeling out of my head Coming undone thread by thread I know sometimes I start falling with the rain (falling with the rain) In my head, in my head I've been hanging by threads In my head, in my head, in my head In my head, in my head, I hang on by a thread In my head, in my head, in my head In my head, in my head, I've been hanging by threads In my head, in my head, in my head In my head, in my head, I hang on by a thread In my head, in my head, in my head Falling with the rain Fall back into place Falling with the rain Falling with the rain

Call your phone, you never answer Missing out on endless banter You've never been that good at small talk But I'd love to chat your ear off Do you ever go west? I'm talking past Texas Like California I'd love to take you there Cuff up your jeans (now we're getting close, now we're getting close) And borrow the means (now we're getting close, now we're getting close) Hop on the train (now we're getting close, now we're getting close) To get close to me (getting close, now we're getting-) You get close to me When are you goin' back to college? Remember how my dorm was haunted? Smoking in the cemetery Getting older's getting scary In August, you'll go north I'm still in Northbrook Court And maybe one day I'll get to take you here Cuff up your jeans And borrow the means Hop on the train To get close to me You get close to me Now we're getting close, now we're getting close Now we're getting close, now we're getting close Now we're getting close, now we're getting close Getting close, now we're getting-