When there is eventually silence The suspense is breathing as echoes in the walls It seems it's time to break My footsteps seems to be a red thread Of apathy, been following me ever since Under the illusion of a body armor, there is marks from everyday The distance to the madness undresses the mind Force me to see what my mind. force me to see what I shut off And I can't seem to turn of my mind When there is eventually silence The surface gets hit by frequently portions of rage It seems we're not familiar I fear I'll be wiped out by a big Burst of accumulation when I least expect it My fear is a lasting drizzle of rage Eroding what's left, with no turning back The distance to the madness undresses the mind Force me to see what my mind. force me to see what I shut off And I can't seem to turn of my mind There was no sign of an increasing heart rate So to show my human trait it had to rise eventually It feels unnecessary now Now, now when it's all over

I'm an opportunity And I knock so softly Sometimes I get loud When I wish everybody'd just get off me So many players You'd think I was a ball game Its every man for themselves There are no team mates This life gets lonely When everybody wants something They'll smile up in your face But they'll get theirs eventually And I hope I'm there Surrounded by familiar faces without names None of them know me Or want to share my pain And they only wish to bask in my light Then fade away To win my love, to them a game To watch me live my life in vain When all is done and the glitter fades away They'll get theirs eventually And I hope I'm there I drank your poison Cause you told me its wine Shame on you if you fooled me once Shame on me if you fooled me twice I didn't know the price You'll get yours eventually So what good am I to you If I can't be broken? You'll get yours Yes you'll get yours Eventually

Eventually your penalty will be to hurt as I do Eventually my memory ah my memory will haunt the dreams of you This look I'm wearing it's called a frown But it was a smile till you turned it upside down I'd hate to see I'd hate to see you feel like me but this will be Eventually my memory will haunt the dreams of you Oh oh this look I'm wearing its called a frown But it use to be a smile till you turned it upside down I'd hate to see you feel like me but baby this will be Eventually my memory ah my memory will haunt the dreams of you

I wanted to leave But it's difficult with hands around my neck It's harder to sleep But when you always keep me up inside my head I wanna believe That everything will work out for the best But honestly Wishful thinking, what the fuck did I expect? While the nights go longer as the days roll by But I can't keep hiding me behind these eyes Started running from what made me paranoid Eventually, it caught up to me Maybe I'm the one I can't seem to avoid Suddenly, I'm taking back the one thing that felt permanent And all those things I never said I call to arms that I resent Eventually, it caught up to me I'm starting to see No, I haven't come to terms with myself yet I'm grinding my teeth While I'm dealing with the fear that I protect While the nights go longer as the days roll by Been hanging by a moment, now I think that it's time Started running from what made me paranoid Eventually, it caught up to me Maybe I'm the one I can't seem to avoid Suddenly, I'm taking back the one thing that felt permanent And all those things that I never said I call to arms that I resent Eventually, it caught up to me (Eventually, It caught up to me) I can't imitate at any cost But I can ride it 'til the wheels fall off Wanna break away from me, let's get lost So lost I can't imitate at any cost But I can ride it 'til the wheels fall off Wanna break away from me, let's get lost So lost While the nights go longer as the days roll by But I can't keep hiding behind these eyes Started running from what made me paranoid Eventually, it caught up to me Maybe I'm the one I can't seem to avoid Suddenly, I'm taking back the one thing that felt permanent And all those things I never said I call to arms that I resent Eventually, it caught up to me Eventually, it caught up to me Eventually, it caught up to me

I've lost some friends along the way Laughing at the wrong times Saying things too straight I don't want to die Just trying to be myself When everyone's the same It's time to separate yourself I thought that I was off I was just mistaken Turns out I wasn't crazy at all I just had some walls up That needed breaking When I'm close to you I'm next to normal I feel immortal I'm high without the paranoia When I'm close to you I'm next to normal I feel immortal I'm high without the paranoia So sick and tired of words I lost All of this translation I was overcompensating I should have known That they weren't in for the hang I guess they couldn't picture How I don't fit in the frame I thought that I was off I was just mistaken Turns out I wasn't crazy at all I just had some walls up That needed breaking I think I know who I'm gonna call When I'm close to you I'm next to normal I feel immortal I'm high without the paranoia When I'm close to you I'm next to normal I feel immortal I'm high without the paranoia When I'm close to you I'm next to normal I feel immortal I'm high without the paranoia When I'm close to you I'm next to normal I feel immortal I'm high without the paranoia When I'm close to you I'm next to normal I feel immortal I'm high without the paranoia When I'm close to you I'm next to normal I feel immortal I'm high without the paranoia

We are two ships passing How long will this last We haven't had the time to work it out Sitting in the backseat Who knows where our paths meet And you keep shouting we've gotta work it out You gotta believe me when I say I know (Gotta work it out, it out) You aren't riding on this wave alone (Gotta work it out, it out) Gotta believe me when I say I know (Gotta work it out, it out) I already know I know I know I know Yell all that you want to I'll yell it right back to you Back and forth until we've tired out Temper into tempest Washes off the madness But we're still left with figuring shit out You gotta believe me when I say I know (Gotta work it out, it out) You aren't riding on this wave alone (Gotta work it out, it out) Gotta believe me when I say I know (Gotta work it out, it out) I already know I know I know I know The seeds of what you say all beg for reason Plant them deep so we can disregard them Just get out of your pretty little head You're just waking up to get back into bed The seeds of what you say all beg for reason Plant them deeply so we can release them Been listening to every word you said You're just waking up to get back into bed You know I'm riding on this wave alone You know I'm riding on this wave alone You aren't riding on this wave alone I already know I know I know I know Gotta believe me when I say I know Already know I know I know I know Alright Already know I know I know I know