Girl I ain't too good at sayin' What I'm feeling deep inside Usually I just hold it in But lookin' at you layin' Right here by my side I want you to know I love you even when You're not sucking my dick You're not squeezing my balls You're not lickin' my asshole With my hands up against the wall I know I tell you all the time When I'm railing you from behind Baby even when the fuckin' has to end I love you even when Even when your mouth is movin' And you're sayin' all those words Probably talkin' 'bout your ma and pa And them Even when your bowels are movin' And you're squeezing out a turd It smells like hell But I love you even when You're not jackin' me off You're not strapping one on You're not smackin' my ass Red dressed up like my mom I know I tell you all the time When you're railing me from behind Even when I don't have a ball gag in I love you even when Even when you spend all my money Even when I have to pretend that you're funny Even when Even when You're not shavin' my sack You're not clampin my nips You're not doing that weird thing You like to do with your fist I know I tell you all the time When you put them beads in my behind Record it all and send it to your friends I love you even when I love you even when I love you even when

I was falling Down in my own room Sat in silence Nothing left to lose I was waiting Waiting for a sign You were rushing Chasing passing lights Running faster Think I just got tired We were laughing Singing "My, oh my" Give me one more chance Just one more shot, just one more moment Give me one more kiss I'll mess it up before you notice Loving you's forever, loving you's a joke And I'll love you, babe, even when I don't I was fading Could barely say your name Tried to hide it Never felt the same I was wondering Does it ever cross your mind? But if we had more time Give me one more chance Just one more shot, just one more moment Give me one more kiss I'll mess it up before you notice Loving you's forever, loving you's a joke And I'll love you, babe, even when I don't Give me one more chance Just one more shot, just one more moment Maybe this one's it This one fixes the one we've broken Loving you's forever, loving you's a low And I'll love you, babe, even when I don't

It's 3 a.m. once again But what's new this time around? I think I've been losing sleep But mostly I've been losing myself The clocks, they turn once you fail The clocks, they turn once you lose So little girl, tell me how to stop this clock you say? If it means giving up, then count me out I don't know how being real feels like anymore So sometimes, I wonder what this life is for Should I keep living a life full of lies? Or should I kill my external disguise? For what it's worth I'll just be myself 'till I die 'Cuz if I don't I'll be dead anyway Even when I still breathe Even when I still breathe Even when I still breathe Even when I still breathe