Even Though I'm Gone - Chester See, Kevjumba & Ryan Higa

Daddy, I'm afraid, won't you stay a little while? Keep me safe 'cause there's monsters right outside Daddy, please don't go, I don't wanna be alone 'Cause the second that you're gone they're gonna know Before he went to bed, he grabbed my hand and said "Just 'cause I'm leaving It don't mean that I won't be right by your side When you need me And you can't see me in the middle of the night Just close your eyes and say a prayer It's okay, I know you're scared When I'm not here, but I'll always be right there Even though I'm leaving I ain't going nowhere" Dad, we've all been late and Uncle Sam don't like to wait He's got a big old plane that's gonna take me far away I know I act tough but there's a churning in my gut 'Cause I just can't call you up when things get rough Before I left, he hugged my neck and said "Just 'cause you're leaving It don't mean that I won't be right by your side When you need me And you can't see me in the middle of the night Just close your eyes and say a prayer It's okay, I know you're scared I might be here, but I'll always be right there Even though you're leaving I ain't going nowhere" Daddy, I'm afraid, won't you stay a little while? I never thought I'd see the day I had to say goodbye Daddy, please don't go, I can't do this on my own There's no way that I can walk this road alone Daddy grabbed my hand and said "Just 'cause I'm leaving It don't mean that I won't be right by your side When you need me And you can't see me in the middle of the night Just close your eyes and say a prayer It's okay, boy, I ain't scared I won't be here But I'll always be right there Even though I'm leaving I ain't going nowhere" I ain't going nowhere

Stay patient All I have to do is stay patient Life's changing So I might have to make some rearrangements I roll the dices and I feel so alive and then I'm lifeless And I don't like it But honestly, the irony is priceless 'cause I'm caught on the fence (The fence) I'm either happy or I wish I was dead (Or I wish I was dead) My life is a mess (A mess) I kinda like it even though I'm depressed (Oh, oh, oh) I'm caught on the fence (The fence) I'm either happy or I wish I was dead (Or I wish I was dead) My life is a mess (A mess) I fucking love it even though I'm depressed (I fucking love it even though I'm depressed) Only call it a living 'cause I'm still alive Only open up the doors if they're suicide, yeah I'm anxious to my core but I'm doing fine Try to keep my distance from the law Keep my peace of mind, yeah You can't change in a day So I spend every second taking care of my brain I might fill up all the emptiness with diamonds and chains And if you wanna get to steppin', you'll get punched in the face But it's alright I'm caught on the fence (The fence) I'm either happy or I wish I was dead (Or I wish I was dead) My life is a mess (A mess) I kinda like it even though I'm depressed (Oh, oh, oh) I'm caught on the fence (The fence) I'm either happy or I wish I was dead (Or I wish I was dead) My life is a mess (A mess) I fucking love it even though I'm depressed Well, even though I'm depressed, I'm not sorry I don't wanna leave this bed at all I've got a brick on my chest And hell is gripping my legs And there's a demon, he's ten foot tall But honestly, he doesn't seem like much of a threat, yeah I'm caught on the fence (The fence) I'm either happy or I wish I was dead (Or I wish I was dead) My life is a mess (A mess) I kinda like it even though I'm depressed (Oh, oh, oh) I'm caught on the fence (The fence) I'm either happy or I wish I was dead (Or I wish I was dead) My life is a mess (A mess) I fucking love it even though I'm depressed (Yeah, oh)

Something by the way he touched me Was so slow The way he'd put his arms around me Even though I'm feeling lonely I'm feeling lonely Don't understand the words he said Made me do wrong But now there is nothing else in my head And now it's stronger wish he'd drift me Alone I wish he leave me Cuz' I know Trouble will follow When I have to go I have to go He makes me think that I don't know me So unsure When I remember all the things he showed me And I want more I'm feeling lonely Oh, oh, oh, I'm feeling lonely

Even though she's on my mind Even though she's hard to find Even though there's always something with you Even though there's always something Even though she's right on time Even though she's always lying Even though there's always something with you Even though there's always something I know we don't talk about it I know that that's true I know we don't talk about it I'm so scared that I'm losing you Even though she just stopped trying Even though I can't stop crying Even though there's always something with you Even though there's always something Even though there's always something with you I know we don't talk about it I know that that's true I know we don't talk about it I'm so lonely away from you Even though Even though Even though there's always something with you Even though there's always something Even though there's always something with you

แม้ว่าเธอจะไม่เชื่อใจ หน้าตาร้ายๆอย่างฉัน แม้ว่าเธอไม่คิดมองกัน ก็โอกาสฉันสักหน่อย แม้ว่าคนที่มาชอบเธอ จะเสนอสักกี่มากน้อย เปิดให้ฉันเข้าไปสักหน่อย ในหัวใจเธอ แม้เส้นทางของเราต่างกัน แม้ว่าฝันของฉันมันติดดิน แต่ก็พร้อมจะโบยบิน ไปสู่เธอ แม้ว่าคนที่มองเข้ามา จะว่าบ้าว่าเพ้อ ไม่ค่อยเจียมที่หมายปองเธอ ก็ไม่เป็นไร ก็เพราะว่าฉันชอบเธอ ตั้งแต่แรกเจอแต่ไม่กล้าบอก กลัวว่าเธอนั้นจะมาหลอก คนบ้านนอกอย่างฉัน สมมติเอานะว่าฝันเป็นจริง ก็แบบว่าเธอมีใจให้กัน ขนาดแค่คิดหัวใจยังสั่น จริงๆ นะเธอ ก็เพราะว่าฉันชอบเธอ ตั้งแต่แรกเจอแต่ไม่กล้าบอก กลัวว่าเธอนั้นจะมาหลอก คนบ้านนอกอย่างฉัน สมมติเอานะว่าฝันเป็นจริง ก็แบบว่าเธอมีใจให้กัน ขนาดแค่คิดหัวใจยังสั่น จริงๆนะเธอ แม้เส้นทางของเราต่างกัน แม้ว่าฝันของฉันมันติดดิน แต่ก็พร้อมจะโบยบิน ไปสู่เธอ ก็เพราะว่าฉันชอบเธอ ตั้งแต่แรกเจอแต่ไม่กล้าบอก กลัวว่าเธอนั้นจะมาหลอก คนบ้านนอกอย่างฉัน สมมติเอานะว่าฝันเป็นจริง ก็แบบว่าเธอมีใจให้กัน ขนาดแค่คิดหัวใจยังสั่น จริงๆ นะเธอ

Nice guys finish last that's why I'll treat you like trash It's not what I really Want to do But you only date bad guys, so I'll give it my best try to treat you the way you want Me to I'll never open a door or pull out a chair, you can tell me how your day was but I Don't really care And if you ever get cold, you'll just have to hack it 'cause I'll be cold to if I gave You my jacket Like, woah, you ain't sittin' up front Front is for the homies you can sit in the trunk I'll never answer my phone whenever you call it and when the waiter brings the bill I'll never reach for my wallet Nice guys finish last that's why I'll treat you like trash, it's not what I really Want to do But you only date bad guys so I'll give it my best try to treat you the way you want Me to And I'ma beat you In every competition Going out with the girls you better get my permission Wait no, I take that back, you can't go, house is on tonight and that's my favorite show Do I look fat in this dress? Hell yeah you do, wait let me speak your language Cow's go moo, moo, moo, moo Nice guys finish last that's why I'll treat you like trash, it's not what I really want to do Oh, oh, you only date bad guys so I'll give it my best try to treat you the way you want me to But behind the scenes, she means the world to me, I wanna tell her that she's beautful And show her that she's loved Hold her hand when she's scared, tell her how much I care But that won't win her heart, because Nice guys finish last that's why I'll treat you like trash, it's not what I really want to do Ohh, you only date bad guys so I'll give it my best try to treat you the way you want me to

It's not the long, flowing dress that you're in Or the light coming off of your skin The fragile heart you protected for so long Or the mercy in your sense of right and wrong It's not your hands searching slow in the dark Or your nails leaving love's watermark It's not the way you talk me off the roof Your questions like directions to the truth It's knowing that this can't go on forever Likely one of us will have to spend some days alone Maybe we'll get forty years together But one day I'll be gone One day you'll be gone If we were vampires and death was a joke We'd go out on the sidewalk and smoke And laugh at all the lovers and their plans I wouldn't feel the need to hold your hand Maybe time running out is a gift I'll work hard 'til the end of my shift And give you every second I can find And hope it isn't me who's left behind It's knowing that this can't go on forever Likely one of us will have to spend some days alone Maybe we'll get forty years together But one day I'll be gone One day you'll be gone It's knowing that this can't go on forever Likely one of us will have to spend some days alone Maybe we'll get forty years together But one day I'll be gone One day you'll be gone

Baby, I know you can not hear me now 'Cause you're fast asleep But I love you now Colors inside your head go spinning around Like a ferris wheel Exploding and falling to the ground Oh, people are screaming, people are screaming My baby, she's dreaming Oh, people are shouting, people are freaking I'm just staring at the ceiling Waiting for the feeling Oh, oh but when she calls I know that she's the one Makes me want her harder Makes me want to be a little stronger Still I see monsters Still I see monsters Baby, I know you cannot hear me now 'Cause you're flying around At the speed of sound Colors inside your head go spinning around Like a ferris wheel Exploding and falling to the ground Oh, people are screaming, people are screaming My babies, she's dreaming Oh, people are shouting, people are freaking I'm just staring at the ceiling Waiting for the feeling Oh, oh when she calls I know that she's the one Makes me want it harder Makes me want to be a little stronger Still I see the monsters Still I see the monsters